"Clouds break,
light illuminate
heartfelt."
-RK
Latest Haiku, inspired by the scene that causes the girl to, countlessly, be awed by the wonder of the majesty.
Visited the blog of the farmer's wife again, forever captivated by the way her story deliver Grace, Love and Jesus.
The beauty of each stanza,
each phrase,
each word chosen.
it is a gift to God who gave the gift of word.
made me ponder upon how much I can learn from the mess she is,
the mess that comfortably shows the beauty of God's grace.
and undeniably,
I wonder how it would be like to be like the/a farmer's wife.
surrounded by the nature, beauty of the Creation.
yet,
someone told me something that made me think,
it is a gift too, to be where I am; to appreciate that the chaos of an urban country does not diminish the beauty of the Creation, in the little things in life that might go unnoticed.
Rice Field at Ubud, Bali - Indonesia
♥ 1:18 AM
This blog has been dead for so long.
Even the most recent update, is an update that merely comes from a quick burst of emotion that passes faster than I longed for it to stay.
Like how things are changing so rapidly. Faster than how I longed for it to stay.
An impromptu shopping session with J today has brought back a sensation that hasn't been experienced in a long time. A sensation of blithe and freedom, of spontaneity and memories. The kind of things that used to be experience back in the time when the girl was still in uniform.
"it's been so long!" is a phrase that has been overused so often that it loses its meaning and true value in most situation. Often neglected as a common phrase because of the tendency to treat something as mundane and worthless when it increases in quantity. But how many times can this phrase be used as the perfect phrase to describe something?
Right now.
When just one little action causes a cascade of emotions and thoughts and somewhat this feels like how the girl used to lead her life back when she was still in uniform.
And everything changes so fast, too fast.
♥ 12:52 AM
the reason why people are afraid of being vulnerable is easy,
they are afraid of the reaction (or lack of it) by the party on the other side.
but if showing up means being truthful and speaking for your own integrity, what is there to lose in showing up?
people are just afraid of embarrassment and shaming themselves and people associate vulnerability with weakness.
nope, vulnerability is not weakness.
it is an act of courage that everyone should learn.
thanks to Dr.Brene Brown for all these lessons learned over the holiday.
I have a lot more to go to finish the book 'Daring Greatly' by Dr.Brene, my 20th birthday present from someone
special. But I have a lot of books in line to finish ASAP too!!! such a crazy start to semester 3 (:
♥ 11:54 PM