sitting down in front of the laptop with raindrops falling on the panel of your windows and a bowl of steaming hot indomie rebus by your side. How am I supposed to have the mood to study?





Firstly, congrats for those people who have finished their exams, but remember this is not the end because ultimately A level is the one that count. What I'm going to say next is that, I've screwed up my papers. Maybe not so much for the first day's econs and GP. But definitely for chem and maths. Especially since the chem paper doesnt look difficult to me, but I lost knowledge of how to solve the questions. What a way to screw yourself, rieka :)





Physics is next, my most confident paper. But am I really confident about it anymore? When the past few physics papers I did haven't gave me satisfying results.

♥ 11:42 AM

♥ 11:03 PM

You ask me if I love you
And I choke on my reply
I'd rather hurt you honestly
Than mislead you with a lie
And who am I to judge you
On what you say or do?
I'm only just beginning to see the real you

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

Romance and all its strategy
Leaves me battling with my pride
But through the insecurity
Some tenderness survives
I'm just another writer
Still trapped within my truth
A hesitant prize fighter
Still trapped within my youth

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

At times I'd like to break you
And drive you to your knees
At times I'd like to break through
And hold you endlessly

At times I understand you
And I know how hard you've tried
I've watched while love commands you
And I've watched love pass you by

At times I think we're drifters
Still searching for a friend
A brother or a sister
But then the passion flares again

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

♥ 2:59 PM

Inspirational blog no.2

So I found another inspirational blog. No, not that I just found it, I've started reading it since last year. This dude, reading his blog can be such a brainwash. -.- I had to stop reading before my mind is influenced by his great insights on things that are seemingly small and insignificant. However, some of the topics he brought across is pretty insightful, things I haven't noticed in the past. But so glad I found the 2nd inspirational blog :) a great addition to posts I read by inspirational blogger no.1 .

So talking about these inspirational blogs, I've come to notice that my blogs have been really, really dead for the past few months. It's like I've lost all my drive to blog about stuffs anymore. Other than random, microposts that carries no meanings or thoughts that I've really been thinking of. Oh well. Maybe I'll start blogging more often. And start thinking more often. Ha!

Well for now..

I just arrived from Indo today. )= Missing my family there already. 5 months to go and I'll be back! :) as someone said, it's the last drive! Gonna work hard and stop wasting time. ganbatte!

♥ 10:40 PM

hari terakhir disini, males sekali klo membayangin harus balik ke sg.

♥ 1:39 PM

i know it's been super long since i last updated, but i really got to blog about this.

♥ 2:55 AM