it's funny how different things turn out for different people when they were once the same. 

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You know, sometimes we decide on things without knowing what actually lays ahead. But there comes a time that you realized that the decision you have made had been the right decision. Then you can look back and thank God how His grace has accompanied your life all these while. It also helps that you hold on to His grace every single day, that you don't rely on that one event of annointing but you seek Him every moment, every single details of your life...

You never knew the outcome will be like this, but you took the leap of faith anyway...

I remember the time when God guides me to that very place and I didn't know I was going to make that very decision. Yet He whispered every steps to me. With every footstep, I ask for strength. Well at that time, never realizing that His strength was already provided, I just have to grab it from His Mighty Hands. The uncertainty has allowed me to be vulnerable, to turn my face to Him. That was... amazing. Obedience has brought forth a good outcome, a good fruit that I could say, I pretty much enjoyed right now. And when things turn shaky, please Daddy...remind me of that moment, that unforgettable period that etched deeply within my soul..to always hold on despite the uncertainty..and to not rush towards certainty if it's not from You..

A little tinge of guilt accompanies intermittently, but it's a reminder that I'm merely human. a thorn in the flesh that acts as a blinking signal, warning when complacency took over. I'm merely human, it's by God's grace that I live my life every single day. And by this, I'm truly thankful. 

with love,