I shouldn't let my past hold me back.
(:
hey.
For the past few weeks, I've been going around telling people:" I don't want you to retain! "
whenever I tell people " im so gonna retain " ,
all I ever get is " aiya, you wont retain one lah "
today, for the first time, someone tell me this " i dont want you to retain "
I appreciate your gesture, thanks, you GMH.
♥ 12:30 AM
Skin white as snow,lips red as blood,hair black as ebony...meet daddy for dinner at orchard today! (:
late late late for an hour as I wasted time sitting downstairs and chat.
and walked down the ion-patterson link with a very nostalgic memory of June holiday.
hah :)
reminds me of those late night shoppin' with erick.
hahahahahahaha
can't wait for promos to be over! been a long-long-long time since I last go shopping T-T
And now I don't even have the motivation to study.
what's wrong with me? =\
♥ 11:18 PM
can I just pretend, so that I will not be distracted for promos? =\
I don't know why people say you shouldn't eat sweet and sour fruits together.
Strawberry and
grape taste amazing together. ^^ they give off this sweet, sour and cute taste that I really LOVE :D if only I can keep this taste with me forever because there'll never be another duplicate in the future and I've lost it. )=
cause the spaces between my fingers are right where yours fit perfectly.
♥ 7:14 PM
i really like spending time w you.
hah!
oh, that's a lie ^^
♥ 12:38 AM
" u let someone in, you're easy. you don't let someone in, you're too uptight "
I agree very very much with this. ._.
ambivalent.
♥ 10:43 PM
sometimes, I feel like taking a penknife and slash my face with it.
haha.
=\
♥ 1:30 AM
i want to study.
i want to study.
i want to study.
i wana do well for promos.
i dont wanna take exam
i dont wanna stay in singapore any longer
i wanna go away from this place
i wanna stay anywhere but here
byebyebyebye
♥ 1:20 AM
momma just burst the very huge bubble I've blown, my family's not coming today. T-T
and they're going back to TBH immediately.
geez, and my hope was high. )=
and I'm so damn worried about a few of my friends. =\
i hope you guys will be fine. tell me if anything's wrong.
promos in 19 days?
cheers :)
lalala~
sometimes ignorant is bliss. -.-
ignorance is not a choice, apathy is.
i'd rather be ignorant that choose to be apathetic.
seriously.
♥ 10:21 PM
yay! I really can't wait for Friday ;)
Gonna be meeting awesome peeps again, altho I just met up with them last Tue. hah.
^^
I realize I haven't done any proper blogging much recently. I've just been microblogging, my blog's boring. =="
Promos in like exactly 20 days. I think I'm gonna die.
T-T
Not that I don't have the motivation to study, these few days haven't been that bad. But it's that the motivation came too late. )= And although I'm keeping quiet about it, I'm really worried about pw. ==" It'll be a miracle if we can even get a D in this current condition. But who am I to complain when I'm not even doing any work myself. The past few days have been filled with emotional see-saw, swinging high and low. geez, I want to get over this period fast.
On the brightside, my family's coming this week. :D
despite the fact that they left me out and go on holidays again . =\
I really want a holiday too, a real holiday from everything. :'(
overandoutt
rieka.
♥ 2:05 AM
maybe he's the one i like.
haha.
♥ 12:49 AM
=(
sometimes I just like being stupid,
then the smart part of me would take over and hate myself.
sometimes, I don't make any sense.
♥ 8:39 PM
It's a quarter after 1, I'm all alone and I need you now.Will be a bitch for the next few days. Seriously. =="
♥ 1:21 AM
baby you're the best, best I ever had.
" your blog talk about things that we do, but you never mention my name "
Nay, I still refuse to write your name in my blog. xD
I hope you're happy today^^
:)
♥ 11:54 PM
There's something about that smile. ^^
♥ 11:58 PM
I kept telling somebody that it isn't easy to be happy.
But realized that my previous blog posts keep mentioning how happy I am. Ironic much =="
Fact is, your happiness is determined by yourself. You allow yourself to be happy. and yes, I am currently reading the 7habits again about being proactive. x)
The holidays passed too fast. I haven't studied much. Damn it. Will somebody tear down the veil of mist around me? )=
♥ 9:10 AM
o.0 I happened to see 11:11 right before it turned 11:12
=P
Just want to share a random thought that I had a few weeks ago.
I was asking myself,
is it possible to be your eyecandy's eyecandy?
=="
I realized it is.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
xD
PW peeps+Robin came to my place for pw today. Did a bit of work before we started to watch song covers. x) Some people can sing so well! Then we start talking about IBG. HAHA! Funny. And I showed them Winston's cover on facebook :X lalalalala~
Brought them to see penthouse again! Well, first time for Tf,TCY and Robin. Somehow Robin became an unofficial group member -.- haha!
The sky this evening was awesome. " very chio " according to TF. hehehe
I wish I had a DSLR with me )=
& I wonder if I ever cross your mind,for me it happens all the time.
♥ 11:11 PM
I was happy yesterday (:
really and truly.
for some reason, yesterday felt like a fun day. I haven't felt tht kind of fun for pretty long. (=
even though I was studying, but it's a nice weekend. ^^
a nice way to spend a weekend. =D
will you wait for time?
will time wait for me?
29 more days to promos, you know.
):
shocked. stunned. speechless. ._.
♥ 8:29 PM
tell me what you want to hear, something that were like those years.I just don't like feeling vulnerable. And when they intrude much into my personal space, I feel too vulnerable. Thus I should avoid them to avoid that feeling. Too vulnerable; Too unsafe. I had a great day today. Thank you.
(:
I get more comfortable towards the end.
Btw, Step up3 is really damn good! Those moves, amazing. -.- I also want to dance. HAHA!
I'm so happy, bringing people to OC always makes me feel happy. (: Yay. Don't worry, everything is safe with me.
this time, don't need another perfect line.
♥ 1:31 AM
gotta apply the lesson learned now (;
this is something i realized.
you learn many lessons in life, but that is not the most important part. it is the application of lessons learned. I know this sounds very PW-ish. But it is really applicable.
A few months ago, I learned not to expect too much out of someone. Now I'm applying it. I will not expect much from some people. For the past few years I learned about the fact that I can't depend on people to understand my feelings. Because it belongs to me, nobody will understand. Now I'm trying my best to put this application into my situation. So you gotta stand up on yourself, be independent (: But haven't I been doing it ever since..ever?
:):):) happy girl today because I went back to mayflower. =D
Go to school, attend GP for 1h, leave class to take pink form,MF!
YAY!
happy much. the main point is to skip pw. ;)
Mayflower stays the same. I really miss mayflower. I took picture of the canteen, library, corridor and even in the toilet :P why doesn't TPJC gives the same comfy feeling as mayflower does? )=
I figure I better sleep early tonight.
hehe.
wake up early to do work tmr? =)
♥ 12:32 AM
sugar,spice and all thing nice.
mf no.12 ^^
a very random photo of you. 