If you ever wonder what makes me stay up till this time, clue's it starts with an S.

laughs.

I'm on this crossroad where I have to make many decisions. Wise ones, simple ones ; important ones, unimportant ones.

Yet unlike some people, I chose not to trouble myself too much.

Yes, deciding to fly over to SG 4hours before the flight does not count as a trouble to me.

Yes, flying back again possibly the day after an interview does not keep me off my balance.

Yeah man, like what somebody has sarcastically remarked, my life is so "full of excitement"

Oh of course, I chose to see it in a positive view, my life is truly full of excitement. I mean, come on! These decisions I gotta make, they're so overwhelming that I gotta be "fickle-minded" about them. They're so full of possibilities, full of colors, full of tastes. So many reasons to be excited about my life. Unless of course, all I do everyday is to sit around giving worksheets to punk-y little adolescents who're just learning how to have glib tongues. But of course, that's not what I do, that's just sooooo un-exciting. Especially if I'm only doing so for money, to begin with.

k, nuff bout th rants.

Let's end this post with an epic

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k bye

I have a story too write, you too.

This, what's on this blog, is a story of a girl named Lucky Rieka

We each have a cup to contain love,

when we are showered with love, the content of our cup increase

sometimes, so much that they overflow.

Ever seen anyone who seems to be really caring,

who seems to be able to love in a way you do not know how?

They are the ones with overflowing cups of love,

who could only pour out their love to others' cup

Especially to those who are so empty in their cups.

Where did the content of the cups came about at all?

It's from receiving.

If the cup is covered, is it in anyway gonna be able to receive the content poured out to it?

It has to be opened and freed.

Who do we received from?

Sources.

God. Families. Friends. Lovers. Random strangers.

People who share the content of their cups to others.

We do need to replenish the content of our cups.

Just by giving, without any replacements,

the content of our cups may get drained out.

There's a way though to keep our cups full through giving though:

to give the portion God has given to you to others.

Give,

but learn to receive as well.

The more you receive,

The more able you are to give.

Loves,

Rieka