hees.now that i got that picture in my com, i have the strong urge to upload it here. xD but better not. hahahaha

stupid, a disastrous phenomenon happened this morning. =.= th people who were around probably knew what happened to me. but it's such a bad period of time. ):

and today's chem test seems.. disastrous as well :X kinda blank out at what the first question is asking. 12 marks =.= i bet i barely got half. lol wait till the result come out and see xP

and we're going for NE learning journey next monday x) i wanna be the photographer. told wei quan already, if there's camera lemme be th photographerrrrr ! xD

and omg, MARUAY IS FAT ! like seriously, totally, FAT ! xP

♥ 9:19 PM

DAMN.
i NEED another starbucks session with David and Huril ):

stupid pms amplify small, unnecessary problems. -.-

today we did CIP going to one block and collect newspapers from the HDBs around our school. but it was so quick k, assigning 10 people to one block is really, totally excessive. there's only about 12 storeys per HDB, one person can go to each level and collect all the newspaper theere and tah-dah! it's completed in a short time. haha. so i did with: hsiao hui, pamela, sheryl, david, darren, yong xuan, winston, shao qin and one more i cant rmb whoo :X we did block 229 (:

ltr go back to school and chatted with eileen,huril,sheryl,serene,hyojung and priscila. haha.. we talked about quite a great deal of stuffs :x gossip a little toooo xD then after some time we went back to hall. thanks david ! whew, i got what i want and need. lol.

after school, went opposite school to eat lunch then go home afterwards. take my super long nap from 2+ to 6. so niceeeee ^^ woke up, recuperated all the fatigue. hees.

i find children should respect their parents. no matter how old you are, as long as they're your parents you still gotta respect them. filial piety is something that child must show towards their parents and you should not just get angry at them when they scold you over things which are true. and don't think that just because you're an adult, you have the right to be rude to your mum, that's so wrong.


i really need to talk ): i would've called you if my phone has money. too bad. haih ):


rieka

♥ 9:27 PM

according to the personal thinking style test that i've done during career seminar this morning, i'm a Concrete Random thinker.

Concrete Random :
- experimenters
- use trial-and-error approaches
- tend to jump to conclusion
- prefer to work independently or in small groups
- gamblers and risk takers
- arrive late for meeting and may leave early if they feel it is boring
- natural leaders
- love taking charge
- refuse using the word " don't " and " can't "
- thrive in competitive atmosphere
- no overly concern about making impression or going out of their way to win over people
- prime movers of change

and the kenneth guy also mentioned that when CR walk into a room, people can feel their presence. LOL

maybe yeahs, i agree with mrs.ess's statement that there's no permanent friends nor enemy. so true? haha. in the society there's really no one you can call ' friend ' forever. lol lol. no offense. :X

pms taking control these few days.. very bad uhs ): someone help me! lol. im having the urge to do something bad but i know i shouldn't (: see, im such a good good girl. haha.

today had career seminar again. everyone from 4a sit outside the HOD room and we faked having detention xP hahha it was fun sitting outside HOD room. mr.yeo even took photos of us! haha unbelievable.. xD

and now it's like 12+ already.. ): boy went to sleep hours ago. i should've been sleeping around that time too but yet im still typing this post here. :X like so bad, i havent been heeding boy's order to sleep early. lol.



-.-



wtv



haha


byeeeeeeee ^^

♥ 10:54 PM

haha ):
very happy ):
at this point of time, i wish there's someone who will be there for me huh. like really, next to me. cos im very very very very happy now. lol hahaha.



whatever.



hahahahahahahaha.



very funny.



):

♥ 12:14 AM

♥ 1:32 PM

yesterday.

class gathering at sentosa ! ^^ arranged to meet up with praisely,maruay,annabel,hsiaohui and melissa at dhoby ghaut mrt at 9am. guess what? the first 11 to arrive there was maruays and praisely.... :X and i was 9 minutes late. could've been earlier but i was so blur that day, i took the wrong lane and went to the amk direction =.= kk then annabel,hsiaohui and melissa was 17 minutes late! hahaha ! xD proceeded to vivo and bought th tickets to sentosa. unsurprisingly we met lip koon and david there and took the same tram to sentosa. hahaha yep.. ^^

reach there and start by playing volleyball ? xDD although most of us,girls, were first timer but we had fun playing still ^^ lip koon is damn pro can ! and he's like tall so he has what it takes. joshua,winston,david,praisely and ryan weren't bad either. after a round of volleyball we went into the water and played captain's ball xD. in my team, eileen,melissa,joshua, lip koon, louis and i. but didnt know who won? i never take note. hahaha.

then came th chairperson with his buncha friends to bring us the life-saving drinks. wheww... hahaha. praisely taught me how to kick soccer ball. ^^ later played soccer with annabel n some of th guys that came with chairperson. and rieka scored ! woohoo ! ^^just join then straight away score xD i was with praisely,shaoqin,wigene and darren. yupps.

sit sit and talk talk a while while. too bad ninnart wasn't there ): really can feel the lack of her presence. T.T awww i miss ninnarttttttttttt. ):):): kk shant be too emo lols. ltr go inside th water again, this time lynn n pris came alr ! hahaha. had girls talk and we gossiped :X damn damn bad girls ! lol . then then while inside th water, shaoqin, darren and weiquan confessed about something they bet -.- omg they're like super lame ! -.-ll but yeah, someone lost a bet uhhs ? LOL cos im not wearing what they thought i wore. xP
blahsblahs then lynn and i went to the sand and we started building sandcastle xD then lynn said something like th sandcastle look sick -.- so i straight away destroyed it . wah lao ! lynn is such a sick sick girl ! :X hahahahahahaha.

another round of volleyball ^^ then annabel, lynn and i went to 7eleven to buy drinks. saw a cigaratte brand that is called winston. LOL so cute. hahaha. then we bought 3 bottled drinks for them. made all the boys said thank you to us before handing the drinks to them. =P continued volleyball-ing again until night time~

we got sticky,stinky and sweaty so annabel, hsiao hui, lynn and i went to bathe. haha since i didnt bring any toileteries so th rest of them have to keep on passing toileteries to me. =P

after i bathe, carry out th plan. yeahs, talked to him already. sorted out everything? hmm not really. i was so nervous i can cry on the spot but i keep laughing. because of that, now then i realise that there are things i havent said yet. but forget it.. yesterday is gone and right now, i belong to this moment. but haha, i felt like crying, that's why i keep laughing. after the talk then i went to play basketball myself to prevent myself from crying. so when th ball went in i can feel th sense of happiness ^^

kkkk then went home, took one can from david then drink drink ^^ didnt take that many pictures =.=

today.
pon chinese remedial, stayed at home instead ^^ to study yeaaaahhhh xD did heymaths and study bio. we're suppose to do 3 worksheets but in th end only do abt 1/3 :X then just went upstair to talk. yeahs.

man, i wish ninnart would come online now ):

http://blogskins.com/info/219573

♥ 6:19 PM

i feel like blogging out of a sudden -.-
time to sleep ^^
goodnight ! (:

♥ 12:40 AM

a personality test which i found in praisely's tag ^^

Your view on yourself:

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.


hahhahahahaha . i find it quite true hmmm.. xD

and i skipped basketball training today T.T tried to contact huril but cant so i decided to pon because i dont like to go alone :X then in th end i slept for a while xD

and YAY ! i seriously cant wait for the class gathering tmr ! ^^ hope it's gonna be a fun fun day ! wheeee~


loves
rieka

♥ 6:02 PM

today is a happy day ! ^^
okaay, although th day didnt start off that well, my big big alarm clock not enough battery and didn't ring me up on time , so i was kinda late for chemistry remedial. but phew, wasnt the latest ! david came like, half an hour later than me. LOL

then today during chem very funny. lol, we redo the speed of reaction experiment where u needa use boiling tube, retort stand, acid n stuffs. you're suppose to like pour acid into th boiling tube then lower the tube into the hot water. k then i lowered my boiling tube into th hot n water but i forgot to pout th acid in ! :X hahahahaha . kk and david is worse than me ! he place th magnesium ribbon into the acid and he forgot to time the reaction! lol. today we blur blur one :X

after chem went to opposite to eat. then blahblah ah, u very bad u knw -.- next time dont be so straightforward n mean kk ? stupid stupid blahblah . better dont catch me hearing u say those kind of things to her again. that's like one of th things that only low class jerks do lo. and by saying that in front of th other girl you're gonna make her skin grow super thick maybe it's gonna reach 10 cm thick . k im exageratingg but yeahs, my friend is better than her . xD and after reading this u better go sleep cos ure surely tired alr. -.-

then huril and i went to thomson plaza to find david. LOL. waited for him at starbucks and we kinda talk about a lot of stuffs (: haha. from jerks to gatal to this girl who is as fake as her good friend's handbag :X hahahaha . then david came, we talk n talk abt lotsa stuffs? xD after that went to accompany huril to cut her BANGS ! xD huril, it's nice k! really! ^^ u look damn cute lahs. hahahahahaha

ltr 3 of us went back to sch to play basketball with annabel and her CO members xD i feel so damn happy after playing basketball. haha. the first team was when all th sec4 played against th rest, not that fun. then after we reteam th game gets more fun xD endorphine made me happy and forget all my worries ^^ so after basketball , david, huril and i went home lo (:

and im soooooooo going to basketball training tomorrow :D

rieka.

♥ 10:10 PM

really really realllllyyyyyyyy happy xD
because i went shopping for clothes today (:
got what i want. hahahahaha ^^

then went to bake cookies again! whee, boy u gonna get what u didn't get last week. lol -.-
i was talking to jiayi some time ago before he went offline, then suddenly th conversation turns into a retarded one. where we have to type using lol in front.
so for example i will say
Gothic Lolita says:
lol jiayi what you doing?
Jiayi says:
lol talking to u using LoL lol..

so yeahs, we replied using lol in front of every sentence. LOL dots xD



to: you you you

idk whether u still read my blog everyday like what u once told me.
because well, if u do then you shall be th only who knows that im refering to you.
i felt a pang of irony writting this at all. it's like something i'd least expect myself to do. yea.
i think there's many many things i actually wanna talk to you about but there's always things that cause me not to say. maybe because of th role we play in our lives , i dont know either. for th past few months i've not been talking to you like how i used to last time. i dont know whether it affects you or not but it does affect me, i believe u can see it from my performances? and i hope you will make th right path for yourself and for me too hmm.. i hope u know what im refering to. i dont wanna make this msg appear obvious to anyonee but u. but whatever it is, i'll respect your choice huh, wishh that it'll be th best for u. takee good care of urself yeahs? i wanna write more but am afraid that i'll exploit your identity this way. so that's that.

loves
rieka

♥ 11:10 PM

i ain't an idiot xP so better stop calling me idiot, boy xD

yeahhhhhhhhs ! finally the holidays are here :D my days are mostly planned out n hope it's gonna be exciting ^^
sunday- bake cookies again xD for those who didnt get it last wk lol
monday- chem remedial, after tht hopefully can play basketball
tuesday- chi remedial -.- and basketball training. if th timing clash, i shall go for basketball xD
wednesday- CLASS GATHERING AT SENTOSA ! yay ! ^^ i really reaaaalllyyyy can't wait ! hope it doesn't rain :X
thursday- chi remedial/basketball training in th morning. study bio in th afternoon? depends on u xD
friday- finish all holiday assgnmt plus overdued a maths assgnmt -.-

so yeahhs, xD idk whether i should carry on with my earlier plan to continue sewing/knitting -.- because there doesnt seems to be much of a point doing it anymore right now. let's see what will happen on wednesday first.

& really ! i wish ninnart could come back T.T there's soooooo many things i wanna say out but there's no one who will understand ): lol lol

and mannn, stupid fat ass, stop going near _ -.-"

=P

lols
rieka

♥ 7:10 PM

i finally remembered what i did on saturday. i watched vampire knight guilty and finally finished watching ! the ending isn't as bad what i thought it's gonna be. in fact, i find the story very good. sad for zero but well, life's like that? i feel like rewatching th whole vampire knight series. it's really good. teaches u about being responsible of your role and not being selfish. and letting go of smething u want because of something u must do. it's really good. and i so so so love zero xD
whee~

<3 Zero

♥ 2:08 PM

friday

went to meet up with momo and vina ! (: so happy. we went to eat at sakae.
th intial plan was to eat @ long john but th tpy centre long john closed down. so yeahhhs xD
we had fun talking n making fun of one another. esp disturbing vina about D__ foo ! xD wahahahahahaha . then after dinner we went to th pasar malam near tpy library. momo and i bought an identical water bottle ! ;D pink with hello kitty design, uber kiddy xP . but i still need a new water bottle that needs to be bigger ! haha . then momo went home with us xD while walking home we started singing indo childhood songs which we used to sing in kindergaten time. aww.. miss those times :)
after momo took her stuffs i sent and accompanied her to bus stop xD

saturday

sian ji puah -.- idk wat ive been doing !

sunday

hees, gonna go centre and buy my mix . then bake . wheeee~ so long since i last bake smething xD and gotta try to finish some a maths assignment already T.T

tata

loves

rieka

♥ 12:58 PM

im gonna confront that person. i think. if i have the courage to. i hope i do. because the ultimate truth is all that i wish to know.

screwed up my spa this morning. damn. unable to get the ammeter working due to my own foolishness and so i asked mr.prem. i don't understand what he was saying probably cos i panicked. started crying. then mr.prem told me not to panic. cry even more -.-
then he help me change th connection. ugh. how stupid i was . he must've deducted marks from my skill 1 and i still cried for half an hour after that. the whole lab was silence except mr.prem talking and me crying.

bt i sorta feel good after crying. after not cryin for months i finally let th tears out. feel so so so much better. i think th last time i cried was last year , forgot why and dont wanna know.

other than that, today was ok.. i find what mr.a says abt thh appendix in our class was hilarious ! hahahhahaha . oh speaking of maths, i better go and do some a maths assignment. it's really a humongous pile and mr ang just gave more homeworks which compound to th incomplete assignments :X but i shall go off and watch vk first ! ~

rieka.

♥ 8:03 PM

stupid girl, i should've known, i should've known.

haha. someone must be feeling damn happy today. so, so,so damn happy right ? wah, same tm as him hor, so happy. he must be so damn happy too. they both so compatible, why not be tgt ?
haha.
ok,
i sounds damn bad. LOL.
sry .

hot shall tomorrow be.

so, physics spa is postponed to thursday huh? the information wasn't spread properly. whoever THAT person is, th one who is suppose to pass th msg ard for th whole class -.-

or will it be cold.

calm and composed is nice. just like you. wheeee~
^^

i don't know who you are but i, im with you.

~

♥ 10:53 PM

if you wanna play hot and cold, then i shall do so too :)

i dont know what's with teachers these days, they are starting to check files. and checking files is one of the thing i most despise. especially maths files ! :( so so so gonna be damn thin compared to others xD haha. and i haven't bought maths, amaths, history file :X

silent killer. i'm going to kill him first before he kills me.

lala~ school is so sucky today. ok, not that school is sucky. it's just that im not in a good mood? not really true as well. -.- hmmms . more like what im doing is actually hurting myself too. lol
but i gotta really try to do it. test if this method will work. play hard to get xP

stop waiting for people to initiate but leave them hanging =.=

was forced to eat lunch by praisely,maruay,benedict n ching leong today. it's so embarrassing T.T maruay almost had me dead. -.- he almost called __ to force me to eat lunch . that will be so humiliating. compound to what ive been trying to do th whole of today. which will remain a secret xD

I wonder if he knows he's all i think about at night.

loves
Rieka

♥ 10:53 PM

i wonder if he knows he's all i think about at night.

last night was the last night with momo ! :( gonna be real lonely tonight...! hahas.
but i don't wish to have a new roommate too soon, being alone is a good thing as well :) give me time to spend with myself and think and reflect. ^^

that you were romeo, you were throwing pebbles.

there's gonna be physics spa on wednesday ! -.-" i hate physics spa . so boring.
but nevertheless, good luck 4a ! ^^

i think he can see through, everything but my heart

i watched vampire knight guilty until episode 9 alr. oh man, i dont like it ! why must yuuki and kaname be connected in such a relationship! arghhhh! poor zero T.T
kaname sucks ! can't wait to quickly watch the ending. i wanna know what happen. lol

baby just say yes.

loves
rieka

♥ 2:42 PM