The way everything had been placed into this manner, in harmony
Synchronizing the beautiful melody of the universe

The roots of a tree branch deep into the soil, so that it is able to support the tree.
The work from the hands of the artist is not just what is seen from above the ground.
But under the soil too, the artist create such beautiful intricacies.
The complexity of the roots;the most important part of the plant.
The exchange of gases by our respiratory system.
how He moulded us so that we are able to provide for one another.
We, give them the essence of their lives, the way they give us the essence for our lives
Everything fits. everything just fits.



knowing this, why do we continue to exploit the Gaia?
._.






BTW,
MANUTD BEATS ARSENAL HANDS DOWN 8-2 !!!!!!!
GLORY GLORY MANUTD xD

♥ 12:10 PM

"When you are courting a nice girl an hour seems like a second. When you sit on a red-hot cinder a second seems like an hour. That's relativity." -Albert Einstein

♥ 1:05 AM

this is it, finally I get the right mod and moment to blog after so many days of stagnation.

Bloggers, have you ever felt like sometimes you are obliged to blog about certain stuffs because you know of certain people who're reading it, or perhaps, you're hindered from doing so because you're afraid of the repercussion that will arise when certain beings read your blog? Frankly speaking, sometimes I face these kind of situations. Like an idea pops into my head which compells me to blog really badly, but I'm afraid of how people are gonna view my posts. This got me thinking, and finally I came to the conclusion that this has all got to do with one of my biggest flaw of all....the ______.

Nah, I'm not gonna exposed to everyone what my biggest flaw is, you readers can guess and judge for yourself. Since judging is one of those things that human beings are really good at.

k, let's go back to why I even blog in the first place.
k, why? I myself don't even know.

k, so I'm having my alone time right here tonight, filled with peace after a passing hurricane of emotion about an hour ago. Living room's in solitude. It feels so awesome, just sitting here on this 'hanging sofa' with no one else around. Room's dimly lit with a yellowish hue and the fan oscillating a few metres away. This is the perfect atmosphere for..anything. This is the perfect atmosphere my house would have in 10 years time ( that is if i managed to finish school by then )
Anyhow, this state of calmness is so rare in the house. So rare that I could just stay up tonight to savour this moment of equanimity within me. But alas, we got to always think back about the responsibility and regulations that we are tied to. Things like, if I don't go to sleep in 15 minutes time, how am I gonna have the energy to stay back till 9 in school tomorrow. etc etc... So it's the issue of pursuing happiness by giving up happiness in life. How contradictory -.- in this case, both happiness certainly carry different meanings altogether.

Anyhow, IDK what the heck is this blog post about, it seems like a bunch of crap after I read it again. But anyhow, I'm still gonna upload this, it's been ages since I last post.

Let's end this post with a quote

"haters gonna hate"

just suck it up and move on. (:

♥ 12:32 AM

a windy night.
a bench.
silence.
stars.
you.




more than perfect.

♥ 12:14 PM

self-inflicted pain are the worst kind of pain.

♥ 3:57 PM

Oh tonight I'm feeling fine
I'm alone just wasting time
no Friday movie nights or romantic candlelight

I'm just having conversations
with the thoughts in my head
all I hear are angels crying
oh won't they just sing instead

It would be wrong for me to say

I don't need that girl by my side
I don't need that girl in my life
I don't want to talk it out
or hold her when she cries

I don't want to say she's my kind
I don't want to say that she's mine
I don't want to tell her
that I love her more than life
more than life, love her more than life

Honestly, this won't do
how is she doing?
I tell myself I'm feeling swell
but I know I'm such a fool
I'll just take it as a new beginning
but you know I don't feel that way
who will take all this pain away?

I know it's wrong for me to say

Chorus

Talk about a sin
was the day I walked into the other side
I would run back in
I wouldn't waste no time

I know it's wrong for me to say

Chorus








VERY NICE! So I'm addicted to this song. :O
oh, I think purple is a romantic color. haha!

♥ 12:52 PM

Heisenberg's uncertainty principle states that the more precisely the position of a system to be determined, the less precisely the momentum can be known simultaneously, vice versa.





So, a measurement inevitably disturbs a system that's being measured. This got me thinking. If thinking of something is a form of measurement of that something, does it mean that thinking of something inevitable distort that 'thing' you're thinking of? This makes perfect (almost) sense to me. The more you bring yourself to think of a situation, the more possibilities you'll come up with and this largely distorts your view of the situation you're thinking of. Sometimes, it's better to not think about it and leave it all to God. We'll do our parts, the possible parts. Let God do the impossible.



"I don't mind your past, I mind mine."
Maybe this line isn't applicable anymore. After the sermon, I'm leaving all my past behind. It's a process to let go. A process to learn, how to let go.

♥ 10:21 PM

platforms for confession

With the rise of internet usage in our world, there has been a simultaneous rise in the platforms where we note down our feelings and thoughts. There're so many on the internet, blogspot is just one form of it. We're talking about the various 'blogs' that are available online and also other source of social networking sites such as facebook and twitter. Both constantly allow one to check updates and status from their circle of friends. With so many platforms available to speak out our thoughts, one constantly 'rant' by updating statuses and also writing them down on blogs. :O We not only have diaries, we have blogs and up to multiple blogs too :O

nvm, this wasn't what I intended to blog in the first place.

I've lost it, all the ideas that was generating in my head a while ago. You know what? It's just sleepiness kicking in now. I wouldn't be surprised if I wake up at noon tomorrow. Hopefully tomorrow will be a more productive day! :)


Just one thing, to that person reading this blog, hi! :P
hahahaahahahahahahaahha

♥ 3:10 AM

Isn't it ironic sometimes, that you do things against your will? Yet despite knowing that you want to abstain from doing so, you continue the regular pattern and let it flow according to the situation. You have the power over the situation, but you submit to that tiny voice that's telling you not to? Why is that so?

In this case, I clearly know I have to finish 40 calculus questions by 9am tomorrow and I've only done 6 so far. But here am I, blogging (haha) and wasting my time away. I really need to finish that booklet. But I'm not moving, I'm still sitting by the laptop, typing away. Listening to Casting Crowns. Hmm, Casting Crown's awesome. Uh, back to the point. I'm procrastinating, and wasting my time. I failed a calculus test today ( oh and not forgetting stats ). 34 calculus questions are waiting for me to complete. RIEKAAAAAA ):

Remember the 5 seconds rule? If you don't immediately do something you thought of doing within 5 seconds, you will never do it for the rest of your life.
Okay, I'm off to finish calculus.

Ciao!

♥ 8:30 PM