i really, really shouldn't have eaten the dinner just now. felt damn guilty again.

impending loneliness.

2 yrs ago, she came to this house, she was wearing green.
2 yrs ago, i came back from school, went into my room and says hello.
then we stood outside the lift, getting to know each other.

2 yrs later, she broke the news to us.
2 yrs later, she packed and move her belongings out.
then we stood outside the lift, reminiscing the nostalgia.

but nevertheless, i will treasure the memories we have ^^
love u momo ! hehe and i'll so so so miss sleeping with you ! (:

loves
rieka

♥ 10:05 PM

no more eating dinner from now on.

im so happy ! ^^
guess what ? i got 2nd highest for maths in class, 31/35 ! xD
and guess who got th highest ? praisely got 32 ! lols .
a maths result was surprising as well, 22/30 when i expected myself to fail. hahahaha
and the differentiation class test, 29/36.
thanks someone for teaching me th night bfr ! (:

biology and chemistry marks was unexpected as well :X
37/50 n 30/40 respectively.
when i didnt study and even slept during those 2 papers. lucky sheryl woke me up :x hahahas.

but but . my english situational fail =.= like wth, i used past tense for the whole paper when it's suppose to be in present tense :(
and chinese, fail as well. expected ! but my multiple choice for chinese did damn well can ! 16/20 ! ^^ just that i didnt concentrate on th rest of th paper and flunk badly . hees xD

so now, waiting for ss and physics. but like i said before, i dont mind failing physics. so i can go for mr.prem's extra remedial ^^ but in fact, i plan to stay back and go no matter how much i get. hehe. stay bak n drink chocolate milk with jing yi and hsiao hui is fun ! :)

today is kinda fun as well ^^ very happy-making !
and damn, stupid pp , annabel, etc . ask him pass th wire heart to me for what -.-
i was so so so damn shock :X i think he was shock by my state of shockness . because my reaction was very extreme i guess . xD hahahaha

miss him
xD
wahahahaha

:)

rieka.

♥ 11:18 PM

my retarded , selenger kor kor's face . LOL
i find the editing of this picture nice ! reallyreally . not the person inside the picture :X hahahaahahahahahaha .
anyway, my purpose of uploading this image is just hmmm.. to thank my kor kor for always be there to listen to all my craps when im feeling unhappy and furious and stuffs. haha.
must cheer ups ok ! ^^ and no matter what, rmb this : when u believe in something, so much that u really put all your mind believing that it will happen, it will. (:
loves,
meimei xD

♥ 7:49 PM

Friday.
hees , i slept at 3+ am and woke up at 6 . :X annabel and benedict both agreed with each other that i have bad sleeping time. lols
mr.lim was talking about some people who did badly for chemistry. i bet he was refering to me! my mind totally went off during th test. nnd i even slept :X yeahs i know it's bad.. :( but cant help it when u didnt sleep at all the night before. :X
biology lesson was quite fun too ! lols. mdm loh was talking about adrenaline. and i though of wednesday. after ive talked to someone, i realise that i was trembling nnd heart was pumping very fast. but that wont happen anymore in the future ^^ lols.

then we got back our history test paper . 11/18 . sien. -.- i got th same mark as weiquan . hahas. and happily, got higher than shriram xP but most people in our class did badly .
after school, i didnt go for the sports heats. hmms . legs damn pain. i dont know what's wrong with it . day before , took a long nap and once i woke up, th whole left leg having crampt. sucks. x(
then went to j8 with ben, pp, ccl and maruay to buy th ingredients for annabel's birthday cake xD
benedict baked for annabel wor ! ^^so sweet ! hahaahahahas . :X
and and, slept at an abnormal time again , 4+ am . hahahahahahas

Today.
:) Happy Birthday Annabel ! hees. woke up early in the morning to meet up with them to celebrate annabel's birthday ! ^^but in the end i still arrived late. ohs, i got a freaky story to share. it's a story about some " sick bastard " as quoted from benedict.

i got down from 166 at th bus stop near our sch. and then there's thiss guy at th bus stop, very old n ugly . he started to like follow me all the way . i walked till the void deck and met welly and ching leong . then i realise that guy was walking behind us.
we walked into this shop u knw, and when we come out, that guy was outside th shop . we walked into another shop . and this crazy guy , omg he walk towards me and then like come damn close, i move away ! T.T i was so so so traumatize by that. he also followed us like all th way to th void deck. at that time, i was already scared to death. :( then benedict and ching leong went walk walk around and finally 'chase' that bastard away . =\

hees. enough of the horrible part. then pearlin,benedict, ching leong and i went up to annabel's hse . the 3 of them hide bsd th staircase while i belled annabel's house and get her out to go visit hh ^^ and then in th end she knows that we had something planned down there . hahahaha .

annabel came down, we sang song for her ^^ the cake that benedict bake for her was wonderful. however, there's something REALLY wrong with the cake.. when u eat it , it taste nice but it lacked of love, because the cake is meant for annabel and only annabel can taste the love that benedict has put in to bake that cake ! lols :x
cut cut cut the cake.... and distribute it ^^
we talked and talked . thn lipkoon came . came all the way just to visit hh wor ! xD hahaha :X
while walking to th bus stop, called weiquan and got him to join us to visit HH too. ^^

hsiao hui's mum treated us damn well ! and then we watch th show hua pi . not bad not bad.. xD
played with her cat for a while as well. left her hse, went amk hub and then go home . simple as that ^^

oh, and at night went to meet up with zhao jie, yan jun and their friend, jasmine. it was so funny, zhao jie sms me th venue as thomson cc then i stop therre and after tht realised she send wrongly, it's suppose to be thomson plaza . LOL
studied and talk talk. hahas. then then after tht go home at abt 11 ^^

u stupid stupid guy, played with my feelings -.- see how i spam ur phone with my calls tmr . zzz.

rieka.

♥ 3:53 PM

heh .
it's 3.30 am .
sleeping at abnormal time again ^^
im going to update tmr . tmr is gonna be fun ! hehe . :X

♥ 3:25 AM

"it's a misunderstanding. why do people even care if he say thanks or not."

ive so totally misunderstood you.
im truly sorry !
and to those people who asked me whether he said thanks and i say no, i gotta clarify that he did.
it's just that, i was very nervous when i gave it to him so i immediately walk away after he receive it.
at that time, he did say thanks... just that i didn't hear.
im so sorry!
awww... it's a total misunderstanding :X
and it causes some of u guys to say that he is rude. that leaves a bad impression on him :X
i feel so bad for him, like im ruining his reputation.
therefore in this post, i shall sincerely apologize to wigene. although he doesnt read blogs. just clear his name.
and he's not rude ^^

rieka

♥ 11:45 PM

It's 5.15 am now, and i havent sleep at all :X
hahahaha. xD
chose not to sleep at ard 3+ because i find that there's no point for me to just sleep for two hours and wake up at 5.
so i kinda studied bio ^^
read respiration and excretion. when i moved on to ecology, totally lose interest already -.-
did a little tys and then suddenly felt sleepy. :X
go to the kitchen and made myself a cup of coffee :D
and now it's time to get ready to school. haha

thanks zhao jie for accompanying me! it's like, u gotta take a rest too ! you've been feeling tired since yesterday already. haha.
better sleep well today and rest your mind properly. put all those disturbing thoughts behind and just sleep, sleep annd sleep. xD heees. :)

and im off to go bathe now xD hehe.
lalala

rieka.

♥ 5:15 AM

despite telling zhao jie that im quite lazy to go blogging,
i made up my mind to blog. xD
so i shall have a short post about today. which is kind of exciting.
ss paper wasn't too bad, e maths too. it's just the standard deviation question part b that most of th class cant do. so no worries (:
i forgot to give him what i wannna give him again!-.-
actually it's not really that i forgot, i dont have th guts to do so :X and ive intended to give since monday already HAHA.
hopefully i will find my courage and just give it to him tmr ^^
and today's pe was fun as well ! we did a pre-test for napfa. partnered up with Huril and we went round each station. and after we did our 2nd last station which was shuttle run, we suddenly feel like running ! xD and ran th hall 5 rounds. oh , i peep at his score. like not bad ! he win me in everything -.- which is of course a good thing, he is a boy ! (: and its just normal for him to do well in these kind of physical stuffs xD

and then zhao jie came to school today. outside school actually.
with a purpose xD
hhahaha .
after she finished settling her stuff, she called me and i went down to look for her.
gave me pockymilk ! ^^ THANK YOU ZHAO JIE ! hahas.
then talk about what happened before i came. lol.
then he come out of school as well. and he was like giving some stupid smile when he saw me talking to zhao jie. ha ! he must be feeling like a criminal at that time.
and u know what he say ?
" thank you rieka, what u said really wakes me up "
awwwww, im such a great person huh that wateva i said will bring someone bak to senses and change towards th better ? i doubt im that capable. -.-
so i just give him a " smile " :D
LOL
that kind of "smile " which i only presented to him. HAHA.
and then they went off for lunch and i go back class to study a bit with huril. we ended up chatting with wei quan and siong hui for a while xD while huril was asking wei quan some a maths question, i went over to someone's table and arrange his file for him. and vandalise his paper :X HAHAHA .
but come on, at least it looks much neater. (:
the guys then left, leaving huril and i in class. talked and talked and not study xD hehe.
and went home at about 5 ?
haha.
i suddenly remember, during SS that *** walked pass our class, 4a. and then he shouted someone's name, if im not wrong was Darren's. and being so annoyed by him, i shouted back " shuddup lahs, asshole. so annoying "
and he saw i think.
lol i should do more of these kinda things xD
alrightttt ! it's reaching twelve soon. time to tidy up my work and sleep. wish me luck for tmr's Add maths and physics ! ^^
tata

rieka.

♥ 11:33 PM

Gothic Lolita pika pi ! says:
go see blogs
Woo Young says:
saw liao
Woo Young says:
LOL
Gothic Lolita pika pi ! says:
good.
Woo Young says:
told you what
Woo Young says:
I am a jerk
Woo Young says:
haih.,
Woo Young says:
in this world, there is no secret
Woo Young says:
what I have done to others will come back to me
Gothic Lolita pika pi ! says:
good for u lor.
Gothic Lolita pika pi ! says:
like finally.
Gothic Lolita pika pi ! says:
been waiting for this day to come.
Woo Young says:
you are so mean.
Woo Young says:
okay
Gothic Lolita pika pi ! says:
HAHA
Gothic Lolita pika pi ! says:
yup
Woo Young says:
you are not mean
Gothic Lolita pika pi ! says:
i never say im not
Woo Young says:
it's my fault
Gothic Lolita pika pi ! says:
hahahahahahhhahahahaa
Woo Young says:
I admit la
Woo Young says:
I am a bad guy
Gothic Lolita pika pi ! says:
now then u know?
Woo Young says:
hate me a lot?
Gothic Lolita pika pi ! says:
since like last yr
Woo Young says:
and you've talked to zhao jie and you say all these things
Gothic Lolita pika pi ! says:
haha .
Gothic Lolita pika pi ! says:
not i wanna say
Gothic Lolita pika pi ! says:
i just pity her
Woo Young says:
I pity her too.
Gothic Lolita pika pi ! says:
and dun wan her to be kept in th dark
Gothic Lolita pika pi ! says:
seriously, may i know huh
Gothic Lolita pika pi ! says:
wat's ur purpose of doing all these ?/
Woo Young says:
purpose ar
Woo Young says:
hmm
Woo Young says:
okay
Woo Young says:
it's just
Woo Young says:
I change my mind fast
Woo Young says:
I hate it too
Woo Young says:
there is no playing.
Woo Young says:
but
Gothic Lolita pika pi ! says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHAH
Woo Young says:
it's just in the end
Gothic Lolita pika pi ! says:
what a joke
Woo Young says:
become like playing
Woo Young says:
LOL
Woo Young says:
but it's true la
Woo Young says:
hyo jung
Woo Young says:
you
Gothic Lolita pika pi ! says:
funny
Woo Young says:
okay ( hyo jung was not, I just liked her myself only)
Woo Young says:
zhao jie
Woo Young says:
and others..
Gothic Lolita pika pi ! says:
and u said that u hated hyo jung
Woo Young says:
yes I did
Gothic Lolita pika pi ! says:
but during december hols u told zj u like hyo jung
Gothic Lolita pika pi ! says:
and demand for breakup
Woo Young says:
yes I did
Woo Young says:
no
Gothic Lolita pika pi ! says:
what u trying to do ?
Woo Young says:
it's becuase
Woo Young says:
I did that
Woo Young says:
nvm
Gothic Lolita pika pi ! says:
play with her feelings huh ?
Woo Young says:
I will tell her myself
Woo Young says:
LOL
Woo Young says:
NO
Woo Young says:
I loved her
Woo Young says:
and I don't wanna hurt her also
Woo Young says:
you can think whatever way you wanna think
Gothic Lolita pika pi ! says:
and now wat's wit u n devika ?
Gothic Lolita pika pi ! says:
zhao jie told me everything lor
Woo Young says:
nothing?
Woo Young says:
devika?
Gothic Lolita pika pi ! says:
she's ur next prey ?
Woo Young says:
nope
Woo Young says:
no more prey until o level.
Gothic Lolita pika pi ! says:
HAHA
Gothic Lolita pika pi ! says:
like who will believe u man
Woo Young says:
yap
Woo Young says:
no one will believe me
Gothic Lolita pika pi ! says:
lalala
Gothic Lolita pika pi ! says:
blame it all on urself
Woo Young says:
I am blaming now
Woo Young says:
but
Woo Young says:
you know, it
Woo Young says:
it's no use.
Gothic Lolita pika pi ! says:
no use ?
Gothic Lolita pika pi ! says:
wat
Woo Young says:
I blame myself
Woo Young says:
but
Woo Young says:
it's past
Woo Young says:
I will apologise
Woo Young says:
even though it's not good enough
Woo Young says:
much more less
Woo Young says:
but
Woo Young says:
I will
Woo Young says:
and
Woo Young says:
I won't do it again in the future
Woo Young says:
hahahah
Woo Young says:
anw,
Gothic Lolita pika pi ! says:
funny
Gothic Lolita pika pi ! says:
" i wont do it again in the future "
Gothic Lolita pika pi ! says:
how many thousand times have u use this phrase hh ?
Woo Young says:
do you hate me?
Woo Young says:
I am asking you.
Woo Young says:
you don't wannna talk to me at all in the school?
Gothic Lolita pika pi ! says:
why must i talk to u in school ?
Gothic Lolita pika pi ! says:
just to remind myself of th past
Gothic Lolita pika pi ! says:
and be unhappy again huh ?
Gothic Lolita pika pi ! says:
like do u even know how hard it is to try to get over u and all ur fucking lies.
Gothic Lolita pika pi ! says:
like how fucking hard it is to forget everythng
Gothic Lolita pika pi ! says:
and yahs,
Gothic Lolita pika pi ! says:
it's not ur fault lah ya ?
Gothic Lolita pika pi ! says:
th fault of ur mind ?
Gothic Lolita pika pi ! says:
that it changes very fast ?
Gothic Lolita pika pi ! says:
huh
Gothic Lolita pika pi ! says:
so it's not ur responsibility at all lah
Gothic Lolita pika pi ! says:
_l_

then he go offline out of a sudden. block me ah ? appear offline ? HAHA HUMJI



AHAHAHAHA . SEE THAT EVERYONE ? WHAT A JERK HE IS ! HAHAHAHA . SO IM THE MEAN ONE HUH ? WHATEVER. GO AND LOOK AT YOURSELF IN THE MIRROR , I BET WHAT YOU'LL SEE IS JUST A HIDEOUS MONSTER . ASSHOLE.
TO ALL GIRLS OUT THERE:
BEWARE OF THIS CREATURE ROAMING AROUND. HE IS A DANGEROUS SPECIES. DONT LET HIM BE CLOSE TO YOU AND NEVER EVER BELIEVE ANYTHING HE SAY ! HE IS A LIAR, A JERK AND IS WORSE THAN A PIECE OF LIZARD SHIT.

i regretted ever knowing you. asshole.

♥ 11:50 PM

i just talked to a friend i made today. not that i don't know her since last time. have seen her ard sch before she graduated and worse still, i had a bad impression of her. all thanks to this person, all thanks to him. until today, the first time i talked to her on msn that i got to know who she really is and that all along he has ruined our impression of each other ! -.-
what a jerk.
he told me things about her which ain't true. like, total lies. and at the same time, he told her that kind of things about me as well.
and like, oh man, i cant believe i fell for it! i was such a fool.
i felt much better too after revealing the whole truth to her. ha, i dont care if he hates me for that. i hate him much much much more than he will ever hate me. HAHAHAHAHAHA.
sucker.
asshole.
jerk.
and he's worse than shit.
HAAAHAHHAHA. i think he is so sucky that no word in th world can describe how horrible a monster like him is.
and im oh so glad that i've been ignoring him since th starting of th year. whatever he said abt feeling uncomfortable about us not talking -.- HUGE CRAP. hahahahahahaha.
and i feel so good about what i have just said, kill him, cut him into fine little pieces and give it to stray dogs xD
liddat that we can save many other girls from becoming his victim. cos he's a f--er. zzzz
dun really like using expletives on my blog but today is an exception :)
in a way that im so angry at his lies but in another hand, i feel so damn happy exposing all his dirty GIGANTIC secrets. xD
and i so so so hope that her call for him will distract him and cause him to fail his paper tomorrow :X WAHAHAHAHAHA. call me evil, i dont give a damn.
i dont feel like typing anymore, it's like wasting my energy and time on someone so worthless like him. hahahahahahaa

ohhh, and i feel so happy, i can get another girl to join my wfc xD which stands for w__ fan club xD hahahahaha . and im so so so happy that he msg me ^^ yay !

rieka.

♥ 9:11 PM

haha !
i feel so elated again today. :X
r.f actually did his job as th delivery man, and he helped me passed it to his bro.
and he called me today to confirm with me that his job is well-done. xD
finally found someone i can trust other than jy (: haha.
last night sent __ an sms, i think he was very wowed by my sms. hahaha. he was lik, " wow..____ " haha. and th content shall not be published here in my blog. wahaahahaaha. only benedict and annabel know wat is it abt xD
but still, i find it so lame that he has to show his bro my sms. and his bro gotta confirm it with him -.- he cant just reply a yes or a no. weird huh?

anyway, cant believe it, i manage to study phy since 12+to abt 4.40 xD phew, did some work. at least then th day bfr phy paper i wont be too stressed. tho what i realised just now that im extremely weak in tht chapter electricity. mr.p shld've given us a class test beforehand. to give us a sort of preparation. but i dont mind failing th phy test on wednesday :D maybe i'll even fail on purpose. haha! i have a very evil idea on my mind xD
but of course, cant fail chemistry test anymore. haven't even started with th revision yet today. i dont fathom a single thing abt electrolysis. and mr.lim is starting a new chapter. chemistry seems to turn into a monster ovrnight. T.T

kay stop th ranting already. if i wanna score well, i should just stop using com and go study. which is what im gonna do now :)

good luck 4a for all ur papers !
loves,
rieka.

♥ 6:39 PM

another post before i went off to have a date with my chinese tutor ! -.-
haha.
happy valentine's day ! (:

i feel so elated. i just talked to my DEAREST today ! ^^ been long time since the last time we chatted . so let's see, we talked abt pikachu (: some thai guy from her sch. mdm loh :X haha . and talked abtt this particularly weird relationship . and also talked about physics . lol . but i feel happy ^^yay ! lol

im really anxious right now. wondering what happened to that msg. whether the 'mailman' will help me deliver it to his bro or not. LOL wanna call , but i feel reluctant :X last night he asked me to call his phone but i nv call in th end. xD very very scared :X

somehow i feel that both of us seem very aloof in this " relationship " ok with inverted comas cos we're not in a relationship (: umm, it's just that, the feeling is obvious. but then both refuse to take control or intiative. and th outcome is, haha, strangers. and won't talk unless necessary. i think he's also very temperamental. so we're both th same. and it leads us nowhere xD HAHA.

i find myself starting on this sticky double eyelid paste thingy again. havent been using them for abt a year already. im gonna start using them again xD i envy girls with big eye+ double eyelid+ long eyelashes. in short, someone like huril. it's like so easy to choose eye makeup and stuffs. =\ thanks my mummy for passing this genes to me. tho it's actually quite cute having single eyelid. lol.

anyway, im off to play th facebook game alr. hee. byebye ^^

rieka.

♥ 4:05 PM

happy friday the 13th ! ^^
haha just gonna have a quick post before i go off and do last week's maths homework -.-
the week went fine . but i really feel the part of my school life which went missing since last yr T.T wouldnt wanna elaborate.
lol
today was kinda great too .
woke up at about 4.30 to make that something for f.w and it turns out really nice! xD maybe i'll post th picture if i can get it into th laptop .
and then did duty with hsiao hui again today (: altho im not even sure if im allowed to roam ard in the duty area during assembly . we talked abt many stuffs including something that should only be known after o level. hmms (:
after that went to r.f's class . ask jiayi to call him out . then tell him abt my plan . pass him the " thing " xD
but i end up getting really anxious about it as i didnt tell him enough detail . so after recess went over to his class again to tell him a little more detail. (: hopefully my plan will work out fineeeee! :D

during recess, derick and i stole a large amount of straws from thee drink stalls. :X i think after all th hearts was folded, th canteen vendor saw and was complaining to her friend .
i was like, oops, we're doomed and tried to get lynn to hide th straw hearts. fortunately the canteen vendor didnt come and look for me xD hahahaha !

and we had IPP exercise this morningg during the second period . lol it was kinda fun xP much much better than the one we had in sec1. Huril and i climbed the tables to paste the black plastic trashbag on th window. then derick helped our side as well. lol . thanks to some people like sut peng and amanda for holding the chair for me while i climbed up the chair that was on the table. but infuriatingly, the trashbag keeps on unpasting itself from the wall ! -.- derick and i climbed back up twice to paste the thing back.
i love climbing on the tables and chairs ! xD it makes me feel much taller, even taller than atreya, hee. (:

oh and then bio lesson was funny today. (: although certain creatured namely shaoqin and joaquim is quite annoying. not quite. very. but what mdm loh joke about kinda twist the whole stupid joke into something funny. after joking with them, mdm loh even come and personally talk to me abt him. LOL. she likes him since sec2 ! and she said i made the right choice, and she said " you ji hui " -.- which i do not know what she's trying to say with that.

then we had bio extra lesson in lab today xD went back to the old lab seat where my register number was still 19 ! (: sheryl went back to 20 , and we kicked david out of the table. HAHA! xP
really missed the time sittin at that table with those people and doing lab experiments together ! T.T not that i dislike my new seat but im just so used to being sheryl's lab partner. hee. ^^ and thn sheryl forgot to take her spa worksheet so she,huril and i went back to class. ive decided to take all my hearts with me xD and we stuff all inside his bag :X hahaha his first surprise. lol. tmr he'll see the real surprise. thanks r.f ! ^^

anyway, time to go off now ^^ common test is nxt week. GOOD LUCK 4A FOR THE COMMON TEST NEXT WEEK ! :3

rieka.

♥ 10:33 PM

ugh, i hate that thing that starts with the letter M. -.-

anyway, school's been kinda sucky . more and more homeworks by mr.A these days T.T
and miss.M didnt come and teach us english for the whole week so we gotta join mr.khalid's class in the theaterette. (: have fun delivering secret code to serene on thursday. haha . found th eraser (:

during p.e our class did relay . mrs.leong get us to team up in 4 and race against each other. so, annabel, huril, hh and i went first. we ran against pam's grp, and won. xD oh, and weiquan is crazy. his team was lagging behind and then weiquan, as th last runner sprinted and beat th other team .
annabel, hh n i were cheering n we said can form a weiquan fan club. LOL pamela dun jealous !

and annabel and i found a pikachu in the hall. LOL. the pikachu is really, really cute! even annabel agreed and annabel went crazy over the pikachu xD aww.. lol . annabel, dun think of pikachu too much, you'll go crazy :X and benedict will be jealous. pikachu is mine ! xD

hee. and i canceled chinese tuition today T.T not that i want to, i was forced to due to my bad condition. caused by th thing i mentioned at th earlier part of this post. lol.
ok, im off to go and play the guess th sketch challange ! (: it's fun and addictive. hee. byebye (:

rieka.

♥ 7:10 PM

haha !!
i know this is crazy .
but i suddenly feel very very happy xD
and not unhappy anymore .
hahahaahahahhahaa
though i cant believe one sms could made me feel this elated . :X
and i know i am crazy.
though i know i shouldn't.
cos i know this happiness is just temporary.
and i know i am stupid but it's okay (:


and most most mostly, i know i have finally,totally forgotten about that other boy already xD
cos he smoke,he drinks,cheat on girls and is totally a trash .
and he totally leaves me a bad impression abt all K- boys . though certain friend of him from th same country does make th impression gets better . haha . and though i do not wish to mention this, i sincerely hope for th other few girls who are still so smitten by who to finally open their eyes and look at what a monstrous and hideous creature he is. and im glad i let go of him. HAHA

and seriously, I MISS NINNART ! lol

hee. that's that.

rieka.

♥ 9:59 PM

hee. i just finished my coke not long ago -.- like finally, after i managed to slowly let th bubbles pop and let it be less gassy . (:

i don't know why i suddenly feel... unhappy . haha . dont know what word to use, my vocabulary is limited. haha .
perhaps i miss my family already . ):
but i know one reason that has made me quite unhappy .
haha nvm ^^

i shall not mention

oh and i have decided,
i like fictional character like shinichi kudo more than real life boys . xD no matter what people say .
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cos they sucks (:

heh .
finally finished my coke x3
yay !

♥ 9:39 PM

im drinking coke now T.T
omg im drinkin coke....
i can't believe it , im drinking coke ! -.-
yucks .
i feel so disgusted .
i can feel th bubbles popping in my tounge when i sipped th coke .
damn , i hate coke ! T.T
and why am i drinking it ? hee , im too nice to reject my maid's offer . -.-
hees. crap. xD

anyway, a late happy chinese new year for everyone ! ^^
i went back to indonesia during CNY (: went bak on saturday , th day after cny celebration in school , with wellyanto, his sister, hendry and his sister . suppose to bareng with david and nicholas too ! they even fetched me and cab tgt to harbourfront but sadly, they didnt get th ticket ): welly's sister's bf got us th ticket earlier so we leave first . hee .
reached indo at around 2am th next day . =\
sleep sleep zzZZZzzz . woke up in th morning and go to hairdresser with my aunt, sister and cousins . cut my hair and go for smoothing . haha . it's like rebonding but th hair texture is different from rebonding . (: went home later than them as they only have hair cut . then we had reunion dinner that night . mummy, aunt and i were discussing about clothes later that night . haha .

the first day of chinese new year, went to my maternal grandma's house (: get lots n lotsa ang paos ! xD heh . but too bad on that day i alr caught a flu -.-
went home and then planned some bits of things for grandma's bday . played harvestmoon too (: after that went to take photo with my family at th studio xD yay !
first we took one with th whole big family . grandpa n grandma with my aunt's family, uncle's family , my youngest uncle and his gf although they're nt married yet . haha .
then took family by family . xD
and i took one with my mummy where we wear th almost identical red dress (: oh and did i forgot to mention that all th grandchildren were wearingg red ? hee xD
and th last picture was of all th grandchildren. yay ! ^^ cant wait for them to send me th file and then i can upload . heehee :X

second day celebrated my grandniex's birthday ! ^^ it was actually brought forward because my aunt's family going back jakarta th next day and then im going bak spore th day after . sien . after that went lan with my bro and cousins . get to use internet . ^^
went to dinner at hotel that night . didnt like it -.- those old uncles are so uneducated . th room say non-smoking and the tables surrounding mine has a few uncles smoking non-stop -.- and mind u, th room is air conditioned . zzz . and i drank beer . lol both my grandma was scolding but my uncle still let me drink xD hehe . and when i went to toilet and look at th mirror, my face was red already . :X
got an allergy from drinking beer -.- my mum says that my dad also has allergy whenever he drink beer but he doesnt drink anymore :)
third day was boring . due to th allergy just stayed at home and scratch my hand neck . it's red and itchy . eeks! -.-

came bak spore on thursday . ): really didnt feel like . reached about 7+ . tired and so sleep earlier xD hhee . and only go bak to school on friday . i realised that th weekend feel very long i dont know why . homeworks piling and i havent finish maths and a maths . there's gonna be a history test next friday on war in europe but i havent got th chance to study yet . i feel that i really have no motivation T.T come on, someone please motivate me ! lol

and as this post is ending i have some last thing to say :
my coke is still quite full
coke sucks
i hate my coke
it's so gassy
and i have no intention of throwing that poor thing away because it will go to waste otherwise T.T
poor, poor coke......

HAHA ! xD

[-rieka]

♥ 2:28 PM