you don't need to be anyone else
you don't need to be beautiful or pretty or cute or lovely
you don't even try to be someone you're not
you just be you
either they accept you or they don't
and if they don't, it's not like it matters because what matter is that God accepted you and you are a lovely princess in His eyes.
so don't ever ever compare yourself to other people
don't ever see yourself as inferior
all your mistakes, your past, your flaws
they are all here for a purpose and it's all God's plan
believe it or not, God has a plan for you. a plan "to prosper and not to harm you..." [jeremiah 29:11]
but only if you believe then you can start to accept His plan for you.
you just be you
know your identity in Christ.
Christ loves you, so much that "He gave His one and only Son so that you may not perish but have eternal life" [ John 3:16 ]
fight for your passion
keep your passion burning
don't get burnt by your passion but continue to refuel it with God's love and His spirit every single day so that it keeps on burning.
burning, not burnt.
that is what you are called for
not to be someone else, but to fulfill your calling in Christ.
as " those he predestined, he also called. those he called, he also justified; those he justified, he also glorified " [ Romans 8:30 ]
you just be you when you have accepted His work in your life, because you have been called :)

you just be you.

♥ 5:00 PM

moments.

♥ 11:56 PM

I am free.


and overwhelmed.



thank God.

♥ 1:03 AM

i like hospital and i want to work with people who need me. 

♥ 11:39 PM

Any process worth going through will get tougher before it gets easier. That’s what makes learning a gift, even if pain is your teacher.
Every happening great or small is a parable by which God speaks to us, and the art of life is to get the message.
Our lives should be lived not avoiding problems but welcoming them as challenges that will strengthen us so that we will be victorious in the future.
The greatest gift she gave me was the will to move on to overcome.
You don’t begin to live until you’ve lost everything.
Neither hate nor love thy life, but what thou lives, live well however long or short may the heavens permit."

pain has always been a virtue. it will always be.

♥ 8:26 PM

YOU'RE NOT DETERMINED BY HOW YOU LOOK OR HOW YOU DRESS UP OR WHAT TALENT YOU HAVE. IT'S YOUR IDENTITY IN GOD THAT MATTERS, NOT HOW YOU WANT THE WORLD TO SEE YOU.

youths, I've been through a stage where everything physical matter. I've been through a stage where I alter myself to be like someone else. I've been through the pain and struggle just to make myself feel accepted. and I know, I clearly know that I'm not the only one who have been or are going through that stage. I have trampled myself in the dirt and deadly sins. I face identity crisis and very honestly speaking, I'm still having identity crisis at times. I still condemn myself for the past mistakes I've made, though I have very much accepted that those mistakes in my past are the ones who made me who I am. however, I've come to term that those mistakes are mine. I need to face the consequences of those mistakes I've made. I am disgusted at it. I confess that I am still disgusted by myself at times when I let my negative thoughts run wild and blind myself from seeing the most core of myself: a princess. I am God's princess. so, even princesses make mistakes and you know what? only from her mistakes that princesses learn. God doesn't transform me immediately the moment I come back to the heart of worship. my life isn't the one that experience a dramatic transformation with awe-striking testimony like how others have it. But I know and I am evidently and gradually receiving an amazing transformation. maybe I've not known it yet. maybe I've not managed to see the sudden and change and stuff. but when I look back, I see small changes that occur from time to time that lead to a big change in my life. I look back and can't stop feeling superduper overwhelmed at how much things God has done in my life. I feel soooooooooooo overwhelmed by His LOVE. it's the kind of love that you can get no where else. love has always been a vital issue in my life. I don't have the big picture and all the details yet but deep down in my heart I know how much role the verb/noun "love" have played, is playing and will play a role in my life. I know how my life only revolve around this word. and I don't have a clear picture yet but over the years, God has shown me little signs everywhere and I believe that the greater things have yet to come.

tonight I'm greatly overwhelmed.
my fingers typed what my mouth can't say on what my heart wants to convey.

pardon for the structure, there's random structure because things in my head float randomly like clouds and I didn't structure whatever is on the paragraph above. it just flows.

♥ 11:45 PM