Hate being sick.
It reminds me so much of o level's period. High fever which doesn't subside for days and causes brain to go haywire.
Why does O levels still bugs me although it has ended sooooo long ago ):
Last night I dreamt of taking O level and I did not finish a paper on time. And in the dream I keep telling myself. no this is not o level man, o level ended more than a month ago. this is not o level, wake up! and I really wake up. but it's so depressing T.T haihhh...
I really don't wanna go back Singapore anymore.
Maybe if I could try to convince my parents to let me stop studying in Singapore.

^^V
kim bum is really really really soooooo cute and charming ! x3

hahahahahahahaha

♥ 3:12 PM

annabel's gonna love this. I started watching boys over flower today. haha!
im blogging just to inform you. hehe.
loves
rieka ^^V

♥ 12:04 AM

So I should stop, before I drive myself crazy with all these self-craziness.
ughhhhhh
What kind of dream is that ?!?! It's the worst worst dream that could ever happen. But the sweet part, although short, is the one tht leaves the biggest impact. OMG. with that dream I declare myself crazy. Im out of my mind. And why does that make me feel happy? crazy crazy crazy. I need to see a psychiatrist. ):

Yay ! Finished full house with my cousin today. I stopped hating Rain ;) in fact he's kinda cute. wahhhahahahaha. xD

I wanna wanna wanna update that picture, but I can't. The usb wont plug into the computer? =.= so idiotic.

yayyyyyyyyy.
Im going crazy.
-.-

I think i really really should stop all this. ): what's wrong with me. ahhh!
MARUAY COME TALK TO ME ALREADY !!!! ):
stress alert.

wah.
byebye

♥ 8:40 PM

I finally discovered what is the cause of this emptiness inside me : lack of music.
My aunt's computer sadly can't produce any sounds because there's something wrong with the sound system. I can't visit youtube nor any website that allows me to listen to music.
I can't hear sounds while playing dota. Could you imagine how life is without sound?
I feel so lifeless. I can't do things I like without visiting youtube. It's so boring. Also, I don't really watch televisions. There's almost nothing here like my typical life in singapore. Even in tbh I can happily play dota with the proper sound system and enjoy the sound made by the heroes. It's something small people might not notice but sounds, they truly add sparks and brighten up lives. They are the source of happiness for the world. Life without sounds would be totally bleak and meaningless. Sound, a source of life.

(:

Today went shopping again! happy! I get some really cute stuffs for an unbelievable price here. woohoo! Ninnart, shopping at our own hometown is the best isn't it? (:
Maruay's at mountain right now.
My grandma say we might be going mountain this weekend.. I want!
Oh, and i miss maruay a lot ):
totally feel like bitching with him. wahahahhaahahah
I have a lot of hot gossips and secrets ! =P

lalala~
this is so cool. people are treating me like celebs. thank much for that.
yay! im a celeb.
muahahahahhahahahahaha.

copyrighted,
Rieka

♥ 9:48 PM

kitty, kitty....please grow up. open your eyes big big to see the world.


Watching new moon with my aunt and cousins made me feel like having a boyfriend like Taylor Lautner. His body is amazing. Ahhh! wanna faint. lol

But so happy ! can watch it here and in indo new moon comes out earlier than in singapore. HaHa.

Too bad, we're family ):
Too bad, so too bad.

anw, a.t. ! ^^

duhhhh, cant believe it, so many mayflowerians in jakarta nw. haha! =P hope will be able to meet pp. I miss u alr ):


kitty kitty...grow up.
the world isn't just limited to one person.

♥ 9:52 PM

because time pass and we grow up, i shall stop doing things that makes myself unhappy.
you, learn to grow up too.




hahahahhaa




been a long time since i last blogged,
anyway, im in indo now and im missing a lot of people !

(:

eh, i was so touched when i read annabel lee's blog.
friendship like that are hard to find.
thanks for giving me a life and making me a different person.
thanks for everything ^^
thanks maruay,praisely,annabel,benedict,hsiaohui,hidir and ccl.
thanks my best friend for everything that you have done for me.
i miss you ^^
at most 2 yrs frm now surely we'll meet again right? enjoy your life in spore ok!
i miss spore too.
haha.
thanks people whom i have disliked for you taught me a lesson which those people close to me did not ( mainly because i dont dislike them )
thanks for those whom i have misunderstood in the past because you taught me to clarify situations and made me a better person.
thanks also for other people who give me life in secondary school.
haha!
i will miss secondary school so much.
thanks for everything...

ahhhh!
hahahahaha.
I really miss you guys now that i dreamt of all of you. xP

lalala


so im at jakarta now staying at my aunt's house.
gonna have a blast hereeeee =P

a.t.4eva. ^^
loves
rieka

♥ 3:51 PM