Sephia. ( sheila on7 )
Hey,Sephia
Malam ini ku takkan datang
Mencoba 'tuk berpaling sayang
Dari cintamu
Hey,Sephia
Malam ini ku takkan pulang
Tak usah kau mencari aku,demi cintamu

Hadapilah ini
Kisah kita takkan abadi

Korus;

S'lamat tidur kekasih gelap ku[ooo.....Sephia]
S'moga cepat kau lupakan aku
Kekasih sejatimu takkan pernah sanggup untuk melupakanmu

S'lamat tidur kasih tak terungkap [ooo.....Sephia]
S'moga kau lupakan aku cepat
Kekasih sejatimu takkan pernah sanggup untuk meninggalkanmu

Hey,Sephia
Jangan pernah panggil namaku
Bila kita bertemu lagi
Dilain hari
Hadapilah ini
Kisah kita takkan abadi



mungkin lyrics ini bisa mencerminkan apa yg lagi dia pikirin..

haha.

monday's napfa test was kinda satisfying, broke some of my own personal records (:
sit up : 36
sit and reach : 53
shuttle run : 10.3s
pull ups : 18
standing broad jump : 176
2.4km run : 14.43min
but im gonna rerun my 2.4 to achieve that A. ^^

and we made ester that day too. it stank the whole lab ? but i manage to get some nice-smelling ester. the sweet smelling one and the root beer scent. (:

and david, told u so, i can investigate and find out many things by myself. even ecareers stated that i can be a PI. xD

exam's next week. all the best to everyone ! ^^
gotta settle some things after exam. in a mature way .

delight.

L,
Rieka

♥ 6:08 PM

♥ 2:26 PM

the pocky princess.


i know i shouldn't even be here, exam's the week after next. i looked, no stare, at the exam time table just now. wishing that if i stare long enough maybe it will come to me that exam's approaching. but im still not awaken. maybe i will try that again later. soon.

ambivalence and uncertainty are killers.

maybe i should talk about something else to make me happier. oh! people commented about my bangs. and feedback showed that i look like im from 3 different countries. make a guess.. xD

aww... ninnart! better keep your face clean -.- dont let those pimples attack you ! they suckssssssssssss. hahahahahahahaha

BF i miss you :)

L,
rieka again.

♥ 7:00 PM

♥ 11:38 PM

이루마.이루마.이루마.이루마.이루마.이루마.이루마.이루마.이루마.이루마.이루마.이루마.이루마.이루마.이루마.이루마.이루마.이루마.이루마.이루마.이루마.이루마.



yucks. know what? i'm not gonna be like those 2.


incommunicado-to you only.



L,
rieka

♥ 10:57 PM

exact sentiment.

so why am i still here in the rain..?

it's something i'm letting go but i have the choice to admit that it's true, haven't i ?

lol.

blithe is bliss.

L,
rieka.

♥ 10:15 PM

♥ 12:55 PM

i finally cut bangs.
wheee~
:DDDD
so happy.
i felt like im starting afresh.
haha ;D
update photo once im done

L,
rieka

♥ 12:29 AM

about the few things im definitely certain of,
1. he's the most talented guy on earth
2. he's the one who soothed my swinging emotions these few days and eradicate all the exasperation i had for myself
3. his looks doesn't matter, it's his hand that does
lastly, im irrevocably in love with him..이루마

those things about him turns my emotions into a pendulum that constantly swung from love and admiration to an unexplainable euphoria. he's had the ability that no other guys possessed and that made him different (: most importantly, he's definitely not a jerk. (:

all that's left is a memory, thnks fr th mmrs_.

♥ 1:48 PM

I was looking at the studio-taken photograph which my family took during chinese new year. it was th bunch of unphotoshopped copies. there was one photo which i took with my cousin, elbi. and i saw how ugly i looked back then, where th chickenpox scars were still so distinct and i have pimples on my face. then i realised, my pimples now is not that bad compared to that face i used to had. i wonder how i coped with it, it's simply horrendous. no wonder i wear jacket to school almost everyday for th month january. but now, those pimples on my forehead already vexed me to the max. i thought pimples were meant to punish people who sleep late? i tried sleeping early and the next day that particular pimple located at the centre of my forehead gets bigger. -.- f.u pimples.

put a smile on that pretty girl's face, please.

L,
rieka

♥ 10:16 PM

I'm a big big girl,
In a big big world,
It's not a big big thing,
If you leave me.


but i do do feel,
that i will,
miss you much..♥

L,
rieka

♥ 6:40 PM

i wanna cut bangs !
lols
bang bang bangs ! x)
it'll be a great coverups for my ugly pimples on the foreheads. ugh. yuck.
3 f-ing disgusting pimples on my forehead. -.-
yucks.

♥ 9:39 PM

cuz i dont wanna spoil the perfect image that i have of you, in my head.

imperfectly perfect.

hees.
i took this picture one night at my house downstair.
i will photoshop and post it up once im done.
it's an abstract. xP

this morning, when they gave out the exam time table, i felt as though ive been slapped with reality. all these while i deceived myself by saying that exam's still a distant but this morning i've realised it's merely 2-3 weeks away. ): oh man, oh gosh. i need to catch up with last yr's work or i'll be in deep shit :X

annd, im talking to jiayi and jiayi saw him this morning. so close somemore. i shouldnt bother so much. hahahahhahaaha.

&i dont wanna fall to pieces,
i just wanna sit and stare at you.


L,
rieka

♥ 8:09 PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PEARLIN ! ^^
muahahahaa.
stayed back today.canceled tuition.listen to praisely playing piano.emo-ed at my space.look down and see that object.celebrated pearlin's birthday! =)

tiramisu cake is loveeeeeee. hehe x)

still trying to look better. how ? hees. jiayou ^^

sleep early tonight ! ^^

loves.
rieka.

♥ 9:28 PM

Love you, Love you, May I love you? Tell me what to do

omg omg, hahaha, i sent an email without attachement to ms.chew n th ex-cos :x so blur. hahaha. i wonder what was i thinking of when i send that email. waaaaa -.-

best news of th day, my 2.4 timing improved by a whooping 58 seconds and now it's 14.43minutes =) happyyyyyyyyyy! hahahahaa. maruay jiayou ! u must not give up and you gotta continue working hard to pass ^^ nothing is impossible. haha

anyway , benedict told me this last night " you're th only person i know who surpresses her emotion just to look better " hahahaha. and dont bother trying to figure out why, cos you wont succeed. lols.

ohhhhh, and happy birthday to our dearest chairperson, Atreya ! ^^ happy, happy birthday atreya ! haha. thank you for all th hard work you have done for our class, appreciate that lots! (: and i really wanna say this, although you're only 16, u freaking look like a 26 yrs old :X lols. but nevertheless, have a happy birthday and may all your wish come true ^^

♥ 5:03 PM

waaaaaaaa . sedih bgt, pengen mati rasanya ):

♥ 8:32 PM

warned you. never say thing you don't mean. because it'll end up hurting others. it's true isn't it?

gw udah blg, jgn sampai lu suka ama dia, ntar lu sendiri yg sakit.
apaan sih maunya kita juga ga taw.
ya udah, terlanjur.
skrng cuma bisa mengakui kebodohan sendiri.
knp in the first place lu mau percaya smwa ini.
udah taw2 dia itu cwo pemboong. ):

temen2 blg gw akhir2 ini ga hapi lagi. knp yah? mungkin gr2 hapiness gw terlalu tergantung ke dia, sampai2 gw udah lupa gimana caranya supaya gw hapi lagi. hari ini sebenernya hari yg hapi, tapi koq sampai bisa sich gw ruined hapiness gw sendiri. yahhhh ): harus lebih kuat! hidup bukan hanya buat dirinya tetapi buat diri gw sendiri ^^ lagipula skrg pun gw masih ok, ga marah atau sedih.. belajar untuk lebih tau diri, lebih kuat n lebih hapi =) &&, jgn menjerumuskan diri di hal2 yg ga penting n ga baek buat kesehatan. hehe. rieka is a strong girl (:


haha. what's the point?

♥ 6:58 PM

[к]∂Иe ♪ P£αŒ ♫ `·.¸¸.ஐ Songs From The Underground says:
bully me so fun meh?
Gothic Lolita says:
never bully !
[c=14]→ Ninnart[/c] says:
never bully !
[к]∂Иe ♪ P£αŒ ♫ `·.¸¸.ஐ Songs From The Underground says:
WTH

HAHAHA ! exactly the same ^^
this proves that no matter the distance, th great minds and strong bond still exist. hahahahahaha ^^
but we really never bully kane ! he made that postulation himself ! ): naughty boy. haha.

and very funny,

[c=14]→ Ninnart[/c] says:
you dont have any other friends overseas ?
[к]∂Иe ♪ P£αŒ ♫ `·.¸¸.ஐ Songs From The Underground says:
nope
[к]∂Иe ♪ P£αŒ ♫ `·.¸¸.ஐ Songs From The Underground says:
have but i dun call
[к]∂Иe ♪ P£αŒ ♫ `·.¸¸.ஐ Songs From The Underground says:
cause i dun give a DAMN
[c=14]→ Ninnart[/c] says:
hahah
Gothic Lolita says:
act cool
Gothic Lolita says:
lols !
[к]∂Иe ♪ P£αŒ ♫ `·.¸¸.ஐ Songs From The Underground says:
. . .
[к]∂Иe ♪ P£αŒ ♫ `·.¸¸.ஐ Songs From The Underground says:
wth


hahahahahaha ! "inkane person"
lols !
today is such a funny and entertaining day. hahaha ! if only everyday is a fun as this x)) it's going back like how sec2 life is minus some people. ): but today is definitely very very fun ! lols ^^

there's only 2 periods in school today, and our class spent it with mr.ang. lols. he called me blur queen -.- ahhhh !
so after th 2 periods of maths, lynn,praisely,hidir,benedict,maruay and i went to prata house today. wheeee~ hehe ninnart, dont be jealous ! =P ate, then talk. poor poor, thailand kids that stayed in maruay's house ! ): maruay bounced 3 of them back to thailand ! and what happen to the 4th boy ? he is fat as well and therefore he bounced back to singapore when he hit thailand.. LOL! that's what happen to you when you're fat.. x)

photoshop-ing some photos x) shall update them here once im done. hehe. ^^ toodles <3

rieka.

♥ 1:32 PM

♥ 12:02 AM

wheeeeeee..
new blogskin. after someone bugging me for quite long, finally changed. it's time or a change huh ? hehe. x)

yesterday night huril told me that the movie Alone is gonna be on air on channel u. so at 10.30 i turned on to channel u and realised that th movie is at 11.30. hahahahahahaha.
and for old time's sake, as said by huril, i watched Alone, with my maid xD wouldnt i dare to watch alone, alone. hehe. :X asked u to watch too. i wonder if ure scared. lols. but u can always hug your brother to sleep xD haha.

went to plaza sing to repair my dad's phone today. (: met up with maruay, benedict, praisely and leo. the guys ate lunch at mac while i alr had my lunch at home, indomiee xD very funny, maruay's meal were upsized to medium while th rest upsized to large. and they say that because th person at th counter knew he needs a diet. hahahahaahha ! FAT MARUAY ! x)

we spent 10 minutes discussing where leo shld go -.- then in th end he left us. walao ! so we went to ps to repair my daddy's phone and later went back to bishan, talked for a while, andd i went to tpy to buy some stuffs. :D

ohh, and im so sorry if im quite unreasonable this afternoon. about the " if u got nothing to say then just dont reply lo " i was just a little piss just now. sorry! ): have fun now bah ^^

i was talking to annabel just now. omg, we gossiped about something. :X very bad, but in conclusion, my p.o.v is that that flaw is somethin that doesnt benefit th sufferer and th people ard him. it's not his fault nor our fault yet that flaw exist ): everyone is th victim here and that flaw is th one that is bad. grrr.. stupid thing, u shldnt exist =.=

haha.

x)

♥ 8:44 PM

waaaaa bias ! ):
haihhhhhhhhh ):

and someone totally suckssss -.- so evil. left me all alone just because of someone else, and made up excuses. wtv man. she's your priority. zzz

chem spa! im gonna fail skill2. wait, already failed. didnt do the calculation for mole due to th lack of time so just proceed to source of error which i anyhow write. but even if i have sufficient time, i was unable to identify the salt. my QA result came out like, negative for all except th barium nitrate one -.- so i just scribbled nonsense on the rest. muahahaha.

i did 15.1 n 15.2 today! so proud of myself. haha.

celebrated hidir's birthday after thattttt ! x) we had an early celebration because he's gonna be overseas during th actual date which is this saturday. hehe. happy early bday hidir ! ^^
benedict created a list of questions that we gotta ask hidir throughout th whole day just to make fun of him and make him think that we plan something for him which we did not. hahahaha.

in the end, we brought him to bishan park. yes bishan park -.-" . and then waited for pp to arrive. pretended to sang bday song and cake then pp smash th butter cakes that he brought on hidir's face :x he said he felt sweet. hahahahahahaha. maruay then came with th real birthday cake from sweet secret and we made him do th real celebration when it started to drizzle.

"rushed" to th void deck near our school and cut and ate th cake xD left this big piece of cake which hidir cant finish and so benedict suggested that we played zhong ji mi ma. th one that chose th number got to eat one mouth from th cake. and i got like, 9 times -.- 3/4 of which is when it's my own turn. wahhhh :X benedict says that whatever made me tio so many times probably knew i didnt have my lunch. haha

and maruay, the cake taste....HEAVENLY . xD muahahahha ^^v

loves
rieka.

♥ 12:37 AM

sbnrnya.. haih,
hahahahahahahahaha
mungkin gw yg berpikir berlebihan.
kita mana mungkin ada akhirnya
kdg2 gw berpikir, apa arti smwa ini.
klo loe bener2 suka ama gw,
atau gw cuma kaya cew2 yg lain bagimu
ntahlah..
gw sih yg salah,
kalau saja gw bisa menarik semua perasaan ini..
tapi susah ya..?
haha.
=D

♥ 5:42 PM

hmms :)

yesterday was sports day ! hehe.. fun fun. ^^ met up with benedict,praisely and maruays at bishan mrt in the morning, then tgt go to yck mrt to meet derick, hh and annabel. but derick and i went off to stadium first because we got duty. i get to hold th card for 4A ^^ later jingyi took the camera from her friend and start snapping photos of our class. hehe xD and many many people from 4a who're not suppose to be in phoenix wore phoenix that day, LOL

anyway, to cut th long story short, we didnt win the interclass race, got 4th.. x.X and th weather that day was freaking hot! ): and and, phoenix won again this year ! ^^ great . hahaaas.

after sports day went back to school for 2+ hours of chem spa =.= omg.. and i was soooo clumsy and blur that day :x spilled a few types of chemicals x) spilled th R solid on th floor, spilled sodium chlorate on my fingers :x and spilled the dilute HCl too. haha :x after the spa, gotta return all the trays back to th side of th lab, then i forgot to put in a few items and gotta make 2 rounds back to th trays :X haha. i truly need someone who isnt too blur to guide me xD

then yay! went to j8 with lynn,praisely,maruay,annabel,hidir and hsiao hui to watch confession of shopaholic. th movie was damn funny, we were laughing almost throughout th whole movie. lol. funny.. xD and th day before lynn and i were saying that we wanna watch horror movie. which i still feel like ! ^^ maruay went into a frenzy during th dancing with fan scene -.- he was frantically laughing and throwing himself on th seat and at th same time, banging my chair as i was sittingg in frontt of him. LOLS . all of us went high after th movie. haha xD

later lynn left with her 2nd sis. then we proceeded to maruay's house. too bad th four children weren't homeeeeee ! ): nnd we found traces of blood on maruay's room floor :X
praisely taught me the new steps to tth dance, then we watched youtube videos and went home xD i didnt realise tht i left my specs in maruay's room until this evening -.- and now it's with welly. waaaah.. my specs travel a lot. xD

packed my room today. hehe.. and i found something rather interesting. something im gonna show u th next time we meet. lol x) very veryy cute.

nnd that's that =)

loves
rieka

♥ 7:41 PM

people shouldn't dwell on the past but instead, learn how to move towards the future. it vexes me to see some who continuously talk about some stuffs that are so passe, in particular, mine. come on, just let go of the past and move on ! life would be sooooo much better. hees. x)

this week has been a tiring and brain draining week. i have been sleeping at !@#%% hours again and it's ohhhh soooooo bad ! ): i reaaaaally must do something about my sleeping habits :X if not i would end up having super puffy and pigmented eyelids, which im already on th way there T.T

ran 2.4 on tuesday despite
1) stomach cramps
2) my little toe aching cause i stupidly went to pluck the skin th day before nnd it bleeds -.-
and i am rather proud of my timing ! 15.41 minutes, quite slow but it's really not bad for th fact that i have been skipping trainings for th entire year :X next week gotta start going to trainings already, i hope. x)

today had rehearsal for international friendship day! ^^ indonesia rocks~! hehe.. wait, tune in and see on tuesday what we've got. ^^v

Bendera

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hmmmmmmmmmms...
learn to judge a book by its cover, because it's the only thing that differentiate guys because inside it's all the same.
or use th formula dy/dx =P


haha. scandals. lol. wtv. who cares.

rieka <3 baby

♥ 9:14 PM