I want people to cuddle me to bed tonight.
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I want my mummy to tell me,
I'm a good girl.
I help other people when they need me.
Hey mummy, I help that old lady carry her bags of groceries today.
I donated money to the old man begging on the bridge.
I didn't burst out in anger when I got shouted at.
I didn't cry when I'm left alone right
I didn't complain when I am told to sacrifice my room,
nor did I complain when people use my stuffs without permission.
Am I not a good girl?
When I was young you told me not to lie, not to do bad things,
not to take other people's thing without permission, to put others before self.
I'm 18 but I feel that never once I got told : you're a good girl.
Today someone called me bad again.
When I complained to you that someone called me bad, all you say is don't care about what other people say about me as long as I'm good to them.
But how do I know when I'm good when you never even tell me that I'm a good girl.
Am I ever one in the first place?
You noticed me when I do wrong,
how about the time when I try my best to change my actions?
Is it invisible?
How come you never knew that I'm suffering in where I'm living right now?
I'm 18 mummy, I don't need someone to call me everyday to make sure I'm going home.
If you really care, I'd rather you give me a short overseas call or bbm me instead.
I don't want someone like her to intrude into all my matters.
If you really care, you will understand.