this has been a very very long week, so many things happening and then im quite in a daze actually . it's been such a long and tiring week .
i feel so perforated, like so empty inside . many many holes . i dont know what im feeling right now . :(
of course, things are going to be very different. in a good or bad way, i believe it's both ways . well it's obvious what's th bad im talking about here . but what comes good is that i realised things ive never realised before . such as that, we 4 are still close as ever. for th whole of this year we didnt spend much time tgt . probably too busy with own's personal life . but we revive everything last night . ok, maybe not everything , there's still so many things unsaid i guess , or even half said . but im certainly not ever gonna forget this .
ok, so she left already . things are gonna be so sucky . school sucks already . im dreading school . ):
ok that's not a very nice things to say . lemme switch th mood ~~~~~~~l~o~a~d~i~n~g~~~~~~~
ok ! :D this few days is great ! yesterday had bbq party at my house for ninnart . xD it's fun it's fun . we took a lot of picture . :D
ok actually hh and i meet at 12 and bought th dress for ninnart . then we meet pp maruay derick woo young lianyi and annabel at tpy after tht and bought all th food stuffs . then we go home and blah blah until more ppl come and then mrs ng come and cook all th food . lol th bbq pit downstair so wet we cant use it so we roast th chicken insd oven instead . lol . then we start by ninnart short speech . very sad, i cant help but cry . then pp and maruay and some other girls start crying too . ssssss very sad . x( then we ate and then go upstair to take pictures . very fun, ask all th couples to take one by one . lol . annabel n benedict are th best ! xD both give super cute sian face . ok so everyone took picture with ninnart till eye pain . haha . and then come down to give ninnart her cake ! it's made by benedict . super cool ! and momo help him to decorate too . xD so cool take lotsa picture too . haha . then pp ninnart n i smuggle one tub of icekimo ice cream into th room ! xD super nice but piggy ! hahahahahaa . then later woo young and maruay join us too and we talked inside th room for a while . xD later in th end i do not know how it ends up tht ninnart pp and i went inside my guardian's room and talk in th dark . oh with mr lim too . haha . he so late then come . -.- then we talk and talk . miss them so much . then maruay join us . perfect4 . we nv talk very much thought . hmmmm . ok then lianyi join us and we talk more . xD
then after a while th guys from th class wanna go home . then ends up ninnart go home with maruay n mr yeo and pp . last ones . haha xD
and then this morning, meet at amk mrt with many others . end up reach changi abt 12 ? drag ninnart to th toilet for a makeover ! xD must take pictures from annabel . xD ok and then we took a lot a lot of pictures tgt . i actually find tht ninnart's guardian is quite nice . haha xD
hmmms then she board th plane . ok this shucks . many ppl cried . i feel like shit . even now i feel like shit typing this .
hais .
T.T
but well anw she's gonna be happy there and she's coming bak . so yeahhhhhh... :D
all th best to my best friend . stay cheerful n happy
rieka loves ninnart . x3
overand out .
sugar,spice and all thing nice.