saw him today ! woohooo ! i think he saw me too . which makes it super obvious already because when he went into sch, i was telling huril abt him coming then i think he saw us and at th same time huril turn her back and look at him . =x . he will think that we were talking abt him and that'll make my life more risky . =x . well, nt really . but i really dont want him to know even tho from wad th situation is right now i think he already knw . rarrhs ! x(( . and when we all went to amk hub just now lianyi was telling me that he might like me . which i dont think so . but she said if he alr know that i liked him yet he dont like me, he will avoid me . which i find way true . but lianyi says since he refrain from all these there's possibility that he might feel th same way . but to me, it's utterly IMPOSSIBLE . he doesnt have any reason to like me . in fact, i think he doesnt like me or find me annoying and resentful . plus i dont think i am of his type . in my opinion is that he would like gentle,sweet and quiet girl more . and my character is too much like him which is a no-no . i shant state anw .



anyway, this is a lame convo between maruay nicolette and me . which i edit on little parts . LAME LA .





[u]nicolette[/u] says:
maruay, go read my blog
[u]nicolette[/u] says:
i updated AGAIN
†Maruay™† (since when did i become a christian?) says:
read alreayu...
[u]nicolette[/u] says:
3 posts for today lor!
†Maruay™† (since when did i become a christian?) says:
thats why i feel like gossiping
†Maruay™† (since when did i become a christian?) says:
when i was reading i thinking of ben
†Maruay™† (since when did i become a christian?) says:
especially the part"
†Maruay™† (since when did i become a christian?) says:
:*
one leader creates another . says:
lol
[u]nicolette[/u] says:
no, actually, 4 posts
†Maruay™† (since when did i become a christian?) says:
WHEN SHE RUNS AWAY FROM YOU
- CHASE HER
[u]nicolette[/u] says:
what part?
†Maruay™† (since when did i become a christian?) says:
lol
[u]nicolette[/u] says:
OH
[u]nicolette[/u] says:
LOL
[u]nicolette[/u] says:
when u said this
†Maruay™† (since when did i become a christian?) says:
when annabel runs away from ben ....he chases her
[u]nicolette[/u] says:
i thought of welly and ryan and MEI QI
†Maruay™† (since when did i become a christian?) says:
hahahahahahahaha
†Maruay™† (since when did i become a christian?) says:
o.o!!!
†Maruay™† (since when did i become a christian?) says:
ya hor!!!
†Maruay™† (since when did i become a christian?) says:
HAHAHAHAHAHA
†Maruay™† (since when did i become a christian?) says:
let me imagine....slowly...
†Maruay™† (since when did i become a christian?) says:
how about this:
WHEN SHE KICKS & PUNCHES
- HOLD HER TIGHT
[u]nicolette[/u] says:
LOLS
†Maruay™† (since when did i become a christian?) says:
when rieka kicks and punches, ben holds her tight (hug)
one leader creates another . says:
eeeeeeeeeeeeee
[u]nicolette[/u] says:
HAHAHAHAH!!!!!!!!!!!
[u]nicolette[/u] says:
NICE ONE
one leader creates another . says:
yucks !
†Maruay™† (since when did i become a christian?) says:
then rieka suffocate because too smelly
†Maruay™† (since when did i become a christian?) says:
one leader creates another . says:
hahahahahahahahhahahaha !
one leader creates another . says:
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
one leader creates another . says:
hahahahahhahahahaa
†Maruay™† (since when did i become a christian?) says:
lets see next one...
†Maruay™† (since when did i become a christian?) says:
WHEN SHE IS SCREAMING STOP STOP
-DON'T.
†Maruay™† (since when did i become a christian?) says:
who should be the best models....?
†Maruay™† (since when did i become a christian?) says:
lian yi and...
one leader creates another . says:
lianyi n maruay !
†Maruay™† (since when did i become a christian?) says:
xD
one leader creates another . says:
lols
[u]nicolette[/u] says:
yeah
†Maruay™† (since when did i become a christian?) says:
eeeeeeeeeee
[u]nicolette[/u] says:
yeah!
†Maruay™† (since when did i become a christian?) says:
NO*
[u]nicolette[/u] says:
oh
[u]nicolette[/u] says:
hahahaha
†Maruay™† (since when did i become a christian?) says:
eeeeeeeeeeeee
[u]nicolette[/u] says:
nono!
†Maruay™† (since when did i become a christian?) says:
i dont wan Diao girl!!
[u]nicolette[/u] says:
PRISCILLA AND PRAISELY!
†Maruay™† (since when did i become a christian?) says:
no!!
†Maruay™† (since when did i become a christian?) says:
prisciila and louis
one leader creates another . says:
YA
one leader creates another . says:
louis n pris !
one leader creates another . says:
when pris is screaming non stop
[u]nicolette[/u] says:
wah maruay, u type damn slow leh
one leader creates another . says:
yah la
[u]nicolette[/u] says:
i type much faster than u, u knw
[u]nicolette[/u] says:
don't wait ltr come out, one pathetic sentence
[u]nicolette[/u] says:
then i really kill you
one leader creates another . says:
LOL
†Maruay™† (since when did i become a christian?) says:
how about this.....
to priscilla's schock, louis marched into the room and locked the door.....
he quickly "tuo Diao" and take out her clothes....
"stop!! stop!! stop!!" priscilla yelled for help....
however, beause he has already read nicolette's blog (WHEN SHE IS SCREAMING STOP STOP-DON'T.) he decided to follow....
the next day....priscilla got pregnant
[u]nicolette[/u] says:
LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLl
†Maruay™† (since when did i become a christian?) says:
omg....this is disgusting
one leader creates another . says:
hahahahahahahahah !!
†Maruay™† (since when did i become a christian?) says:
xD
[u]nicolette[/u] says:
HAHAHAAHAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
one leader creates another . says:
DAMN NICE !
[u]nicolette[/u] says:
NICE ONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
[u]nicolette[/u] says:
yeah
[u]nicolette[/u] says:
must post this on blog, eh rieka?
one leader creates another . says:
lols
†Maruay™† (since when did i become a christian?) says:
HAHAHA
[u]nicolette[/u] says:
HAHAHAHAHA
one leader creates another . says:
put louis n pris
one leader creates another . says:
hahahahaa
one leader creates another . says:
lol
†Maruay™† (since when did i become a christian?) says:
hahahaha
[u]nicolette[/u] says:
rieka, u put lah
one leader creates another . says:
o.0
†Maruay™† (since when did i become a christian?) says:
lol
[u]nicolette[/u] says:
kk?
one leader creates another . says:
o.0 ok
one leader creates another . says:
LOL
[u]nicolette[/u] says:
then can delete any unwanted parts
one leader creates another . says:
hahaas
one leader creates another . says:
ok
one leader creates another . says:
ewwwwwwwwwww ben stinks
[u]nicolette[/u] says:
ok, continue maruay...
[u]nicolette[/u] says:
nxt one is?
one leader creates another . says:
nxt one is wad ?
†Maruay™† (since when did i become a christian?) says:
lts see..
one leader creates another . says:
lol
[u]nicolette[/u] says:
restart..
[u]nicolette[/u] says:
must do frm beginning
one leader creates another . says:
must do all
one leader creates another . says:
one by one
one leader creates another . says:
wait i go she she
†Maruay™† (since when did i become a christian?) says:
>.,
†Maruay™† (since when did i become a christian?) says:
i only know the stop stop one
[u]nicolette[/u] says:
WHEN SHE ACTS SHY - SAY I LOVE YOU
†Maruay™† (since when did i become a christian?) says:
hmm...
†Maruay™† (since when did i become a christian?) says:
louis and priscilla again?
†Maruay™† (since when did i become a christian?) says:
lol
[u]nicolette[/u] says:
mei qi!
†Maruay™† (since when did i become a christian?) says:
oo
[u]nicolette[/u] says:
giving STAR
†Maruay™† (since when did i become a christian?) says:
OH YAS!!
[u]nicolette[/u] says:
†Maruay™† (since when did i become a christian?) says:
lets see...
one leader creates another . says:
continue th story
†Maruay™† (since when did i become a christian?) says:
one day....after readin nicolette's blog, ryan decided to test out if the sentence(WHEN SHE ACTS SHY-SAY I LOVE YOU) really worked
he walked to priscilla...giving all the sentimental verses he could think of to her....
immediately she blushed her face was covered with tomato sauce
not wanting to lose any more time, he shouted "i love you" without reaising mei qi is just behind him
the next moment
†Maruay™† (since when did i become a christian?) says:
he was covered with stars
one leader creates another . says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA !
†Maruay™† (since when did i become a christian?) says:
stupid story
one leader creates another . says:
hahahahahhahahahahahaha
one leader creates another . says:
but funny lehs
[u]nicolette[/u] says:
yeah, cool
†Maruay™† (since when did i become a christian?) says:
lol
†Maruay™† (since when did i become a christian?) says:
i wan vomit....
one leader creates another . says:
hahahahaha !
one leader creates another . says:
why ?
one leader creates another . says:
pregnant ?
one leader creates another . says:
lol
†Maruay™† (since when did i become a christian?) says:
NOT PREGNANT!!
one leader creates another . says:
LOL
†Maruay™† (since when did i become a christian?) says:
wait...i copy down the 2 stories
one leader creates another . says:
lols ok
[u]nicolette[/u] says:
when she runs away from you - chase her
one leader creates another . says:
when nicolette runs away from maruay, he chase her
[u]nicolette[/u] says:
zzz
one leader creates another . says:
eh no !
one leader creates another . says:
use maruay n huijie
one leader creates another . says:
th 2.4
[u]nicolette[/u] says:
yeah
[u]nicolette[/u] says:
i was thinking of hui jie too
one leader creates another . says:
lol
[u]nicolette[/u] says:
okay...settled, huijie it shall be
one leader creates another . says:
hahahahahaaa
one leader creates another . says:
maruay and huijie was running 2.4
[u]nicolette[/u] says:
wait, rieka
one leader creates another . says:
then i dono how to continue
[u]nicolette[/u] says:
this one i wanna do!
[u]nicolette[/u] says:
lols
one leader creates another . says:
hahaa ok !
†Maruay™† (since when did i become a christian?) says:
lol idiot!!!
†Maruay™† (since when did i become a christian?) says: NO HUI JIE!!
one leader creates another . says: dun care !
one leader creates another . says: u put me with ben is worse lor
one leader creates another . says: LOL
†Maruay™† (since when did i become a christian?) says: AHAHAHAHAHAAA
one leader creates another . says: duh
[u]nicolette[/u] says: hui jie ran and ran, as hard and as fast as she could... Maruay was hot at her heels, he was chasing what he loved so dearly...it was his HEART, his LIFE, his PASSION... guess what's the ending?- hui jie was running cos she was taking her 2.4 km run, maruay was chasing after a girl infront of hui jie that held a BURGER(his love, FOOD!), however, hui jie blocked his path.....
[u]nicolette[/u] says: very lame, i knw
one leader creates another . says: hahahahahahaha !
[u]nicolette[/u] says: ok maruay?
[u]nicolette[/u] says: u chasing FOOD, not girl
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one leader creates another . says: eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
[u]nicolette[/u] says: LOLS squeeze me
one leader creates another . says: u owe me 1 !
†Maruay™† (since when did i become a christian?) says: this suck!!
[u]nicolette[/u] says: eh, wait...
one leader creates another . says: i dun wan tt !
[u]nicolette[/u] says: the maruay/hui jie thing
one leader creates another . says: yucks !
one leader creates another . says: benedict so erxin
[u]nicolette[/u] says: doesn't fit the story!
one leader creates another . says: lol
one leader creates another . says: maruay n huijie so pei
†Maruay™† (since when did i become a christian?) says: eeeeeeeeeee
[u]nicolette[/u] says: no, but the story...
one leader creates another . says: joseph so shuai !
†Maruay™† (since when did i become a christian?) says: ok next one!!
†Maruay™† (since when did i become a christian?) says: NO!!
one leader creates another . says: XD
†Maruay™† (since when did i become a christian?) says: EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE †Maruay™† (since when did i become a christian?) says: EAT SHIT!
one leader creates another . says: LOL
[u]nicolette[/u] says: not suitable for the When she runs away from you, chase her...
[u]nicolette[/u] says: yeah, i love my husband
†Maruay™† (since when did i become a christian?) says: now.....lets see who the next target is
one leader creates another . says: daddy
†Maruay™† (since when did i become a christian?) says: ryan got already...
[u]nicolette[/u] says: my husband
one leader creates another . says: zoe !
[u]nicolette[/u] says: hahahahahahah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
†Maruay™† (since when did i become a christian?) says: maybe jusepg....
one leader creates another . says: jusepg ?
[u]nicolette[/u] says: stylo!
†Maruay™† (since when did i become a christian?) says: joseph*
one leader creates another . says: LOL
[u]nicolette[/u] says: next
one one leader creates another . says: DIAO
[u]nicolette[/u] says: when she puts her face near yours-kiss her
†Maruay™† (since when did i become a christian?) says: the female is...
[u]nicolette[/u] says: put face then see pimple
†Maruay™† (since when did i become a christian?) says: stupid....
†Maruay™† (since when did i become a christian?) says: OMG
one leader creates another . says: LOL
one leader creates another . says: yahhs
[u]nicolette[/u] says: nono, rieka, u get it?
†Maruay™† (since when did i become a christian?) says: IDIOT KISS PIMPLE!
[u]nicolette[/u] says: PIMPLE...
[u]nicolette[/u] says: nono
one leader creates another . says: lol
[u]nicolette[/u] says: the girl seeing the guy's PIMPLE
one leader creates another . says: hahahaha !
[u]nicolette[/u] says: then the guy go kiss
[u]nicolette[/u] says: yucks
[u]nicolette[/u] says: sick lah
one leader creates another . says: nicolette seeing praisely's pimple
one leader creates another . says: then praisely got kiss her
one leader creates another . says: haahhahahhahahaa
[u]nicolette[/u] says: EWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
one leader creates another . says: lol
[u]nicolette[/u] says: zzz
†Maruay™† (since when did i become a christian?) says: think some someone better
[u]nicolette[/u] says: joseph and XUE YI!
†Maruay™† (since when did i become a christian?) says: okokoko!!
[u]nicolette[/u] says: XUE YI!!!!!
one leader creates another . says: lol
†Maruay™† (since when did i become a christian?) says: josy and xue yi...
†Maruay™† (since when did i become a christian?) says: lets see...
†Maruay™† (since when did i become a christian?) says: ok i know alredy...
one leader creates another . says: LOL
one leader creates another . says: joseph so hot
†Maruay™† (since when did i become a christian?) says: she was trudging into the classroom....walking unsteadily...when he saw, he immediately rushed to her and see if she's ok.... "leave me.....alone....1st....i'm....gonna...." he realised she was sick and, after reading nicolette's blog, decided to follow what it told him... he quickly hug her softly...and said "u'll be ok....just do what u wan right now..." "really?" "yes"
†Maruay™† (since when did i become a christian?) says: at once she vomitted at his face
one leader creates another . says: hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahah !
one leader creates another . says: LOL
[u]nicolette[/u] says: LOL
†Maruay™† (since when did i become a christian?) says: this one weird weird one...
[u]nicolette[/u] says: eh, but is KIss her leh
[u]nicolette[/u] says: the...
one leader creates another . says: hahahahahaahaaa
one leader creates another . says: LOL
[u]nicolette[/u] says: when she puts her face near yours, kiss her
†Maruay™† (since when did i become a christian?) says: WHEN SHE FEELS SICK -COMFORT HER!
[u]nicolette[/u] says: cheh
one leader creates another . says: yahhs
one leader creates another . says: haahhahahahaaa
[u]nicolette[/u] says: so fast meh?!
one leader creates another . says: maruay fast forward
one leader creates another . says: cheat ass
[u]nicolette[/u] says: cheat ass...
one leader creates another . says: lol
one leader creates another . says: sians
one leader creates another . says: no more le meh
†Maruay™† (since when did i become a christian?) says: thinking
one leader creates another . says: .....
[u]nicolette[/u] says: RIEKA
[u]nicolette[/u] says: look at my dp
one leader creates another . says: LOL
[u]nicolette[/u] says: hahaha
one leader creates another . says: pimple !
one leader creates another . says: hahahahahhahhaa
[u]nicolette[/u] says: PIMPLE BOY
†Maruay™† (since when did i become a christian?) says: zoe and ching leong time1!!
one leader creates another . says: LOL
one leader creates another . says: OMG
one leader creates another . says: haahhahaahaa
[u]nicolette[/u] says: maruay, u nvr see?
one leader creates another . says: maruay lousy
one leader creates another . says: lols
†Maruay™† (since when did i become a christian?) says: see aready
[u]nicolette[/u] says: rieka send to me d
one leader creates another . says: omg zoe n ching leong
one leader creates another . says: zoe with benjamin lah
†Maruay™† (since when did i become a christian?) says: lol
†Maruay™† (since when did i become a christian?) says: ok
one leader creates another . says: zoe with maruay oso can
one leader creates another . says: lol
one leader creates another . says: or zoe with benedict even nicer
[u]nicolette[/u] says: hhahahahahaha
†Maruay™† (since when did i become a christian?) says: after realising her art mark has lost to maruay, she was all weak and fell down onto the floor.... her mouth began to quiver and her eyes were squeezed tight...tears began to roll down her fatty cheeks... as she was on the floor benjamin tripped her and fell down...when he noticed that she was crying, he gave her a concern look and, with his assholic face, asked her "are you ok?" she did not say a word.... when he realised she was at her worst, he quicky did what the sentence in nic's blog asked him to do... "zoe you are beautiful" within a few seconds benjamin was squashed
†Maruay™† (since when did i become a christian?) says: oops
†Maruay™† (since when did i become a christian?) says: >.,
[u]nicolette[/u] says:
LOL!!!
[u]nicolette[/u] says:
nice...
one leader creates another . says:
hahahahaha !
one leader creates another . says:
damn nice sia
†Maruay™† (since when did i become a christian?) says:
ook good night idiotic ppl
one leader creates another . says:
bad night fat ass

†Maruay™† (since when did i become a christian?) has left the conversation.

stupid right ?! lol . but some part's really funny like th zoe and benjamin one and joseph and xueyi one . hahahahaha ! well, gtg nw .

overand outt*

♥ 12:28 AM

back from the selection camp 2 days ago !

th camp was from 25 to 26th .

we had fun !

my group name is guessed wad ?

the EMO BISCUIT ! x))

the mentors are:

laiyee

maruay

sylvia

wanling

&me =]]



and the sec1s are:

edelweis

wenhsuan

shiting

suwen

jane

dovin

bryan

yong peng

hewitt



haha . and we use the 'i say , u say , we say wad' cheer . first game played was the one tt u got to move only to the side to defend th attacking team . it was our grp vs grp aka joseph's n louis's grp ! lol . have fun man . th juniors defend me until so tight , have difficulties moving . lol .

after that we have to build the highest tower using only straws . waa . at first our tower was like one of the tallest ones . but after putting more straws then it just tumbled down . x(( . we could've won . haha . but it's alright .

after that we have to went up to the theaterette to listen to talk by ms sim and mrs.sidhu . i love this phrase :

each of us can serve as a leader and one leader creates another . just like one candle's flame light another and another until the once-impentable darkness can become bright light .



after the talk went down to have dinner . the food rocks ! compared to ours last year, they cartered buffet and it's so nice . th eclair rocks . haha . after eating we all gathered to play th sports and relay games .

have fun playing the powerball and floorball . during the powerball game however, weh hsuan fell down so i accompanied her to first aid . so missed th captains ball game . haha . the most interesting one i guess is the rellay ! two teams competing against each other . each member must run ard the pole 5 rounds then run to a chair with an overturn shirt . u have to wear it then sit on a water ballon . after that take off the shirt and run to this bowl with flour . try to blow the table tennis ball out of th ball . the mentors were damn mean ! we all took the flour and throw at their faces and hair . lol . after th flour they run to a plate with water and sweets inside and they have to bite the sweets out of the water . and we pour water on their head ! after that they gotta run to this tray of eggsand chose an egg to throw at them .

i throw at dovin !and i missed ! he's lucky ! cos the second egg he chose was boiled egg . unfair ! anw, tell u a secret he's not bad . quite good looking among the sec1s boys . =X .

hahas . and i took one palm of flour and throw the whole thing at louis's hair . it looks so damn white . haha . after the games, the comittees are like shooting us with water guns and pouring water . i was drenched . well, half drenched . cos in front's wet behind's not . left side's wet right side's not . haha . when we were released back to theaterette i immediately took out my pocky milk and ate it ! omg ! so shuang after one day . lol . then at night nv sleep until th fire drill . keep walking ard and gossip . the fire drill wad 2 am . play this blindfolding game and th one tt they needa find sweets in the dark . went to sleep at 3 am . haha

the next morning wake up at6 . then blah blah and go down and pt . after tt breakfast which sucks . after that they got interview . so me and the other game masters have to set up the station . played soccer with louis, justin and nicholas and then saw ninnart dearest ! x)) then later after th interview the sec1s come down and play the games . my station was the alphabet calculator . have to walk on the letters in alphabetical order . =] . it was fun ! hahas . after tht was lunch . it's this super big packet of fried rice which i only ate half of it . joseph was practically forcing himself to eat finish the whole packet even tho he's gonna burst out any moment ! he force n force himself even tho we asked him to stop . however someone told me he's just seeking attention . =X . i dont know . haha . after tht went bck up to theaterette for mrs ess's talk . after that i forgot wad happen then they let th sec1s go .

after tht me, lianyi, maruay ,welly n louis went to amk to eat ice cream . maruay ate 2 ! lols . that fat ass . took some pics and videos . after tt went home . sian keep staying at home nth better to do . craps . rarrh .

the sec4s and5s have their o lvl mother tounge today . i went bck to sch for ldc . didnt see him tho... NO ! i dont wanna see him ! i dont wanna see his face ever again ! he sucks ! oh well, i dont know why i said all these . hmms . probably cos he knw wad happen . he knw th whole thing ? i not sure . waaaaaa ! and th other 2 hims, i saw them today . but, but but but, nv say hi to me ! x(( . meanie them ! blahs . who cares .

anw, yeahhs . i am angry at u . very pissed . if u wanna knw why ? fine, i shall explain it NICELY for u . okay, i am angry because u didnt show me * . but, fine, u dun wan show then dont want , just tell me not . u dun have to make me keep begging and explain so much . u knw how i feel abt * . and u kept pretending u dono abt it . fine, it hurts . rarrhs . wadeva . i shant say much . some people just dont understand others feeling no matter wad . blahs . i shall shuddups . and go to slp now .

ohya, me n lianyi bluff nicolette tt pp is leaving spore for good and she almost fall for it ! lol . xD . dont wanna tell much detail cos it might make her angry . =X . keke . gotta slp now . tmr there's training n ldc . rarhhs !

overand outt*

♥ 12:24 AM

i feel like blogging !
but wad's there to blog ? haha
okay, today's training was tough ! well . i actually want to pon training ! the boys went to pizza hut to celebrate welly's birthday . unfair ! they encouraged me to pon tan training but in the end i didnt . actually i have reason if wanna pon training . both my arms hurts ! the pain is so excruciating . =X jk . but it's really pain . all thanks to playing arm-wrestling with daddy they all yesterday ! lols .

but learnt a lot during training today . the coach is actually good . i think he's more experience in training good teams . he really push us to the extent . i guess he really wan us to work uber hard for this coming tournament . i really want to improve a lot too . seeing th rest improving makes me envy them . i'm like the worst sec2 in basketball , some sec1s are even better than me . jiayou rieka ! you can do it ! x)) -i'm not like some senior who demoralised juniors-

after training went straight opposite to buy my favourite...........POCKY MILK ! wakakakaka . i bought 5 packets . just cant get enough of it ! i ate it straight away as i didnt eat any yesterday . craving for it . x)) . and i got a packs of dark chocolate too ! just love it's bitterness . XD .

by the way, MM , i think u know already . why wouldnt u ? at least 2 ppl from ur class knew about it . ur good fren knew abt it . ur good fren's clsmate knew abt it . ur dearest cousin knw abt it . and ur juniors knw abt it . so, why wouldnt u knw abt it too uh ? i got a feeling that you are suspecting it already . i wont mention it in here why i suspected that he knw . it's too private . but even so, i dont want him to know cos i scared he will start ignoring me . and that aint no way to be . well , i guess i should jsut stop crazying over him for a momment . x))

overand outt-

♥ 10:37 PM

omg ! i am so so so pissed now !
i cant get my pocky milk today !
i went to ntuc with welly, praisely n maruay to look for pocky milk and when i got to the pocky milk section they covered th pocky milk tag with " temporary out of stock " waaaaaa ! that's so dumb okay ! and now that i havent eaten my pocky milk at all for today i feel weird ! it feels different without pocky milk for a day . x((

btw, today is fun ! really had a crazy time with lianyi, maruay, welly , benedict , louis, marcus , praisely . huril actuali folo us to th kfc but she left early . x( . but after tt we still have tons of fun ! after eating then we walked to amk hub . along th way tok lotsa craps then i took louis wallet n then throw it ard . me, ben n marcus was like playing monkey with him . throwing th wallet ard so tt he wont get it . later after tt he said " i dont need to lose weight , maruay's th one " smething like tt . LOL . that's damn mean ! hahaha .

oh ya, btw, when we took th bus to th kfc we were making a lot of noise . it is possible that we got call up tomorrow [later] for behaving rowdily and demand for public apology . =X . we were really making a lot of noise and toking dirty stuff . those you-know-wad stuff . and those people who were sitting ard us was staring non-stop at us . >.< . i'm afraid they will really call up our school and complain . and that's like not the only 'offend' we did . we has several morrrreeeeeeeee !
like, outside th amk hub , we were making a lot of noise too . shouting here n there like a buncha hooligans . but the worst i guess is th one under one of th hdb block . we were like , shooting pearls at each other . hahahhaha ! th first person tt got shot is the fatass maruay ! LOLS . then it stuck behind his uniform n he was screaming like little boy for ppl to help him remove th pearl . hahahahaha ! then as that time i was very full and i laugh a lot a lot i ended up getting stitches . damn funi ok ! hahahaa . then at tt time an old uncle was staring at us as we were laughing away . he kept on staring at us . gosh, i think he would complain to the school . so there, we got another wannabe complain .

well, not sure if they really would report our behaviour to th school . haha . i hope they wont tho . else i will lose my peer leader badge . x(( which i really dont want cos i wish to go to outward bounds . xD . hahaah .

after th playgrd thingy we all went home . maruay, welly , pp and i went to toapayoh . then after playing in ntuc for a while we went to th playgrd near pp's house n tok . we took many picture n they are nice ! xD . shall post it some day when i'm free . i needa sleep now !

oh, and friendly match vs withley on thursday . omg !

overand outt-`

♥ 11:42 PM

XD
i just finished a packet of pocky milk not long ago ! x)) pocky milk is definitely my essential now .
seems like i cant do without it anymore . wakakakax . and it's really cant do without it . not for some bimbotic reason people might think of . lolsssss .

by the way, recently i noticed a 'trend' that has been going on for some time of this year . okay, how do i say this . there's some bunch of gals that go around people's friendster and wrote them nonsensical comments such as ' euu sho chiiox ' . simply like that . well, i admit when it just started i did that too . but after some time i realise it's really dumb and stupid . have they got nothing better to do ? hello ? friendster comments arent meant to be there for u guys to write nonsense . fine, i knw people can write wadeva they want [ just like blog . lol ] but think about it , it's really lame . oh well, those people are just attracting unwanted attention . those sluts =X . fine fine, i shall shh .

oh well, last night i dreamt a weird dream of him . everything is just so surreal . i would be glad if the dream really come true tho . it's so sweet . in the dream he... OH , NO WAY ! i shant tell u wad i dreamt about him ! kekex . it's too private . lolssss . maybe u can ask me personally if u really wanna know . but i wont confirm that i will tell tho . >.< . i also didnt expect myself to dream such dream of him . at least i nv see him in real life i see him in my dream . XD . even though that somehow made me sound so despo . lol . but well, it's a dream u see , and we cant control our dreams . other than th fact that i think of him too much tht i dreamt of him . wakakakaka .

anyways, manu lost to chelsea ! omg man ! i cant believe it ! and th sunday times headlines was
" FA CUP FINAL
DROGBA'S GOAL
SALVAGES
CHELSEA'S
SEASON "

wth is this can !?!??!?!?!?! it's merely LUCK that chelsea won manu ! waaaaaaaa ! sian sian sian sian sian ! okay, nvm . at least, manu won th premiership title . xD . MANU still rox most ! XDDDDDDD . so next week's milan vs liverpool . milan must win ! liverpool sucks ! LOL . those dickheads . gerrard is th only liverpool player that i admired . lols . so, all the best to ac milan next week . KAKA JIAYOU ! xD .

overand outt-

♥ 6:20 PM

rarrrhs !
feel damn pissed now . i dont know why, i seriously dont know why . not because of the boys keep spamming right ? no way , but i just feel very fed up . why why why ? x(( .
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhs ! i realise i seriously need help . i dont know what my problems are but i just feel very vexed inside . sigh sigh sigh sigh ............. a long long sigh !
let's identify...
hmms .
my result ? i was in 41st placing fr last yr eoy exam , but now my position drop all the way to 117 . i am so dead ! i bet my mom's gonna send me back to indo after she know about it . sigh~ and with this kind of mindset blogging i also wanna say i bet many people will be glad if i am really sent back .
but tt's like not th root of my emotion now ! !!!!!!! i am pissed i dono why !
let's slowly indentify again !
arghhhhhhhhhs !!
i need sometime by myself ? i dont know . i think being such an extrovert especially to my extent sometimes sucks . people will say that u r attracting unwanted attention and some call u bitch, slut, whore and wadeva name they could think of . i know ignoring it is the best way but not when u r pmsing . th emotion creeping all over you . yucks .
yucks yucks yucks !
boy...
that fucking idiot boy .
he sucks like hell man ! what's his fucking problem man . who he think he is ? just some sucker who got nothing better to do . if u're reading this i have some words for u ;
who do u think u r ? please look at urself in the mirror . i don't even like u at all . wad right do you have to say all those about him to me ? who are you to say that ? you are just some freaking stalker who have no right to tell me what he did . so what if he does all that ? u r in no position to tell me all those . tell you wad, i would rather remind single my whole life than being with people like u . you sucks to the core .
th other boy, th MM , i think u know right ? if u r reading this n know tt this is rfring to you , i wanna tell u tt i think u knw . am i right ? but i bet u dont even know i that i blog . and even if u know , why would you bother to come and see . it's just a crush i guess . yahhs , and sry for having a crush on u then .
th last boy, i duno wad to say . i still think of u , wont deny . but now i find myself very stupid to go crazy over you th other time . tell you wad, th feeling still hurts . but who cares . i'm moving on .
pissedddddddddddddddddd !
frens, frens, frens,
i have no right to say my frens . even tho i'm pissed and i know i could find many things to write . pangsehkias ! x( u guys know who u r . many many of u all . i shall stop ! else i will reali sounds whinny . arghhhhs !

overand outt -

♥ 12:21 AM

raarrrrhs ! xD
yays . i am a bitch . so wad ? =]

omg ! i see him him him him him today ! but too bad i shant say where i see him cos it would be super uber obvious if i do so . but he is just plain cool . xD

nth more to say . nth better to do .

overand outt`

♥ 10:36 PM

hellos peepos !
blog again ! la la la .
i am bored . well, i am suppose to be sleeping now . it's abt 12 am in th morning yet i slacking down here on com . gosh .... wad abt th triple science ?!?!
for tt anon person in my blog, yeahhs , so wad if i think i could get into a triple science class ? you are just plain jealous tt u cant uh ? pui . go get a life .
hmms .
i failed my compre . fuck . 12/30 . tt's fucking fucking low ! gosh.................. thx god my functional writting got 22/30 . which is like highest in cls with meiting . XD . but overall is still damn fucking fucking ass lousy . omg, i am vulgar . oh no . oh yahhs, i shall say smething about last night .
it was about 1o plus at night . i was still stuck here playing com and feeling damn bored . then suddenly syahrum kor sms me . " do u want to know wad happen to ur ____ ?" . when i read this sms i my mind was filled with negative thoughts . ' did he_ it ? _ it somewhere ? _ it ? ' but wad syahrum kor replied me made me scream my lungs out ! . OMG . until now i am still very high and elated from that sms ! that sms is one sms tt can still make me scream now if i reread it again ! he said this " lol gv le his face was like 'huh?' . lol . but i thin he _ la . then he say '____..' iinterrupted by saying __ . so he just _ n din __ " !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i scream when i read tt sms okay ?!?!?!?!?!?!??! especially th "so he just_ and din_ " that's so unbelievable . gosh, now th song unbelievable playing on mymind . xD .
yahhs ! tt's incredible ! i tot he's just gonna _ it or _ it _ ard . god answer my prayer ! n that's like one of th happiest momment that occured this year ! i was completely, utterly, overwhelmed with happiness and joy . xD

* sorry for having so many _ in my post but those are really private stuffs that only syahrum kor , tt human n me know .

i am elated ! i dont care wad he's gonna do with is as long as god answer my prayer, i am happy !
thanks god . i've never felt so happy before this year . and that hapiness was genuine . it comes right down from th bottom of my heart . =]]

overand outt_.

♥ 11:58 PM

i am bored !
omg .
okayys . i am just so bored that i came to post . XD
anyway, we got back our result today . *oh no!*
it sucks !
uh, according to earliest to latest .
history -> 31/50 . OMG . lousy . x(( but, but, but, i don't expect myself to get over 30 . lols . i tot it's just gonna be 20+ . haaha
chinese paper1 -> 41/70
letter -> 11/20 . lol who cares
compo -> 30/50 . i dun give a damn . XD
chinese paper 2 -> 71/110 . OMG . i was shock ! i was shock shock shock ! i didnt expect myself to get even 60 n above . it's surprising .
science paper -> wtf... i totally flunked it ! gosh ! i got a damn fucking 61 out of 100 ! fish u supra ! i can get 2 more extra mark ! fish u fish u ! it's just s damn different between small letter n capital letter ! th answer is damn fucking correct can ?!?!?!?! okay okay, i am so work up . relax . lols
maths paper ;
paper1-> 43 . fuck . careless mistake . can get at least 45 de . fish .
paper2-> a damn fucking 33 . gosh ! most of them are like careless mistakes okay ?! i am so so so pissed ! so even tho th total is 76 n it's an a1, i hate it ! i wan at least a 80+ okay ! even maruay th fat ass got 98 . wtf !
literature paper -> well, this i actually beg mrs ng to show me . lols . i got 61 ! a damn freaking 61 ! even tho it's nt high but compared to wad i see th others are getting, i am satisfied . xD . i was so so so elated just now . XD
well, i guess that's all that we've gotten back .
cant wait to get english paper , tomorrow ? not sure .
tomorrow those ndp people have training from 7- duno wad . so i dont know wad are we gonna do . our class only 15 going ndp ! lolsssss .
then if slack in cls more then half will be slacking . hahaas . but no, all th fun fun ppl is in ndp . oh well..

overand outt`

♥ 6:09 PM

long time since i last blogged ! XD
&& exam's over !
yayness .
uh well, th papers are kinda hard ?
english n chinese compo are okayys .
english paper 2 is hard ? but th summary's easy .
science . OMG ! i screw up that okay ?! when th paper just started i already felt very nervous . when i do th first few question seems somehow easy . but when i go see the structure essay , omg ! *faints* so hard can ?! i duno wad am i writting . it practically shucks .
history . hmms . well, the structure essay is quite easy . can score some marks from there . however, the source based question are shits ! it's like, there's no links between th question n the source . like one of th question on compare n contrast . th two sources tt they gave have practically nothing in common . well, so i just wrote craps . screw u ! ms pong n mr chan ! XD
chinese paper 2's like , some of it quite easy ? xP i duno why . but th first few sections are easy . until it comes to th li jie wen da . kns . i anyhow write . hopefully can score some points . =]
maths paper 2 . awwww ! this shucks . i seems to make lotsa careless mistake in it . but phew for maths paper 1 . kinda easy except one question . so i lost 2 mark cos of tt question .
literature . oh mannnnnnn ! dont remind me of that . i guess i shall lost 25 marks for writting th wrong name for th character ? i dont know.. but i wrote maria instead of portia getting married to bassanio . oooooooohhhhh ! and th unseen prose . well well, i just write as if i m doing comprehension . shits .
dnt paper . i am seriously wasting my time during tt paper . it's an one hour paper n i finished it in 15mins . X: . i know i know, but well, wad dyou expect from someone who doesnt have a dnt textbook n never bother to study it ? well, i dont plan to take dnt anyway .
hmms . so did i missed out any papers ? lol .
but th fun thing abt exam is th part where we all went out with th boys n slack . hahaaha
on friday i went out with them to watch spiderman 3 .
omg ! it rox can ?!
th graphics are so cooooooooool !
it makes me feel like flying up high-rised building too . lols . n crawling on th wall . lols .
spiderman3 rox !
oh yahhs, i shall specially thanks samuel kor for helping me solve my worry . XD
thanks Samuel kor ! you rox ! xD
and it's samueltay . not yeo . dun get it wrong .
oh and i shall also specially wished matthias happy birthday . lols .
happy birthday Matthias ! xD
not tt i know him very well but i just happen to rmb tt it's his birthday now and i just wished him happy birthday through sms . which he did not even bother to reply . haha . and th timing in my blog seems very wrong . it's 13 may about 00:55 am . so yahhs .
my blog have crazy timing . XD
i am nice girl . =]] .
XD

♥ 12:19 AM