heyys . went out with jing shing today . well, at least i went out .but the thing is tt , we went to j8 . and tt's like...then 4th time i go to j8 this month .
first was with bohyi edwin n praisely during boh yi's bday .
2nd with siwen .
third with ninnart n winteng to buy present for lim yen
4th is today with jing shing .

hmms . well . i reach there kinda late . she called me at abt 2++ to say to meet up at 3 o clock . n i havent even bathe . so i bathes , and took very long changing clothes like how i normali am . until i realise it was 3 oclock ! n i havent even comb my hair n stuff . so hurry up and rush there . teach at abt 3.20 . unexpectedly , jing shing also just arrived . and i even arrived bfr her . lols .yepps .

so we walk ard . and i pierced my ears ! yupps . both side . at $5 each . it was damn pain can?! but after a while the pain is gone . walk ard, took neoprints then went to buy ice cream . after tt went to tpy interchange eat dinner . damn full kaes . then walk walk again . see see clothes .
gosh tt mickey mse tshirt damn nice can ?! i want !! xD wait till i went shopping with my mother . im so gonna have a new set of wardrobe . muahahahahas . i am evil . =x . well . hope following daes will not be as sian as yesterday . yes . tt's it den .

♥ 4:16 PM

new skin ! and it was 4++ in the morning . i m bored yet doesnt want to slp . arh let's do this lame quiz i found somewhere .

Part 1- The Basics;
What's your name: rieka erina
Birthplace: indonesia
Age: 13
Age you act: like an 11 year old . xD sometimes like 3 .
Current location: living room
eye color: dark brown
hair color: black
righty lefty or ambidextrous: right
zodiac sign: monkey
height: 163
Part 2- Describe...
your heritage/nationality: har ?
your hair: got a lot of white hair
your fears: lizard . thunder . ppl kicking basketball .
your perfect room: big big big ! with my own dressing table, toilet, closet . must be very big closet tt can fill my wardrobe . xD
what you practically do in a day: think of him
Part3- What is/are...
words you overuse: "lol" "ohhs" "har?"
phrases you overuse: " duno lei " "err..okae"
your first thought when you wake up: haiis .
your greatest accomplishment: no have .
something you want to do: see him .
Part 4- This or that...
Pepsi or coke: pepsi
mcdonald's or burger king:mc donal lar . burger king sux .
britney spears or christina aguilera: Britney !
chocolate or vanilla: chocolate
addidas or nike: same bah..
black or white: black n white stripes . xD
bills or coins: coins
Burgers or hot dogs: burgers .
egypt or france: france! bring me to eiffel tower wont yieu ?
rock or rap: hmms ...both lor .
Part 5- Do you...
smoke: once .
cuss: duh .
sing well: nahhs .
sing in the shower: haha sometimes ..
talk to yourself: always .
believe in yourself: hmms . depends
like taking these longass surveys: i m alwaes sian ma so yea .
play and instrument: recorder ? lol
want to go to college: poly lor .
want to get married: hmms . no . but if him ...yes ?
want to have children: no
think you're a health freak:i m so not .
get along with your parents: ehhs ? lol
get along with your siblings: nahhs . lol
think you're popular: hmms . well...i knw quite a lot of ppl . but many ppl hate me too tho .
Part 6- in the past month have you..
gone out of state: nopes
drand alchohol:nopes .
smoke: nopes .
get high: i get high whenever i see him . lols .
done any drugs: nopes .
eaten an entire box or oreos: nopes . siao .
been on stage: err... this month no .
gone skinny dipping: nopes .
been dumped: nah .
dyed your hair: nopes . but i want lei !
stolen anything: this month no .
Part 7- your friends
craziest: i still think i am .
loudest: ehh... duno lei .
most shy: lup seng ! lol
blondest: no have .
smartest: adora !
kindest: uh ? hmms.... duno leh . we r all evil ppl . xD
best personality: hmms....duno also .
most talented: eh . maruay n praisely .
best singer: haha ! lian yi ?
most ghetto: wad's tt >?
drama queen/king: lol lianyi larh !
pain in the ass: eh . duno lei .
the one you want to strangle to death: ryan tt grp . they sux like hell .
funniest: eh. fu en ? lolx .
best person for advice: hmms...ken ? zachary ? duno lei .
dependable: eh none .
druggie: no have lar . we all guai kia lor .
most likely to end up in jail: me .
person you've known the longest: wellyanto .
Part 8- the last
last dream: eh . i onli can remember the dream abt him .
last nightmare: duno .
car ride: long time ago .
last time you cried: eh . when he graduate .
last movie seen: love wrecked which is like so damn long ago lor .
last movie rented: i dont rent .
last book read: samurai girl .
last word said: silent .
Last time you laughed: a few hours ago .
last phone call: my mother jz nw .
last CD played:i dun play the cd .
last song you listened to: no promises by shayne ward
last annoyance: when the song suddenly hang . irritating can ?!
Last IM: i dont im
last wierd encounter: duno lei .
last person you hugged: him in my dream . LOL no la . dun have .
last person you yelled at: eh ? duno .
last time you wore a skirt: two daes ago which is thursday . sch skirt .
last time you've been evil: i am alwaes evil lor . hahas .
sacarstic: eh . duno lei .
last time you fought with your parents: damn long le . they oso not here .
last time you wished upon a star: duno . nv .
played truth or dare: long time le lor . bfr exam with edwin n fu en .
spet quality time alone: i dont spend quality time .
Part 9- Randomness
are you talking to someone on AIM: har ?
do you feel lonely: i m lonely without him.
ever TO'd someone's house: har ?
hoe about egging someone's house: huh ?
Do you not like dislike not me?: who the hell are you then ?
ain't eminem and 50 cents just fine? : eww . eminem is okae lar .
ever been so hungry you felt like you could eat the person beside you: nopes .
what do you think of george bush; ugly .
any secret setishes: wad's setishes?
do you like to wear chains? hmms . okae bah but i dun wear them .
how many languages do you speak: 4
glas this is over: yes .

♥ 4:11 AM

hmms .so the holidays are here . and i damn hate it . one day of not going to sch sux enough for me . and u wan me stay at home for the entire 2 months ? no thx . anw, i guess i will be gg china next week with my mother's fren . and there will be class gathering on 22nd at pasir ris mrt 11am . 1a-ian pls be there . thx . i will miss yieu guys dearly .

yepp . we will all be scattered into different classes . how sad it will be . i just hope they dont stream us until the end of sec2 . it's not fair can ?! sigh ... has been a boring day . no one ask me out can? haiis..... how am i gonna survive the holiday then ? going bck to indonesia wont make much different anw .

well.... there's something wrong abt my tag board i think . i cant open tt page and even if i press on tt little heart shape nth happens . just the previous page which i am at . yea . tt's weird . i duno . fine . i guess i shall look for new skin den . xD tt's it .

♥ 1:34 AM

I DONT WANNA GO 2A I DONT WANNA GO 2A I DONT WANNA GO 2A I DONT WANNA GO 2A !!!!!!!!!!! HELP !!!!!

omigosh....i cant believe that i will be posted into the same class as those ppl i hate okae ? ewwwww............i dont want !!! haiix . nightmare can ?!

but the good thing is tt ninnart, huril n adora also going 2a . xD . then almost all the ger in 1a go 2a . n a few boys like wellyanto praisely maruay n rest .

and after adding the mid year i become 6th in class . eeee . hao lan orh .i lose to maruay le larh ! tsk.

eng-> 63 B4
chi-> 63 B4
maths-> 79 A1
geo-> 80 A1
history-> 70 A2
lit->65 B3
science-> 67 B3 x((
dnt->78 A1
homec-> 89 A1
art-> 65 B3
damn lan can ?! haiis .

anw, fell down early in the morning . lols . was walking n walking then suddenly duno step until wad slippery de then fell down . hahax . damn erxin lor . i dun have tissue then as i was walking to the bustop the blood keep dripping . eww . until ninnart got up de bus den got tissue . eeyer . after tt go general office make the wound .

so went to cut my hair jz nw .. well..not reali cut larhs . onli cut fringe then layer . i somehow think tt the fringe is too short . but nvm . heck care . he oso not in sch le ma care for appearance for wad ? haiiix . hmms...... yea . tt's it .

♥ 10:11 PM

today damn shiok can . i saw him lor . xD . i think he cut hair . eeyer..last time one nicer lah . but then , he always look nice no matter wad . =D . then got this post exam activity n we played rugby . well, actuali i didnt realli play larh cos i duno how to play ma then i jz sub for a while lor . hahax . anw, we got our semester 2 percentile ranking le . n history paper!

history
-> 73/100
omg...tt damn 2 marks!! i want!! haiis.....

but uu knw wad? altho i tot tt my marks deprove a lot but the fact is much diff . yes. i got 84% in lvl . n my maths is 90% so i guess have this chance to go to 2a next year . xD .improve a lot le hor ! but the most surprising thing is tt i actuali didnt deprove . as in, my position in class raised . :D . mid year it wad 8th . now it was 4th . i won maruay!! yays! hahax . first is still adora larh . followed by ryan , which is very surprising . then 3rd lianyi . same as last semester .

i find that quite a lot of ppl improve lor . those who get badly in mid year raise till quite high . but some smart ppl deprove . haiix. sad for her . but well, her maths got damn high percentage larh . so sure go 2a de .

after tt went to hall for some duno wad crap . then sch release le . i saw sec4 ppl downstair then means they must have finished their exam le . n when i went downstair to look for mdm ng i saw him again . :D i still think he look weird like that . hmms . than after tt ninnart n me go look for mdm ng tgt n when we found her she told us tt the t-shirt auntie coming sch instead of us going .

and tt's when all the trouble starts . ninnart n me were looking for praisely n chairperson they all outside the sch gate when i decided to call them . then ninnart was looking ard the gate to see whether any teacher looking or not lar . [ actuali it was stupid for us to call outside the sch lei ] . then ninnart saw mr.prem approaching so she told me then we faster walk across the traffic light . and mrprem call us bck , ask us why did we run away when we saw him . i cant possibly say tt i brought hp right ? so i tell him say cos i wear ankle socks then scare he caught me . =x

he told us to go get a form then wait for him outside the hod room until he come bck from lunch . unreasonable right ?! so we no choice lah . go take form a then sit outside hod room . a lot of ppl ask us wad happen lor . haiis.. cant believe i got an a form on such day . =x . sian lor . then after nagging n nagging n asking mdm ng to call our guardian, he finali let us go . luckily my guardian not home lor . else duno wad they gonna say to mdm ng . xD .

then we went up to library n sians . read the teenage magazine . all abt prom night de lor. omg...cant wait for mine 3 years later . xD . then later this mr.tan comes in n play the thai songs again . n soon after we went home . have been skipping training this week . haiis . oso not i want de lor . huril cant go then huiting oso nv go . like tt i go for wad? haix . sian . aiya..k lar . tt's it .

♥ 7:35 PM

foreign student trip today..we went to haw par villa =(.. it was okay actually . regretted sitting at the back larh! the sec3 ppl so noisy . then we went to this "hell" thingy . omg damn scary larh the punishment . one of them is the chop off the head n hand one . eww...some ppl still can eat ice cream insd lor . if it's me i wld have vomitted . ewww... it's like..so oh my gosh lar .then after tt we walk around and i took a lot of pic . hahax . i damn extra la keep twisting in front of the camera .

anw, after tt we went to the hua song [is it like tt spell?] museum . and there's this high high slide which is like...2 or 3 spiral arh . then there's a few china ppl who went up then slide down first . then followed by zheng yang they all . then ninnart n i see le like very fun then we all also slide down with tony behind us ,and i kept screaming . xD.

took quite a lot of pic today . hahax . and... happi bday boh yi! :DD yea jz nw we went to mc donal eat . she treat us . 10 ppl altogether . lianyi, priya, limyen,edwin,praisely,zhi jian, lip koon, boh yi, her bro n me . yea . then after eating lim yen n me go mix all the sauce n the vegetable then put giv it to the 1j boiis . hahax . edwin was disgusted . hahax .

after tt we went to j8 so tt boh yi can choose her present . i owe ppl so many things ! gt, ninnart, fu en, edwin present n praisely drink . lol . then when i reach home help my maid cut the dried grass . eww... then after tt come down n slp until 8++ sian larh . now 11++ le cant slp . have been slping for less than 5 hours these few daes . thus keep getting headache . haiis . okae lar , tt's it .

♥ 9:53 PM

i seriously thinks that i should not have gone to school today . yesterday i have planned not to go to school . it's like, wad's the point? he is not even in school anymore, mdm ng broke her promise (wtf!) and there's no more lesson . sux..... okae, anw, today's not tt bad as yesterday . yesterday is so....omg, dun remind me i feel like crying again . =x . so today got bck a few other papers

home econs
-> 91/100 xD highest for tt paper .=D okae i didnt study for it at all . serious . but overall i still lose to adora .
my overal -> 91.8 hers -> 92.3/4

chinese
paper1
letter-> 15/20
compo->38/50
i improved!! omg... xD but paper2 sux
paper2-> 47.5/90
omg damn lan lar .

literature
->52/75 = 69 onethird .
wtf lor...teacher shld not count 15 marks she shld count 17-18 larhs .

n erm...tt's it. so now left history le . my one n onli hope . haiix... mrs.nathan say no one failed but it's not passing tt i mind but it's getting the A . i reali reali wan my history to get A . x(( tt's like the only subject that i reali study . and tt's the onli subj tt i could study with his existance there . reali . my science got tt kind of marks cos i cant focus in the library the other day when he was insd . x(

should not have gone to school today ! he got come bck for lesson but i oso nv see him lah!! hell shit.... haiis. okae lar.tt's it for today .

♥ 10:39 PM

okae, i m suppose to be late for sch today . and i shld . i reali think i shld . haiiis... but nvm . anw, today might jz be the last time i saw him . gosh....i cant take it okae, mayb i should just stay at home today . when i see him just now i reali reali feel like crying . i m holding bck my tears . reali . i just duno why ,seriously . i just cant bear the tot tt it might be the last time i see him . the last time the last time ....

anw, today got bck three exam paper .
english was okae , but still sux .
paper1 compo -> 19/30
letter writting -> 20/30
paper2 section a->36/60
summary -> 15/20

science sux like hell . haiis . okae i admit i cried for my result . x(( .
n u wont wanna knw how much i got . it sux .

maths was nice . i actuali improved .
paper1 -> 41/50
paper2 -> 42/50 xD

it's somehow the first time i got so high for maths test .other than those over 20-30 kind . xD

i m glad tt i improve lah . but still, tt doesnt makes me tt happi after all cos it happens to be today tt he leave too .

after sch saw him when waiting for ninnart outside the band room . i still dun tok to him tho .i mean like, how? okae, i duno . it was even more diff after tt day larh . then after tt went to opposite to eat with ninnart n lim yen . ninnart hav to go first cos there was band . so lim yen n i went bck later . n saw priya gg home . [ i was suppose to help them with their acting as in to see how it looks lar ] . then they say cant find adora n boh yi . so i look for them in the canteen . n then saw this grp of boys playing soccer . then i tot he might be there .so well, i walk tt side lah . then almost kena hit by the ball tt thomas was kicking . but in the end it hit lianyi not me . =x .

so i ask her if she was alright . n when i look up second floor i saw him . i was like...holy shit why he havent go home .cos i see him again then like damn wad lahs . but then , i was glad cos at least i saw him again . then he come down with his fren . and by then i walk ard look for adora le . then finali found them . so we went up . yea..

so i help adora they all with their acting a bit la . then after tt went up to library n help uncle lee do 'work' . the library feel damn sian without the sec4s . haiix... then at abt 6 plus ninnart come up from band . then we went home at abt 7 . omg the sky was so dark . and as i walk home, the image of him keep coming into my mind . it's...i duno . walking down the small alley ,his face keep on appearing in front of me . god..am i love sick? haiix . okae larh . it's getting late . n erm.. tt's it .

♥ 9:14 PM

oh well.......gurl, u reali love to make up story dont u? then go n be a story teller bah . i bet no one wud buy ur books plus ur grammar is so...and ur vocabulary is limited . okae, i m imperfect and anyone knw tt . i admit tt sometimes i am also not original . but at least i admit right? unline u . u r one urself . u are not original either .u tried too hard to be like others and yet , it turn out horrible . but u, go around telling ppl that i m not original . fine, i knw i am . but wad abt u? pls look at the mirror i can say . and now u go ard making stories abt how i treat u? puh-leease . grow up can? u dun even knw the reason at all . u knw nth can? yes i knw tt. u know nothin abt why am i suddenly so cold towards u? i can admit the whole thing here . i dont care if ppl hate me for that . i m not like u , crybaby . juz bcoz ppl dun like u u cried . then let me tell u this , the are a whole bunch of ppl out there who hates u .
and now u wanna knw the truth uh? fine . i shall tell u evrythin now . u used to be my best fren , but after u changed , u r jz a normal fren to me . and tt was bfr i saw something tt changed my thinkin abt u totally . and since then onwards, i have been trying to ignore u as much . dont u realise tt? fine . mayb u dun knw abt me seeing wad u have done . but i bet u wont wan to knw . is like, wad for? u have ur life, i have my life . so i guess i dun have to waste my time telling u all these crap. right ?

haiiiiiiiiix...ppl, mayb i dont wanna go school tmr .i jz cant bear the tot tt he will be leaving . i'll miss him okae? i m even missing him now . i wanna see him right now! can? dun leave .

♥ 7:55 PM

i hate her!!! from now onwards i can conclude tt she sux . okae, since u hate it with us so much,then fuck off . we 1a-ian also hate u . u hate 1a? we hate u . u sux .u r a bitch . i hate u like hell . who does u thinks u r? knw so much abt me is it? cant i have a change of taste or sumthin? do u have any right to control wad i like and wad i dont? no right? u r jz a damn bitch okae . dare call ppl copy cats when u urself is one .wad a bitch . i regretted trying so hard last time .i regretted not listening to ninnart .i regretted .i regretted .i regretted !!! i hate u now . i reali reali dun like u .and u even said tt u changed ? okae,i agree tt u changed-- to the worse . u r a totalli diff person . anw,who cares . i dont like u-u dun like me . then dont be fren larh .u tot u tt impt is it? bitch . we can live without u .and i realise tt we r much happier now without u .u damn fake larh .act cuter .alwaes wan copy ppl's style .u tot u very chio is it ? kanasai lor .
the sight of u makes me wanna puke .u damn erxin can? reflect on urself before u say ppl larh . u think u damn good meh? trying to act cool by saying vulgarities .oh-my-god . it's just amusing seeing ppl like u .low class ppl like u .trying to attract teacher's attention by acting cute .hillarious .
plus,how many more couples u want to break up just so tt the guy can stick to u like a glue? puh-leaase .not all guys like girls who flirt with them .resulting in many ppl hating u .well,i think they made a right choice .so u think u r famous? i say yea .coz there's so many ppl out there who hates u .
if i want to ,i can post a long list of reasons why ppl shld hate u . reali . but i shant waste my time doing such lame stuff . it's not worth my time .
toking abt u jz spoiled my day .

♥ 12:40 PM

okae....i got a new skin again ! xD anyway, sry everyone i have not been updating for very very long .hahax . there's exam anw, so kinda bust these few weeks .haiis .10 more daes!!! to study break . haiis.....i dun wan so fast leh...like tt foreve cant see him le .sadness...anyway...i totally love yesterday .it rox .ask ming ming or ninnart,they knw why .but i bet they will leak out .lol .
just hope they wont .have to go soon....got curfew today .hais....dun care them larhs...anw,today's paper was okae,as in maths n history . history a lil diff .cant rememeber some of the definition .haiis ......anw,5th person > zachary poon . =( .now more ppl knw le .first >ming ming .followed by ninnart then huril .then adora .n nw 5 ppl le .aiyoo....but then he promise not to tell anyone le .ming ming too .the other 3 arh...duno leh .hope wont larh . haiis....syahrum love sick de lor .keep saying himself n stuff .aiyo...no ger is more important than studies okae? must work hard n jia you .hahax .anyway,i m now a peer leader under training..then have to wear this stupid badge everyday .but hey,it's nicer than the real peer leader badge .LOL . it's damn true larh! it's silver colour n the words is in black .anw,today stay bck in the library for quite long then keep disturbing those ppl who r studying .this 4a guy who hav been studying in the library for a few daes .hahas . n we were extremely noisy today lorhs..eh wait,no .yesterday we were noisier .hahas .keep laughing at all the wrong pronounciation of the history words by ninnart n all the lame crap i made .hahas . n i even knw wad ming ming did lor .dun think i duno hor ninnart n huril got tell me .hahax .erm....tt's all le bah,i hav to go slp le my curfew....haiis...tt's it .

♥ 10:51 PM