thanks ah bro! 

life is exciting, so I say~

♥ 4:54 PM

1 Cor 13.
favorite read of all time (:

♥ 1:31 PM

to the one who still reads my blog and is talking to me right now...
hello!
I love you :P

♥ 12:43 AM

Some miracle happened, Daddy became a lot easier to open up to. And when he asked me about my day yesterday, he asked me " did you go to church today? ". Despite being unable to hear his tone, I'm taking a positive presumption about it (:






weeks ago someone asked me " can I chase you? " 
:/ " ahahahahaha, chase me? I'm not even running -_- "


of course cannot, you can't chase someone who's not moving. hahahahah!




Until You moved me I'll be still.

♥ 11:06 PM

*crawl....crawl...*

I was gulping down the water in my nusstudent sport's club tumblr that has been left all day, when I saw a tiny little ant making its way to the surface of the water inside my tumblr. uh oh, I can't possibly let the ant drown in my drinking water, I thought. It's a puny little life. But still, a life. I turned my tumblr a little bit, just so the wall of the cup where the ant was will go a little higher and distanced the water from the ant. Now now, the little ant seems quite curious about the water and it was persistent on getting near it so it moves its little body towards my drinking water again! geez, this is tough..I was afraid to put the tumblr down for fear of causing my tiny little friend to slip down the wall of the tumblr and drown. 

Slowly I turned and turned and turned the tumblr while the tiny friend crawled and crawled slowly towards the mouth of the tumblr and tadah! I reached my pointy finger towards it and direct it out of the mouth of the tumblr ^^ Apparently, from my past experiences with ants, they always always run away from my fingers/hands/toes you-name-it-body-parts. When the ant was finally down on my table again,I wondered why had it gone into my tumblr in the first place. That's when caught the sight of a dead ant stuck at the rubbery part of the cap of my tumblr where you fasten the cap and the cup altogether...


ooooh thank you little ant for reminding me of the value of....^^

♥ 12:00 AM

an attempt to take a power nap before I begin to embark on my late-night torture has not only failed but proved that I need to take action about my sleeping hour. It's been quite some time since I last slept at around this time (12-1ish). Much less earlier. There are several reasons ( or I would say excuses ) as to why I've been sleeping at such unearthly hours. I've not so much revisited my lecture notes unlike the first 2 weeks of school. Lecturers haven't given us much to do either, except for the occassional research for topics to be discussed during tutorials. I'd say there are people who needed to talk to me over several subjects they need to rant about yet recently I've managed to know my limit and control myself for the sake of my emotional well-being. In fact, I would say it's a HUGE relief after I released that one entity that has been clogging my mind/heart/soul for a length of time I would not state when. Then, there are the other commitments I took up to acquire extra income to meet my daily needs. Which is in fact, less than 5 hours per week. sooooooo... geez, I would have to admit that it all boils down to that one vice; one enemy I've always found hard to rid since....ever, the big bad P.

sighhhhh....




But hey, come and think again, my attitude towards school hasn't been that bad at all. How could I let 1 little flaw in time management for this particular assignment ruin my entire view of myself. hah! Afterall, I did find out about the structure of this assignment only last week. -.- All I gotta do is be more alert from now on and that's probably tantamount to....getting more sleep. :O

♥ 1:51 AM

Hi all! been some time since I posted something in this little tiny space of mine again ^^ I'm pretty busy these days! With school and friends and tuitions and stuff~ But I'd like to share an eventful day and an eventful service today.

This morning was the preliminary round of basketball girls for ifg and medicine faculty won all 3 matches hands down! ^^ It's an awesome feeling to get to play in a team again. Frankly speaking, I was feeling a lil' awkward down there, with all the smart peeps from medicine and I was the only nursing 1 girl there. But as the game proceed, we had fun together and we trained a little and I found it less awkward and more comfortable too (: I'd also injured myself for the first time ever while playing basketball just now :O Geeeeez, and I just told some people a couple of days ago that I've never injured myself before while playing sports ( other than falling down and getting external bruises ) Now, I shouldn't have been so complacent :/ It's like a record broken or something, in a nasty way. So now I kinda limp a little while walking :O I should probably walk less too, but I didn't regret going to YRC after the psc briefing just now ^^


Today's praise and worship was powerful, awesome. Those are the 2 words I could think of to describe the event. It's like a reminder of several aspect in my walk with God that I have neglected. To LOVE Him totally from the inside out. Also, to shift the focus on MY walk with Him and not others. I thought of Ko Hendra's sharing in FA last week, he said that it's ok to be egoistic in prioritising the pursue of our relationship with God. And that we should let go of certain situations that hinder us from going close to God. Pretty recently, such things happened. I would, of course, not state the story here. But I was placed in a somewhat that kind of situation. It pushes me to go and search where my limit goes and how much I should put my well-being first and that having THE good relationship with God is one aspect of improving my well-being. Of course, I took into consideration too, the fact that I'm doing this for that person's own good. To avoid causing harm to anybody. The sermon today also left me with a verse that rings in my head.

Psalm 119:96
"To all perfection I see a limit; but your commands are boundless"

The word of God, truly allow us to look beyond! To know that what we can do is "boundless" and have no limitations. It means we can do whatever we want to do, go and be the best we can be and not stop right there and say 'enough, I've done my best ' because "the best" in our terminology is totally different from God's 'best' . Our standard is different from God's standard. And definitely, what we deemed as 'perfection' is not what God would deem as perfection. We think that there is a point we can reach and we call it perfection, but God says His commands are boundless. There is not point to chase towards. We can only look upon God to guide us through His perfection. Whatever is ideal and beautiful in His eyes. Let's strive there peeps! ^^


LOVE LOVE!

♥ 1:55 AM