whewww.... im finally using laptop ! x)
and exam is on monday ! well, only english and chinese papers next week . the rest of the papers will resume on the 5th . eeks . by the time i will be really dead . LOL .
yay ! been trying to control my pms moodswings by laughing this week . using his method of being happy . haha !
however, cried yesterday though , after school . x( . yesterday after mrs.ng's 'remedial' stayed in class for a while . i was at th back of th class with pp and daddy . in the front front there's ninnart,lianyi,annabel, hidir,hsiaohui n i duno who else . those who wanders around, like benedict , maruay and hidir . then peoples in front were all gossiping . until suddenly annabel cried . then hsiahui walk over to us and said " i dont wanna stay there, cant stand their topic " . so i asked her what were they taking about . hsiaohui tell me . and i just cried . =x . ugly sight . then afterward i started telling daddy abt my mummy . their dumb topics . make so many ppl unhappy . x( . later daddy left . then we all went to mac . afterwards went home .
youth service later ! yays ! wheeees~
that's that

overand outt-`

♥ 11:37 AM

wheeeeeeeeeeees ~~~~~~
im back from orchard with momo . well, we watched evan almighty instead of apartment 1303 because the timing is not right . lol

went out of th house at like, 4.35 . lol, 5 min later than im supposed to . took 143 . initially wasnt really sure whre to stop . haha . i almost took 145 ! crazy, ill be damn lost if i took the wrong us . rarrrhhhs . met momo . funny . ahaha
we went to eat long john silver . afterwards walked around heren . i wann that necklace ! but it cost 16++ T.T . i wan that black necklace very badly . in the end bought a black metallic ring and this biscuit looking ear stud . i wan that necklace ! it's black , there is ribbon and there is a small mirror . nice ! TT . nvm, hahaha .
evan almighty is nice ! i love the ending . hahahaa . when th movie havent started yet they were showing this retarded advertisment and momo n i were the only ones who were laughing very loudly in the cinema . hahahha . the movie is utterly cool ! those who have not watched it should really really go and watch . haha . XD . halfway through the movie i , for some reason or another , drop the whole pack of popcorn on the floor . =xxxx . LOL . XD . i laugh like crazy ! hahahaha . how retarded of me . i even stepped on some of the puny popcorns . =X . suddenly recalled th scence whn i went into the cinema . lol . i was holding an umbrella . then when i walked into the cinema,they were playing th rihanna song umbrella , and i suddenly tot of this: amadea said my hair looks like rihanna's n she called me rihanna , and i was holding momo's umbrella when i walked into th cinema which were playing th song umbrella . LOL . XD

after the movie we went to hmv . and i received an sms from yingtsui saying that manu had won ! cooooooooolllllll !!! x3 manu ! 1-0 vs everton , scored by vidic . hahhaa . and while im in hmv i came across the magazine section with this soccer magazines . lol . there's also manchester united's official magazine . way cool ! XD

anyways, i know youre not lying . im just having fun . hahaha . &yes, i must be the one and only tht u love . muahahhaas . i kept promises too, i wont get lip piercing anymore . x( . even though i want it badly . since i promised you that i will not get one, nnd my parents would probably not approve of me getting a lip piercing . i wan one though, like one of th veronicas' girl . haha . i love the veronicas ! im gonna get their album, & any kind souls are welcome to buy me their album if ure kind enough . lols . yays ! XD

well, that's that .
overand outt-.

♥ 12:42 AM

wheeees~
ive decided on that something which made me confuse till crazy . muahhahaha
okay, the first week of term 4 had passed , which means there's only 9 more days left to exam . it has also been a super weird week . if youre my best friends, you know what's going on, ninnart, huril n praisely . hahaha . anyways, yes, these weird stuffs are happening to ninnart and i . like the one on blahblah acts and th one on some bitchy human's hypocritical action . eccentric . haha .

and blahblah's acts got me super confused and chaotic . if blahblah's reading my blog, would've known what's going on but he didnt . and i got him confused when i talked about A n B n C . hahahaha . but well, at least we made ourselves clear that day . im very very happy though that it didnt go any further because at this point of time, our objective is only one, going to a triple science class and focusing on our studies . hahaha . but it was pretty cool that we were frank thus not making things akward for ourselves . yup . =]

by the way, im peeling ! th skin of th back of my neck and my scalp starts peeling . oh, gross . there's lotsa dry skin . haha . guess blahblah will got it today too . XD . im going out with momo later ! were gonna watch apartment 1303 at orchard cineleisure . i guess ill have to miss manu match featuring myhubby, cristiano ronaldo . x( . well, there's still next time . and how long is that gonna be ! and ill have to ditch Manu vs Chelsea's match next week because of exam ! ughhhhh ! this is crazy . im thinking of soccer matches instead of exams ! ahhhh ! im feel guilty for not studying at all . rarhhhhs . maybe studied after i left www.manutd.com . hahahaha . XD . feel free to take a look at manu's official webpage and start supporting manu too . XD .

that's that
overand outt-`

♥ 1:21 PM

yays !!!
im super uber elated right now !
for some reason , yeahs . x)
firstly, since yesterday . i managed to accept Him into my life and it was all so, so amazing .
praisely, this is th good news i wanna say . x) happy ? hahahaha
secondly, praisely came backkkkkkkk !!!!!!!!!!!! yays ! yays ! and more yays ! ;D
i was so excited just now when praisely sms me that he came back that i screamed . all my best friends are back in singapore !
utter happiness . =]
tomorrow's th start of new term . i feel so guilty of using com now . ahhhh ! i shall start studying already . i hope i can . hahahahaha .
yay ! the best thing is that i can see 2a again . x3 miss 2a lots lots . hahaha .
going out with momo to buy pocky . yepp .
that's that .

overand outt-.

♥ 3:16 PM

im pushing th urge of talking to him, pushing his image of my mind . it's not easy .

i went out with vina today ! went to sentosa with her youth group people . met many new people . they are all very friendly and nice people . and met this guy whom i always see at the bustop . how cool right ?! when i saw him there, i was thinking : hmmm, this guy look rather familiar.... . when vina introduced me to him , he said " shes from mayflower right, i always see her at the bustop . " boom ! suddenly this familiar scene of me waiting for the bus with this pierce sec guy come into my mind . then i goes " ohhhhhhh......! ure that pierce guy right ?! " .
hahahahahahahahaha . i find it ironic . imagine, you took the same bus and wait at the same bustop with this guy from other school . then one day, u go for a gathering and saw him there . plus, it happens that you nnd him are in the same group playing certain sports . how eccentric .

by the way, really have fun today . went into the water and get my whole shirts and everything else inside wet . got pushed into the water by on of the girl ! oh gosh , that got me uber wet . hahaha . afterwards played captain ball with them . im not sure who win, im like, just passing th ball and not giving a damn about the score . haha . then go for wash ups . gosh, im like, really soaked with salty salt water . call this crazy . after everyone's done, proceed to vivo city for dinner but i went home with anthea and her brother, the pierce guy . haha . funny .

im so bored now ! went to see some of th ex-seniors blog just now . made me realise how much i love manchester united . especially before that i was looking through edwin's EPL magazine and i saw the ManU last season's group photo and i almost go crazy . i really, really want to tear that page away . especially that it's super clear and Cristiano Ronaldo look super shuai inside . if one day i see that magazine lying anyhow on the floor i will just pick it up and tear that manu page away and use th rest of the magazine to slap edwin's face . hahaha . evil !

by the way,.....

that's that . XD
overand outt-`

♥ 8:05 PM

as she wish, i didnt talk to you anymore . =]
and like what ive told maruay, i shant talk to you unless you talk to me first . otherwise, i will just conclude that ure talking to her and ignore you altogether . since you like talking to her so much , it's your choice .
oh wait, why am i saying all these anyway ? i have no right to say all these . who am i to say all these ? youre not even mine, i have no say . youre all hers . sayonara to u ! i shall stop talking about u not even in front of me,myself and i . not even when people are talking about you .

& some people out there who thinks that we have something on, u guys are wrong okay . were not doing anything in secret and stuff . theres nothing going on between us . maybe just close for some period of time, in my opinion . maybe he doesnt think the same way . maybe, like his friend, hes just having fun . but that's highly impossible because he's unlikely to have that kind of attitude . oh hell, why ami even defending him . crap .

oh well, that's that . i will not talk about him and anything anymore . i will not talk tuh him unless he talk to me . yupp, since youre not happy . i dont want to be a lantern , let you have a chance to get closer to him even though i know thats close to impossible . gomennasai . demo, just want to makeup to you for talking to much to him or about him . gomen .

yupps, i dont like him . not in the past, present and certainly not in the future . i might be deceving myself but i will tell myself that i will not . i meant what i say . if i really happens to fall to my own trap, gomennasai . to u,her or anyone .

im in love with only... cristiano ronaldo . =]
even though like wat u said, he hired prostitute with nani n andersen but that's like so, common . robby kor also said that it's media thing that never go through credibility . i strictly agree . those prostitutes might just be wanting media attention and they go around spreading rumours about my dear and his friends . even if they did, that's common . haha . =] .

that's that .
overand outt-`

♥ 11:07 PM

list out your top 5 birthday presents you wish for:
1. lots and lots of pocky milk n japanese pocky .
2. clear mascara / liquid eyeliner
3. many many clothes
4. many many earrings .
5. feel God's presence
answer the following questions:
1. the person who tag you is?
- ninnart siripun
2. your relationship with her/him is?
- my dearest . my super best friend . x3
3. your 5 impressions of her/him:
- boyish . LOL . fierce [first impression mah] . funny . weird [ again,first impression ] duno le .
4. the most memorable thing she has done for you?
- too many to list . x3
5. the most memorable words she has said to you?
- ' i love rieka ' that always cheers me up . i love ninnart !
6. if she becomes your lover, you will?
- she is my dearest le .
7. if he/she becomes your lover, things she has to improve on will be?
- she will have to buy me pocky . lols .
8. if he/she becomes your enemy, you will?
- noooooooooooooooo !!!!!! i will go kill myself if that ever happens . T.T
9. if he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be
- never .
10. the most desired thing you want to do for her now is?
- secret . =x
11. your overall impression of her is?
- she rocks my life .
12. how do you think people around you will feel about you?
- tchers hate me as student but they treat me nice as frens .
13. the character you love of yourself is?
- i know how to make people laugh cos my laughter is infectious .
14. on the contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
- my mood is easily affected . x(
15. the most ideal person you want to be is?
- me, myself and i
16. for people that care and like you, say something to them.
- thanks .
17. pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you:
anyone who wanna do .

1. ninnart x3
2. huril
3. annabel
4. hsiaohui
5. praisely !
6. maruay
7. welly
8. hidir
9. ryan
10. louis

who is no.6 having relationship with?
- maruay . food . lol

is no.9 a male or female?
- ryan . male .

if no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
- welly n louis . not pei .

how about no.8 and 5
- praisely n hidir . already tgt mah, praisely always gay him .

what is no.2 studying about?
- huril . sec2 subjects .

was the last time you had a chat with no.3?
- a few days ago .

what kind of music, band does no.8 like?
- hidir . im not sure

does no.1 has any siblings ?
- ninnart . yes . pun !

will you woo no.3?
- annabel . hahha . later benedict whack me .

how about no.7?
- wellyanto . ee, dun wan .

is no.4 single?
- hsiao hui . she waiting for mr.yeo . =x

what’s the surname of no.5?
- praisely . hmmm ? chen . in chinese . haha

what’s the name of no.10?
- louis .

what’s the hobby of no.4?
- hsiao hui . badminton !

do no.5 and 9 get along well?
- praisely n ryan . i duno .

where is no.2 studying at?
- huril . mayflower sec .

talk something casually about no.1?
- ninnart . i love ninnart !

have you tried developing feelings for no.8?
- hidir . i knw he love me . i love him too . x) . cos i love everybody .

where does no.9 live at?
- ryan . somewhere near orchard . nvm, shldnt have put him in my list in th first place .

are no.5 and 1 best friends?
- ninnart n praisely . yes ! they are my best frens too .

does no.7 likes no.2?
- welly n huril . o.0 . welly like brenda .

how do you get to know no.2?
- huril . we classmates for 2 years .

does no.1 have any pets?
- ninnart . yes ! and she loves her doggies lots lots .

is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
- welly . ee, where got .

something interesting that come out while chatting with louis .
Louis says:
i fuk
Louis says:
i take pic
Louis says:
den i post

LOL . i love louis's bunny story . he should come out with more and recite all to me and cheryll .
my daddy's in singapore now . i miss my parents a lot . i hope when my daddy come tomorrow he will go to cold storage before that and buy me lotsa nice nice cookies . i would love pocky the most . i miss my mummy a lot . i hope she gets well soon . thanks robby kor, vina and momo for praying for my mom just now . im touched but i really wanna feel the presence of God . i cant seems to do so . i feel empty inside .

and since she's not happy that i kept talkng to you, maybe i really should stop talking to you . i dont like to destroy people's relationship . all the best, even though you dont like her . it might be just excuses . thanks for the company u gave me this holiday . arigato gozaimasu .

imnotaperfectperson
nndthereasonisyou

.iwannaacceptHim.someonehelpme.

that's that

overand outt-.

♥ 12:08 AM

i love pocky ! x)
x33 ai ai pocky pocky . xD

hehe . i've been having pocky crave for days . since sunday night already ive been wanting to eat pocky . cravieeeee ! and i asked momo to accompany me on that night to seven eleven to buy pocky . lols . thas crazy but i really felt like eating pocky . all thanks to alex ! he showed me this pictures of japanese pockies . make me jealous ! he made me crave for pocky like crazy that i even bought this expensive cheap pocky from 7-11 . -.- . expensive is th price, but it's suppose to be half th price only . -.- . decided to go cold storage to buy those expensive japanese pocky but since i dont wanna go alone i ask Y if he willing to tag along on monday . but he have tuition so he asked if tuesday is okay . which is today . x) .
wokeup thrice today .
first at 5.45 . why ? because i forgot to unset the alarm clock that i normally set for school days . -.- .
secondly at 7++ . i dont know why i just wakeup for no reason . probably because of the weird dream about tchers day . lols .
lastly at 9+ . i heard momo's sound . hahahaa . time where i really get out of the bed .

leave house at 11.45 . XD . drizzled halfway while walking to tpy centre . luckily i reached th shelter quickly . reach novena at about 12.10 ? Y was there already , paiseh late . but im counted quite early compared to how late i normally am . lols . then then walk till novena but then th cold storage suppose to be united square . -.- . budden th stupid united square cold storage dun have nice pockies . proceed to orchard after a while cos Y say tht place very sian which i strongly agreed on . hmmms . then decided to go to orchard walk walk in th end . hahaha . walk round and round orchard road . well, not round n round exactly . but we went into almost all the building in there .
first few buildings was kinda boring because it's all about branded stuffs and shits . there's nth interesting and all th food was those expensive kinds whereas i dont have money after splurging it on th click five cd . lols . click five rocks ! muahahaha . jenny jenny ! x) . okay, then walk n walk . after abt an hour plus im bored . i asked Y where is far east because heard that there's many nice clothese there . Y showed me th way . thirsty, Y treat me to sweet talk . shouldnt have let him pay since he only have $14 bucks but to me, it's just right for guys to pay . XD . muahahahaha .
walked around far east . when going in saw this 'house of condom' sign . hahahahaha . we wanted to go in but ended up cracking outside the shop because this uncle was standing outside the shop and asking us to go in . hahahahahaha . we walked away still laughing . then walked round and round far east plaza . the clothes there are indeed nice ! this harajuku style dress look darn coooool ! i definitely need to bring my mom there some day ! haha . after walking round n round for a while went out of tht place . walk to centre point then went into the cold storage and saw japanese pocky ! XDDDDDD *beams* . but most of it is out of stock so i only got th strawberry ichigo one . lols .
later walk and walk all the way to plaza sing . i didnt expect it to be so near orchard . =x . im slow . then saw this group of kids watching high school musical dance thingy . omg, the little kids are so, so enthusiastic ! that somehow reminds me of our class, 2a . hahahaha . XD . it's actually this dance competition for primary school i guess . it's lame though . lols . watched for a while then walked out of ps . walk all the way to cathay but it's kind of boring then come out of th building and sit outside . talk for like almost an hour . i polished his thumb with my clear purplish polish ! lols . & i told him that he's not suppose to scrap it off or clear it with his mom's polish remover . i want to see it on monday when we come back from holiday . xD . after talking n talking we decided to left at abt 6.35 . walked to mrt then Y took all the way tpy with me . followed me up th escalator before he went down again and catch the opposite train .

that's that .

oh,and i saw his little bro's porny video in his handphone . =x . uber cute . XD

overand outt-.
x3pocky

♥ 9:40 PM

how can, how can anyone be so rude and ungentleman ! tonight changed my perspective of you . firstly, you said that she's just dreaming when i told you abt her . fine, im okay with that . but somehow that sounds very mean and unfeeling . but im okay with that . but wat hurts me more is when u were saying about another her . okay, i know you dont like her, we dont like her , no one actually like her . but, please be more gentleman and not say stuffs like that about her . do you know that ure being very mean and unreasonable ? if you tried to tell her not to do that to you yet u failed, u can always seek my help . but please, dont say such thing about her . i dont want you to treat me so nicely yet treat them that way . do understand her and know how to deal with such people . i know it's hard for you but cant you just try ? if you want to, i can help u . and i know u knw tht . i guess you knw that i adores you anyway . but if i want to, i can just ignore you even though it'll hurt lots lots .
i never know that youre such a disappointing person . you treat me very well, youre sweet and youre caring . but i dont want all that from you if u were to treat other gers in such an ungentleman manner . dont make me further change my thinking of you dear . it sucks .

that's that .

overand outt -

♥ 10:13 PM