perfect.

Sunday, October 31, 2010

Allah mengerti, Allah peduli
Segala persoalan yang kita hadapi
Tak akan pernah dibiarkannya
Ku bergumul sendiri
sebab Allah mengerti

Chinese As tmr !!!!! :DDDDDDDDD
SUPER EXCITED NOW! suddenly can't wait for tomorrow to come and pass. After that, BUH-BYE CHINESE FOREVER!!!! hehehehe
跟华文说再见 xD
kidding. I think I will reaaaaaally miss Chinese lesson. D:
Despite hating Chinese, I love Chinese lessons with this class. Gossiping session ftw (y)
Won't have those sessions anymore )= but nvm! I will still bug the 'GOSSIP QUEEN' for gossips xD
geeeeeeez, damnitzzzz. I sound super gossipy -.-

So as everyone should know, I never study Chinese before in my whole JC life before. However, because of TOMORROW. I met up with Ninie everyday since Friday to STUDY CHINESE! :O
friday was the first time I studied Chinese in JC. EPIC ^^ don't understand the whole 丑石 and 下棋 at all until yesterday. Thanks to Ninie's notes! :D We even studied after YRC last night and I met up with Ninie and Billy after FA today. heheeeeees.
不错, i manage to read like 2 more chapters. Just to make myself feel a lil' more prepared. So right now, just gonna slack all the way until tomorrow. Can't believe how relax I am as compared to the day before Chinese Os. I recall freaking out that night, unable to sleep until 2am. And freaking out on bed, trying to force myself to sleep. And freaking out the next morning before the paper. =( I don't feel anything close to that at all. I haven't even dig my room for my entry proof yet. Gonna do it in like, 5 minutes.

Neverthelesssssss, I am proud to say that at least I studied Chinese =D
way to go, rieka!
After Chinese As, OP to conquer, then I am free!
Can't wait to go out with all the people I missed out during the past few months. D: plus shopping x)

Tuhan pasti mendengar semua doa"ku,
aku percaya.
:)

♥ 9:16 PM

Saturday, October 30, 2010

lights-ice

My mouth is frozen so I can't even speak
What a disappointment I had it perfectly
What I was going to bring up suddenly
Stood like a stone as you stood quietly
You're making it hard for me
And all I can do is freeze

What I mean is all I need is
just a little emotion
'Cause all I see is you not feeling
and you're giving me nothing nice
I tried to do you right
Why'd you have to go and turn to ice
Ice

Don't think you're knowing how hard this is for me
I'm not the type to say sorry constantly
So I swallowed my pride and I got on my knee
But still you just stood there as you stared at me

Your ego is getting old
How did you get so cold

What I mean is all I need is
just a little emotion
'Cause all I see is you not feeling
and you're giving me nothing nice
I tried to do you right
Why'd you have to go and turn to ice
Ice

Why'd you have to go and turn to ice (all I see is so) ice

I'm looking at you looking at me what can I do but say sorry It's a little late but you know *I* just want *you* to be happy
What i gotta do you make you let me get away with it this time

I know you're upset and that you're happy just to sit and hate me
But I'll make a bet that you'll be better to forget about me
Even better yet I'll let a little light melt *the* ice ice baby

My mouth is frozen so I can't even speak
I'm not the type to say sorry constantly

What I mean is all I need is
just a little emotion
'Cause all I see is you not feeling
and you're giving me nothing

What I mean is all I need is
just a little emotion
'Cause all I see is you not feeling
and you're giving me nothing nice
I tried to do you right
Why'd you have to go
I tried to do you right
Why'd you have to go and turn to ice

♥ 1:22 PM

Friday, October 29, 2010

"There are two kind of men,’ said Ka, in a didatic voice. ‘The first kind does not fall in love until he’s seen how the girls eats a sandwich, how she combs her hair, what sort of nonsense she cares about, why she’s angry at her father, and what sort of stories people tell about her. The second type of man — and I am in this category — can fall in love with a woman only if he knows next to nothing about her."

♥ 1:09 AM

Epilogue

If I believed, if I believed what I'd been told, every day:
to say no grace, every night, I couldn't stay here alone.

If I leave this place, everything fades.

What will my ghost embrace? Will my soul still fill a space?

I walk the halls, endless stairs, here's where the floor starts to fade.
With weakened knees, I sway two ways and fall to the floor where I prayed.

It's not the same. I don't fall one way.

One day my light laid wait. One night a nightfall sang.
A fictional last few days, an epilogue ends and hangs.

Late Night Alumni.

♥ 12:10 AM

Thursday, October 28, 2010

WR has been submitted!
:D
Now, it's OP.
today is such a fantastic day, making me feel so restless :O
Phew, finally changed the color of my polish. Totally can't stand chipped nailpolish on my fingernails.
it's almost 2. not doing pw, not sleeping too.
BORING D:

on days like today, i wish i have tons of reports due tomorrow so that I can rush them and not have th time to think of anything else at all.

kenapa yah, gw masih mikirin dia. T-T

♥ 1:48 AM

Wednesday, October 27, 2010

Just don't talk to me forever.
nice move.
:)

♥ 10:06 PM

i really hate you.
):

♥ 9:56 PM

Tuesday, October 26, 2010

& I can handle everything,
the pressure, the rush.
Life's perfect.Life's good.
Right now, until half an hour ago,
I wish life will remain this way forever.

Be careful of what you wish for, because when it appears that everything is turning too good, you don't know what's waiting for you at the end of the tunnel.

I love the teamwork today, thank you TP154. (:

♥ 11:41 PM

Sunday, October 24, 2010

TADAH!!!!!

this is the guy I've been talking about in my blog all the time!

yes, very very handsome, I know.

AND I LOVE HIM VERY VERY VERYx1000000000 MUCH!

hahahahahaha!

♥ 8:37 PM

for once, what you said yesterday made everything change.
I won't remember the exact words,
but it's impactful.

it's not really just you,
i never want to open myself up to anyone that's why.
haha.

♥ 5:54 PM

Saturday, October 23, 2010

tied down.

truth is, I don't like to be truthful to myself.
:\

the thick, misty fog causes everything to be blurred,
&thoughts to cease. consequences were pushed aside.
had no control over the girl, she wanders aimlessly.
she tore down the veil; breaks up the chain.
up, out and above she goes, from where she was restrained.

if only they'd known, if only they'd known.

fact is, I hate admitting the fact.

♥ 2:57 AM

Wednesday, October 20, 2010

what would you do?
what would you do when an unexpected turn of event
became something so irrevocable?
what would you do?
what would you do when the bulletproof girl
falls into feebleness?
what would you do?

PW all over the place, all over my mind.
Nevertheless, I enjoy the company of my group members. Entertaining bunch!(=
I think I will miss you guys so much, when PW is over! LOL :P
Sentimental much-.-
But fatigue is building up greater and greater each day. I don't think I can survive all the way until OP. It feels worse than promos, although not necessarily more unenjoyable. I guess I like doing PW more than studying :O
I'm soooooooooooooooo tired! )=

♥ 8:07 PM

Saturday, October 16, 2010

he actually says all that?

yes.

he doesnt know how to treat a girl well.

he is insensitive.

he is not romantic.

yet you're still smitten by him?

no, having known all these, how could I be smitten by him?

it's something else.

♥ 1:04 AM

Wednesday, October 13, 2010

nothing/ no one's gonna help you when you're feeling cynical.
just kick off that daze, wake up.
let not the external locust take control,
be in control!

lalala~

my momma tie a very cool, super cool hairstyle for me today.
yeap, it's very different from normal, like negro hair!
like it very very much!
yeah, actually enjoyed getting all th attention from public, they must be surprised because typical singaporeans won't tie their hair like that. so i'm uniquely one of a kind. LOL

sch tmr. DAMNNNNNNN!

♥ 10:32 PM

Monday, October 11, 2010

to celebrate

the end.

BYE BYE PROMOS! :D

promos end at such a bad timing.

totally 0 mood at all.

why can't promos end slightly earlier or something so that th mood is still there.

huh.

)=

hello. I am Rieka and I lead a pretty, perfect life in this pretty little planet.

when I grow up, I will find myself a handsome prince and marry him like princesses do.

& leave this town to where I can find happiness.

cheer up, my friends (=
I can't do much, least I can do is to let you guys know, I'm here whenever you need me.

♥ 9:33 PM

Sunday, October 10, 2010

love, is accepting that person despite knowing his flaws and imperfections.

._.

even if the whole world talks bad about him, it's up to you to believe or not.
it's through his actions and your feeling, not other people's opinion.
it depends on your own judgement.

♥ 8:11 PM

Saturday, October 09, 2010

ninnart!

I like today! :D

9th of October. Happy Birthday Dearest ! ^^

cant wait to meet you again soon. let's go to starbucks and talk about random things and encounter random old man who talked to use about random stuffs. (=

life gets busy as we grow older, communication became scarce too. but nevertheless, you're still my no.1 BFF ^^ the only person who can laugh with me continuously till we cry and get stomachache. hehe.

xoxo, rieka.

♥ 11:20 PM

random.

I got myself a catchphrase today.

no matter what happens, life still goes on.. (:

and I invented this phrase last night while talking to DC.

lying is the only truth in life.

isn't it true? lie to me to tell me the truth. ;)

you know what, baby. someone looks very handsome today.

I wonder who are you :O who captured my heart.

♥ 9:29 PM

Friday, October 08, 2010

I don't want a typical high school romance,
filled with nothingness and heartbreaks and insecurity.

'coz I don't want it the old way, baby.
I detest the convention.

♥ 12:27 PM

venomous villains

M.A.C Cosmetics Venomous Villain Collection 2010.

Inspired by the dark side of Disney :O
Design of the packaging has faces of the villain representing each collections.
4 in total:
Cruela from 101 Dalmations
Evil Queen from Snow White
Maleficent from Sleeping Beauty
Dr.Facilier from The Princess and The Frog
Personally, I like the Maleficent collection best because it has rather unique shades and my favorite of the collection is the nail lacquer!

And here are some of the products that I favour the most:

Venomous Villains lipstick in Innocence,Beware!

Venomous Villain lipstick in Dark Deed

Nail Lacquer in Formidable [ just look at that! ]

Venomous Villain Mineralize eyeshadow duo in My Dark Magic.

Oh well, the stocks finish up very quickly. Stocks coming out at Tangs later on today. For those interested, hit the Tangs later to see if you're lucky enough to get 'em. ^^

♥ 4:17 AM

Tuesday, October 05, 2010

smile, girl (:

for your smile is beautiful.

i don't really know what you're facing right now but from your blog it seems like something pretty serious just happened. :o
maybe you don't know but I still read your blog occasionally and it saddens me to see you hurting so badly )=
remember gal, you have a lot of friends out there who care a lot for you.
be strong! i know you're weak physically, but I believe you're a strong girl, you'll go through this promo with strength and confidence!
you can do all things through Him who'll strengthen you :)

♥ 9:12 PM

Monday, October 04, 2010

oh, so promos starts tomorrow?
o.0
it sure doesn't feel like it.
i feel like playing.
i don't wanna study.
can i just run away, far far away, and do things that i like?

'cept,, where have all the voices gone to?
why did they leave me alone?
who's gonna give me direction?

♥ 8:25 PM

control

let not undesirable consequences happen due to short term impulses.
(:

you're the best i ever had.

♥ 1:59 AM

I can't believe it, it's been 7mths (=
It means that half a year has passed.
byebye! good life to ya, mate!

♥ 1:42 AM

kane likes ninnart better than me! zomg!!!!!
)=

♥ 12:14 AM