as I typed this down, my head is throbbing heavily and there is that odd sensation all over my body that arose from the nap I took. It wasn't even a nap, it's a long deep sleep. It's meant to be a 45minutes, after-lunch-before-revision nap. But when the alarm ring at 4, every single cell in my body ache like nobody's business and it forces me into another 1 hour of comatose -.- ok, that was an exaggeration.

But for real, every single ostocytes and sacromeres were wailing in pain. It's like a terrible hangover from the lack of sleep. I don't usually get much disturbance from physical pain and it feels kinda....helpless. The worst thing is, you don't know what the problem is. It's easy to tackle something when you know the root cause but not when the symptom is of unknown origin. It makes everything seems worst. And whatever happened to my "give thanks in every circumstances". I feel like I'm complaining right now. Am I, not?


Typing this down is pointless too, I just felt like I gotta type it down. There's nothing much I can do except to get up and pray and to carry on with my revision. I can only rely on His strength and supernatural power to carry me through this. Gotta be joyful, regardless!!

"...for the joy of the Lord is your strength. " Nehemiah 8:10

don't forget how many times this verse has carry me through so many circumstances!

ok, hang on there, tough girl ^^

bye everyone.

♥ 5:47 PM