some things, you do wonder if it's plain coincidence or if it's something God purposely give as a sign.

I talked to my daddy tonight, it was a really random talk. 
I told daddy, I like to be by myself recently.
Daddy asked, why? what are you thinking of?
I said, I've been thinking of what I'm gonna do, read or write sometimes.
Daddy replied, it's still a long way in university, isn't it?
I said, yeah. daddy, when you were young, did you know what you wanna be when you grow up?
Daddy took a while and said, when I was young, no, all I did was study. When I was in SMA( that's junior college in Indo) I started helping out and work at home. 
I asked, so do you know what you wanna do now?
Daddy said, now I have this business and school (:
Are you happy? (: I asked
Daddy said, I still have many dreams. I'm discussing a business with my friends. it's still in the process. gotta pray a lot. 

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No wonder I felt like time passes too quickly today. I have so many going through my mind, it's mindblowing. I wish time would stand still right now.


I got an answer, but it's not an answer to that yet. I feel, it's still quite some time to go before I actually receive that answer. In fact, I have a lot of cleaning up to do. Yep, all is about cleaning the mess up (: Thank you, young riekas, for messing up. Otherwise, my life would probably not be this rich. Now I have so much thing to do and learn to make up for all that. Through this, God's grace shine brighter than it could have been, isn't it? For once, I could finally thank myself for the mess I created, the phantom of my past.



xoxo,
rieka.

♥ 1:46 AM