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Monday, October 08, 2012

battle

Battling negative thoughts.

right now, there is a battle inside me. this battle is eating me from inside out.

let's see... it's like 2 opposing entities fighting over this girl named Rieka.
one is the negative thoughts, doing its best to infiltrate and take over Rieka's mind.
and the other one is me, I don't know who I am exactly here but I know I have to take care of her well-being and I am doing my best not to let the negative thoughts cloud her mental state.
these negative thoughts are trying to steal her away from me, they want to control her. they want to make her think that the world is against her, make her feel small and hopeless. they want to brainwash her into self-condemnation and they want to steal her joy. they want her to be pessimistic!

here I am, I want to fight these thoughts away! I am battling these negative thoughts! I am pushing away the thoughts that the world is against her. these negative thoughts are telling her that everything is against her! these negative thoughts are trying to bring her down. here, I'm pulling her back up. she has to keep her joy! I gotta remind her that the joy comes from the Lord and now Lord, I know I can't do this alone and I can only rely on you to pull me through this process.
I must not give up and I know that the Lord is able. My DADDY will pull me through this and He has a reason to make me go through this process. God, help me jump over these little rocks that are blocking my route. and I know that You are for me.

go away, negative thoughts!

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