an attempt to take a power nap before I begin to embark on my late-night torture has not only failed but proved that I need to take action about my sleeping hour. It's been quite some time since I last slept at around this time (12-1ish). Much less earlier. There are several reasons ( or I would say excuses ) as to why I've been sleeping at such unearthly hours. I've not so much revisited my lecture notes unlike the first 2 weeks of school. Lecturers haven't given us much to do either, except for the occassional research for topics to be discussed during tutorials. I'd say there are people who needed to talk to me over several subjects they need to rant about yet recently I've managed to know my limit and control myself for the sake of my emotional well-being. In fact, I would say it's a HUGE relief after I released that one entity that has been clogging my mind/heart/soul for a length of time I would not state when. Then, there are the other commitments I took up to acquire extra income to meet my daily needs. Which is in fact, less than 5 hours per week. sooooooo... geez, I would have to admit that it all boils down to that one vice; one enemy I've always found hard to rid since....ever, the big bad P.

sighhhhh....




But hey, come and think again, my attitude towards school hasn't been that bad at all. How could I let 1 little flaw in time management for this particular assignment ruin my entire view of myself. hah! Afterall, I did find out about the structure of this assignment only last week. -.- All I gotta do is be more alert from now on and that's probably tantamount to....getting more sleep. :O

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