camp tomorrow!

So I'm gonna have nursing FOC in 8 hours time, which marks my first journey in this university.

It's a pretty queer feeling and I'm slightly homesick right now. Plus idk if I'll even have the mood to socialise.
Well, I guess the more I grow, the harder it is to let loose during orientations/camps like I used to. Hopefully tomorrow will go fine :)

I spent almost an entire day at NUS today, though I went off to SIM for a while as I gotta wait for a long time for my health check up. It gives me a great feel.

Ah, that's the place I'm gonna spend my next 3-4 years in.

A mixture of feelings infiltrate my soul. Perhaps, this is where I'll discover my treasure; reveal my personal legend. Somewhere inside is telling me not to worry, not to deviate from my focus. I've seen people who have the wrong motivation for their goals. But it only seems wrong to me because if it were to happen to me, I'd known that it's not supposed to be happenning to me. It's because it's not my story, it's their stories instead.

I've experienced the result of losing my focus, walking the wrong roads. I guess, no matter how much we want to avoid it, defeat will come out of nowhere, slapping you on the face. This time, I've learned a tiny little lesson to avoid being slapped by defeat. A skill of dodging, attacking back and of course, relying on The Mighty One up there..

God, I'll leave whatever happens tomorrow to You.. You have the best plan in my life.

Amin.

♥ 1:14 AM