Soon, I'll get over it.
But for now, I'll like to dwell in this little moment of solitude.
Such a funny experience, it's my first experience. And I totally didn't expect myself to have this sort of mix feeling. Hmm.. I realized this post is gonna be pretty useless due to the amount of censorship I am potraying. Why do I always potray such a censorship =.= But I really feel like sharing this with someone.
:/ maybe the next post..
Anyway, I can share about how I'm picking up guitar again after so, so long. ^^
Maybe I can learn to play a nice song or two.
A great song is a great company for a solitary moment.
Trying hard to hold on to that interest and not let it go.
I'm usually someone who gets bored very easily, holding on very little to commitments, only caring about freedom.
But from last year onwards, I took up some commitments, still learning. I realized how important commitments are, how abundance we need it in our lives. I learned through pain that there are people who do things without commitments and they ended up hurting the people around them, even themselves. Commitment is different from being tied down. Sometimes, by taking up commitments, in turn we experience a sense of blithe and breaking free. What an opposite consequence. Haha.
uh, digressed. =.=
Oh well, that's that.
♥ 11:45 AM