So many things to do, so little time.......to blog! I don't even check my blog daily anymore...like I used to do in the past. Anyway, so here's an update on what I've been up to.

Decided I would not give up my childhood dream. Decided I'm gonna work hard to pursue it. Decided I'll get as close to it as I could. Yep, despite going through so many rounds of contemplations and feelings of lost..I'm back to where I started. Th

e question is, why do I even want it in the first place. It's always about why you want something in the first place that you even choose to pursue it. It's the same case for every choices we made. How worthy something is depends largely on why YOU made that choice. In spite of not getting the results worthy of my goal, I'm thankful that it's more than worthy of my effort. The effort which I lacklustry put into due to my lost of fo

cus in between. The painful period of stugglings with myself as I forgot to ask myself why I chose that road in the first place. The confusions I've gone through and the time I've wasted. The regrets I should not shed. Now, they're all gone as I decide that I would start over and pursue them all once again. Yep, I can't make the decisi

ons that lay in the future because I'll leave it to the Rieka in the future to decide. But I'll work hard to achieve and shape my future so Rieka in the future would make a consistent with Rieka now. :D

So...firstly I'm taking the IELTS this saturday. Could not pursue the degree of my dream in Singapore, I'll try to get it back in my hometown or overseas. I have no idea how this test is gonna turn out, but I'll leave it all to God. And I won't be sleeping at 2am too. I've been reading up on the structures and tips, hopefully it'll help me on that day.

I've also been revising back my biology stuffs. Yes, not an input to my knowledge but essential for my upcoming entrance test in July. Realised how much I missed these stuffs and the past lessons I've had learning them! Made me reminisce the nostalgi

c moments with 4A 09 :/ Those were the good times.

Another thing, I've got enlisted for an interview for my 3rd choice course and I would really need my bro's help in this thing. Too bad, he's in the army right now, uncontactable. At least I have another bro to help me with the interview skill part. Great! God is good and He always provide. (:

Just sharing something I penned down during the revision for the last few papers of A levels. Yeap, that's that.

Heybestfriend,sowehaven'tbeentalkingforquitelongthesedays.justreadyourblog.

gottaletyouknowthat.

youarenotalone.

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