Ever get that feeling? Where you err, thought of a random person whom you have not met in a long time. Someone who used to be a part of your old life, maybe in school or something. Someone who was once the reason why you wanted school to finish quickly. But when you look back, you wonder how that person is doing in his/her life right now. You wonder how come things that happened in the past would happen. And then you realize, you just wasted a paragraph talking about something that's not even significant to begin with. You're talking about somebody who didn't make it into your present, whom you didn't even bother about in the past despite whatever he/she was doing to you. Then again, you realized that dealing with him/her has actually made you a better person. And you wonder if that person's mere existence in your life has the purpose of making you better.
hello (:
So here's an update.
The school which interview I thought I'd flunked actually send me a letter of offer for admission. And...I was perplexed the moment I received the e-mail. You actually waited till the morning after I get adamant on my choice of career before sending me the e-mail. =.=" But in a way, I'm glad I got over it. But say I got this e-mail like 3 weeks ago, I probably would have jumped at the offer. Don't know if it's the right decision. But if I were to sacrifice my life for somebody, I would sacrifice it to many people who will need me in the future, than someone who doesn't really need me. So I just rejected it. :) Get 1 more thing clear off my head, so I could focus better in striving towards my goal.
well...that's that.
byebye.
♥ 12:00 AM
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