never seems enough for me.
there're just so many things to do and i dont know where to start. I really don't have any motivation to study right now. Econs test is tomorrow. I already screwed up chem and probably not gonna do well for physics. It's not a matter of having too many things to do anymore, it's more about getting my priorities right. Recently I've been thinking about it, what matters and what don't. So I figured that I've been spending far too much of my time on things that are unnecessary and spending a whole load of my mind thinking of stuffs I shouldn't even bother about. But I'm obliged to do so, ain't I? I have an obligation. I realized that the more I seek for freedom, the more asphyxiating I feel. what's wrong? haha.
each time i think about it, i feel like crying. crying at the time i've wasted and moments i didnt treasure and memories lost. D:
things will never be the same w you, i guess.
hahahahaha
♥ 8:15 PM