really, really, couldn't believe how surreal yesterday was. I couldn't stop thanking God for all that happened. It was so amazing. Even a few weeks before the release of pw results, I was already very freaking nervous. I was afraid of what I'll get for pw. As I told someone the day before the release of the results. "my groupmates are expecting me to get an A, but I know I wont get an A. But with the effort I've put in I really really want to get an A. this feeling sux. " you know how this sentence keeps on haunting me throughout the night. ): it's so dumb of me to let fear take over. fear is irrational. now I learnt to put my trust in the Lord. He has His plan for me(:




my motto still applies: if you want something, so badly that you put all of your mind into wanting it, you will get it. to a great extent, this applies very much for my grade. But now I realized, it's not the grade at all that matters. I talked to tcy about a lot of things on the process of doing our project last year, all the good memories. And the night before i talked to Jeremy about it too. I realized it's the good times during the creation of our project that I will remember the most. No matter how terrible and stressful, I really really enjoyed being with TP154. If I were to choose, it is one of the most significant thing in my JC life. I've learned so much things during the process, no grade can contain the amount of lessons I've learned. I really, really thank God for giving me this pw group, they are amazing. You know what? Our group mates are the ones with the most differing personalities, if you know us. Yet during the times when we were rushing our project, we bonded a lot and found joy in all the troubles. TP154, you guys are amazing. (:





Dear Father, I thank you for this grade that you have given me. It is so amazing, knowing that You have a plan for me Lord. For the first time in my life, I feel a tangible achievement. Thank you Father, nothing else can contain how I feel, apart from the grace that You have given me. Not just the grade Lord, I also want to thank You for this experience, the whole journey of being with TP154. Father your plan for me is indeed so wonderful, I've learned so much from it. No words can describe how grateful I am to You Lord. Thank you Father for the miracles you put in my life. Let me grow more in your Lord, teach me how to put all of my trust in Your hand for only you can give me strength. In Jesus name, amen.

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