soft kiss and wine,
what a pretty friend of mine.

dear shin,
recently, I can't remember much of what I've been doing/when I did it. After OP dry run just now, I totally forgot what I've done yesterday till something reminded me of moviess. Just a moment ago, I recalled talking about something, yet I totally forgot when I talked about it. I just know that it's either yesterday, or today. Or was it the day before? But this is kinda bothering me, Im like having premature dementia. T-T

This post isn't gonna be anything interesting. In fact, how much of my life right now is interesting? Yet life has to go on right now, and I hold on to the believe that I'll do something to change everything someday. Maybe some people will think that I'm being childish and unrealistic. But think of it, if everyone in this world thinks realistic, then who will dream and who will make a breakthrough?

Today I went to school for OP dry run. When I stood in front of the audience, my mouth went dry and I couldn't stop fidgeting. I totally lose focus of myself. It was so different from how I was last time. I recall the few speeches I made back in Mayflower. Not a lot, but all of them more confident that I had been in front of the classroom of E106 just now. Maybe it's the lack of practice, for the last speech I made was back in 2008, the speech for my presidential campaign. So I contemplated about my presentation just now and practiced in front of my group mates a few more times after the audience left. I believe that all I need is just a little more practice and I'll do fine. Well, the accessor did say that I have an engaging and nice disposition, people will listen to me talk. So it's up to me, the group's overall performance will have to depend on me now! I will prove to Ms.Yap that I ain't a coward! Gambatte neh!


xoxo,
rieka

♥ 8:20 PM