Talking to ko Hendra on msn now, we're chatting about our siblings and things that happened when we were still young. Interesting much(: Talking about them made me miss them so much.. Although my siblings and I aren't as close as ko Hendra and his siblings, but we still do have some nice, sweet memories together.

I remember when we were very young, we would always tease my youngest brother at night on bed. Creating imaginative stories about trees and oranges and so many innocent stuffs.

When my 1st brother and I were young, we used to play a lot together. I remember taking out one of the wine from my dad's shelves and I don't remember how we ended up getting scolded by my grandmother because my brother drink the wine. xDD

I remember my 1st brother and I always play role-playing game with my cousins at my maternal grandma house.

I remember defending my 1st brother when my cousin made him cry during one of their quarrels when we were little.

There were also the period when a lot of PS rental houses start to appear around our area and my uncle decided to build one. Then my 1st brother and I would always go and play the bubble popping game. I forgot what is it called ._.

My 1st brother and I always thought of a lot of witty ideas. We once peep at our grandfather sleeping in the middle of the night and we did something which I ain't suppose to say here cos it was really naughty. xD

We always quarrel . Very, very often.

I remember putting my fingers into my sister's mouth when she just started to have teeth and got bitten very, very, very hard.

I remember my sister falling from the ayunan when I was eating chao guo tiao for lunch before going to school. xD

I remember that very morning when my sister first time held a milk bottle by herself. She was lying on this red color baby-bed thingy.

I remember how cheeky my sister was when she was young. Always posing and not shy of other people.

Then I remember at night, I used to play this girly game with my sister about buying makeups and pretty stuffs.

I remember tricking my sister with this ni & wo game that I invented when I was little.

I remember the first time I saw my youngest brother when my mother just gave birth to him, I thought that he was a doll. xD

I remember calling him " didi ( means little brother in chinese ) " when my parents haven't thought of a name for that little infant yet.

I remember drawing my youngest brother on my magnet board during that period when he was just a few days old.

I remember this walking style my youngest brother and I would walk in. Me standing behind him and wrapping my hands around his shoulder then we would walk with the same side of leg stepping the ground.

I remember one chinese new year my mother beat my little brother up when we quarrel and he cried in a corner. Though before that we were quarreling but at that moment when my momma was beating him up I was super sad.

I remember after I study in Singapore, I've asked my brother: who does he love most in this world. He would say mummy, daddy and you.

I remember pinching my little brother's cheek so much until a blue-black appear on his cheek and he cried. But he was so irresistibly cute!


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Now, I would be happy when my 1st brother tell me his secret crushes. He's growing up(:
I'm elated whenever I get the chance to talk to my sister on facebook. She's spent more time with her friends now. No longer that chubby little girl who will help me take water whenever I ask for ( I was lazy xD )
I'm reminiscing the time when my youngest brother and I were at the back seat of my dad's friend's car. I thought of my past maternal grandmother and I was lying down on my little brother's leg. Tearing, I told him I miss her. I know my little brother is a quiet and sentimental boy(: He's still young. The last time I talked to him, I told him I miss him. Then I ask if he misses me and he quietly admit. :'(


They're all @ pekanbaru right now. Having holiday. How I wish I could be with them ):
How I wish that my family would come to Singapore.
I urge those people whose family is currently with them right now to treasure this moment. You're lucky to be able to spend time with your family.
Now, I see teenagers not cherishing the quality time they have with their family.
A perfect example is about this family who is very close to me. Have a son. His mom called him a few days ago to say that she is coming to Singapore and during that conversation he asked his mom when's she going back to Indonesia. Instant scolding. =.= His mom wasn't even in Singapore yet and he's already thinking of her going back. I never dared to ask my mom when she's going back to Indonesia when she comes to Singapore. Despite the freedom taken away, I give those time to treasure the moment of her presence.


God, I thank You Lord for giving this wonderful family to me. I pray to You Lord that one day they will know You and be saved Lord. It's the only border between my family and I right now. I pray to You Lord that You will protect my family wherever they are, no matter what happen. I ask You Lord to give me the ability to hold this family closer, so that we can be a proper happy family that I always dream about. I pray Father, that You will be the Father of this family of mine. Give me a way to bring this family to You Lord. In Your grace, Amen.

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