ha . sucky week , sucky month . sucky everything . hah .

i agree with jody, girls who takes initiative did so cos they knw they r unwanted . while those girl who rather wait knw tht they are good enough to remain waiting . that makes a lot of sense, doncha people think so . for example, if i am think i am pretty, why would i go and take the initiative to ask a guy for stead ? i am pretty, so i know there will be guy who like me . unlike those ugly ones, they are so desperate to find a boyfriend because they know that given their look, it's little or no chance for guy to like them . and since they wanted a boyfriend so badly, they took the initiative and get themselves a boyfriend which afterwards they will go around telling people about that . i find that girls who keep low profile about their relationship with a guy are the really pretty ones . those who go around showing off are those who feel insecure . why ? reason so is because since they are the one who took the initiative, they nv knw how the guy really feels abt them, he might just be playing with their feelings . showing off make them feel proud of themselves for having a stead . however, they never know that out there everyone is talking lotsa stuffs abt them . thus, i am really pretty . =] yuppp, i have to learn to love myself . but rarrrhhhh ! i am fat . x( . nvm, afterwards i will slim down n be prettier . blehs . XP .
and not only am i pretty, i am also nice and helpful . and i am hardworking . im gonna be one of the top ten student in class this semester . ha . n im gonna respect myself as i respect others too . im gonna make myself really feel loved even if it's by myself . who cares about those people who doesnt know how to treasure me .
suckers . u guys only know how to think about urself . ha . selfish humans . go think about urselves ! think about u and ur bf . think abt u n ur broken heart . ha . i've always been there when u all needed me but u guys dont even bother to listen to me . fine, i know how to love and listen to myself . you all never really know me anyway . selfish and self-importance humans . like shittttttt .
school have been sucks , i duno why . wait, it's okay except for some of those sucky things that happened . i dont know wat too . have been having mood swing recently due to some reason and maybe it's tht time too . common test is in one week time and i've not really revised for geography n science . gahhhhh ! how ima gonna get into 3a with that rate . it's the mugging period of the year now .
ahh, it's been long since i last talked to somepeople . but gladly somepeople did respond me when i greeted him . that's nice of him .
went out with yingtsui just now to hunt for manchester utd jersey . well, too bad i didnt bring enough money . fcking 94 dollars ! i cant fcking afford it mannnn . and the one with ronaldo name cost 150 ! zzZ . i wan ! dont care ! gonna call my parents to beg them about letting me have that manutd jersey . rawr ! while hunting the letters AIG are so ostentatious . lol . but too bad, all real jerseys cost 94 . grrr .
fuck , meetingup for dance later in about 6 hours time .
i'd better go to sleep now .
rawr .

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