ahhhhhhhhh !
this week has its pros and cons . x)
btw, this particular tcher have been picking on me recently . lots lotsa time . &daddy, i know she hates me, yes she do . she's an evil cheebye-ish teacher . =x opps . tht word again . because i kept saying tht word, meiqi learnt to say it too . omg . i realise it sucks being me . look, ms.chew just scolded me on tuesday for saying tht word . and she said : " rieka, i dont want to see such thing coming from you . i have high expectation from you okay . i dont wanna see such thing anymore, not from rieka " waaaaa . i burst out in front of 2 classes . i mean, really in front of them because everyone was sitting down n i was standing in front . and i just burst out like that . uhhhhh.............! ugly !
i dont know why have been having problem controlling my emotions recently . that's very bad . on tuesday i also broke down because of my maths result . x( . 22/35 . and mr.teo deducted one mark because i was using pencil . daddy fought tht one mark for me ! but too bad, mr.yeo show no mercy . and i'll be left with this ugly 22/35 in my report book . =[ .
by the way, mrs.EVILyn ng [like wat hidir said] changed some of the seating position . some people weren't very happy about it . for example, maruay as he was sitting beside you-know-who . she didnt changed my seating arrangement even tho intially she said she wants to . -.- . however, it was a good thing though remaining in the same position as daddy was now behind me . he's sitting beside zoe . =x . having him sitting behind me while benjamin sits beside me will soon get me more retarded . =x benjamin keeps asking daddy to tuck in his shirt and daddy would always replied him retarded answer or do retarded actions . XD . for example, benjamin tried to check if daddy's shirt is tucked in so he asked daddy to do the raise hand thingy . daddy did it and spin around at the same time so it looks like he's dancing . hahahaha ! so cute ! x) and turns out everyone was looking at daddy and laughing at him . he's totally adorable !
in a retarded way . muahahahahhahaa .surprising but true, i went to training on tuesday and coach was there . he asked all of us if we felt that our skill had improved and i said no . he replied, of course, you so long didnt come training . omg ! how he know ?! but i just smiled sheepishly . o.o . hehehe . trained a while while . my heart damn pain ! ohhhhh well....it's not th heart . it's th chest bone near ribcage but it's th centre bone . so i just call it heart pain . LOL . lalala~ being lame .
my result totally sucks ! x( . i really, badly wanna go 3a next year . i want to be in a good class and that would be 3a . so far, it's like my humans subjects are getting higher than my maths and science . i dont want that to happen ! T.T . no matter what, i have to remain in 3a . arghhhhhhhs ! x(
today sucks . i dont wanna mention anything about today . recently find this boy in my class not bad . oh well, he's cute ! and nice ! =] . he'll make a good boyfriend . but no, he's too..small . hahaha ! no way ! XD . shh...
oh yah, tomorrow's 25th august . happy birthday joseph and zachary ! =] im nice .
overand outtt-.