rarrrhs !
feel damn pissed now . i dont know why, i seriously dont know why . not because of the boys keep spamming right ? no way , but i just feel very fed up . why why why ? x(( .
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhs ! i realise i seriously need help . i dont know what my problems are but i just feel very vexed inside . sigh sigh sigh sigh ............. a long long sigh !
let's identify...
hmms .
my result ? i was in 41st placing fr last yr eoy exam , but now my position drop all the way to 117 . i am so dead ! i bet my mom's gonna send me back to indo after she know about it . sigh~ and with this kind of mindset blogging i also wanna say i bet many people will be glad if i am really sent back .
but tt's like not th root of my emotion now ! !!!!!!! i am pissed i dono why !
let's slowly indentify again !
arghhhhhhhhhs !!
i need sometime by myself ? i dont know . i think being such an extrovert especially to my extent sometimes sucks . people will say that u r attracting unwanted attention and some call u bitch, slut, whore and wadeva name they could think of . i know ignoring it is the best way but not when u r pmsing . th emotion creeping all over you . yucks .
yucks yucks yucks !
boy...
that fucking idiot boy .
he sucks like hell man ! what's his fucking problem man . who he think he is ? just some sucker who got nothing better to do . if u're reading this i have some words for u ;
who do u think u r ? please look at urself in the mirror . i don't even like u at all . wad right do you have to say all those about him to me ? who are you to say that ? you are just some freaking stalker who have no right to tell me what he did . so what if he does all that ? u r in no position to tell me all those . tell you wad, i would rather remind single my whole life than being with people like u . you sucks to the core .
th other boy, th MM , i think u know right ? if u r reading this n know tt this is rfring to you , i wanna tell u tt i think u knw . am i right ? but i bet u dont even know i that i blog . and even if u know , why would you bother to come and see . it's just a crush i guess . yahhs , and sry for having a crush on u then .
th last boy, i duno wad to say . i still think of u , wont deny . but now i find myself very stupid to go crazy over you th other time . tell you wad, th feeling still hurts . but who cares . i'm moving on .
pissedddddddddddddddddd !
frens, frens, frens,
i have no right to say my frens . even tho i'm pissed and i know i could find many things to write . pangsehkias ! x( u guys know who u r . many many of u all . i shall stop ! else i will reali sounds whinny . arghhhhs !
overand outt -
sugar,spice and all thing nice.