yeahhs , i know man, i know u still like her .
fucking bastard .
uu are such a fucking low moral inhuman person .
do uu know wad u have done could just drive someone crazy ?
why wud uu do such thing ?
why am i even so stupid ? why am i even so dumb to believe all that uu said ?
why it it that such human as cruel as u even existed ?
do u know how hurt it feels ?
have u ever felt that way ? no, i bet .
if u do u wouldnt even thought of such unscrupolous behaviour .
do u know how much it hurts ?
do u think it's so easy to forget a piece of fucking memories that was in the first place a lie ?
yeahhs , i am not kept in the dark anymore .
i know everything man
i know the truth
and u know wad ?
u are such a great actor man
i shall recommend u to media corp .
u can act much much much better than those actors n actresses in mediacorp tv man .
go go go . go act . u dun have to fulfill all those lies anymore anyway . just go be actor . u can act damn well . uu are the best actor i've ever seen before . much better than those hollywood actors like brad pitt or whoever . go act . quit soccer . go act .u are better at this .
yeahhs, i am demanding . so wad ? have u ever take a look at yourself ?
uu are so low that u dun even deserve to talk tuh me at all .
having written abt u in my blog is an honour do u know that ?
u dun even deserve knowing me at all .
i tot your frens are the one affecting but it never occured in my mind that u are the worst of them all .
seriously, i tot u were such a nice, innocent guy .
everyone tot of the same thing .
all of them tot that uur frens were the one who affect u .
when they despise u , i told them it's nt ur fault . i blamed ur frens . but in the end ? uu are the worse . i cant believe i even postulate ur frens .
uur actings are really convincing .
i fall fr ur trap u idiotic fucker .
u mother fucker.
i hate u .
wad wrong did i do in the first place that u have to do all these tuh me ?
i didnt even cause anything to make u angry and all, right ? why do u have to do this to me ?
i'd hunched in the first place that u still like her . and u said no .
when i ask again , u said no .
the last time i ask , u said no .
u said it 3 times .
and all along, u were lying .
until now i am finally awakened .
u wont know how it hurts . cos u are the one who hurts me .
it's painful .
i really duno how u could do that .
pretend to cry till so convincingly that i took it for real .
i've never expected that uu are just acting .
the feeling is "excruciating" .
nvm .
i am just venting my anger again .
the feeling sux like hell .
it's burning inside me .
shucks .
i shldnt be wasting my time writting abt him .
hais .
have to forget him .
remember that he never even love me in the first place that he's just toying with my feelings .
yeaps .
n tt's that .
cheerups rieka!

♥ 9:16 PM