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Tuesday, March 20, 2007

i told myself over and over again, just forget him okayys ?
but the thing is tt
i cant .
u know how hard is it to forget uu after all u said and done to me ?
of course, i know guys especially uur type said all those things just to make the girl uu are with happy n addicted tuh uu .
i am not blaming u okay , i am just frustated with the situation .
i am angry with myself larhs .
i am such a failure
such an idiot .
i screwed up everything in my life okayys .
even my first attempt in relatonship .
n tt's like so sux .
he was so nice tuh me yet i treated him tt way .
i am such a fucking fucking fool .
i am sorry boy if it hurts .
i know i am at fault .
all all all the thing that lead to today is my fault .
but
but but
but but but
i said i regretted evrything okay ?
i made myself so humble by begging u to reply me and all .
cant uu just see it?
are u realli tt unfeeling or am i the one who caused u to be one ?
i know it's all my fault
i am suck a fuckin fucking fuck fuck fuck idiot who shld just go n die .

plssssssssssssssssssssssssssss

rieka erina !
stop thinking abt him can ?!
he's just some stupid loser who doesnt know how to treasure uu .
it's his lost tt he left uu .
he will really really regret it i tell u .
pls rieka,
dun think of him anymore .
there's more than one fish in a pond
there's more than one tree in a forest
there's still more n more guys who are much much much better than him .
he's nth bt a loser
n losing a loser is good right ?
but.................

i tried ok ?
i did try to forget him
but
when i walk pass tt place again
all the memories of him just came flooding my mind
i cant help but cry again .
it hurts when the person who meant so much to u actuali treated uu like tt
i am not the only one i knw who feels this way too .
this girl, frm our sch too .
i think she felt worse than me ?
reali hope my senior understand her feeling .

guys !!!
can u all dun treat girls this way ?
can uu all dun tell girls all the nonsense yet cant fulfill it ?
i warn u boy,
the next time uu got into a relationship dun promise girls things that uu know u wont be able to fulfill .
dun make her fall into uur trap then dump her .
pls be more understandingg .
think of ppl's feeling like how u want ppl to treat u .
uu dun wan me to treat uu tt way .
fine i am sorry le
but later uu also treat me tt way .
fuckfuckfuckfuckoffffffffffffffffff!

k i think i am the one who should fuck off . =(

wont someone tell me wad's happening to me
why am i so misunderstood
why cant they see
now i am caught between the devil n the angel that i use to be

i am caught between the wrong and right !

i wanna giv in to the woman in me
i wanna be someone they dun wan me to be
the moral of the story id i got no choice
i must not chase the boy.

this song is like so so so damn nice .
it keeps playing in my mind just cant get it out of my mind
just like uur images n all the memories i had with u .
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I AM SO SO SO DESPO !!!
right?x((
allurfault.noallmyfault.no,noone'sfault.no,everyone'sfault.
OMG!
i wanna die .

overand outt-.

♥ 10:37 PM