okae, i m suppose to be late for sch today . and i shld . i reali think i shld . haiiis... but nvm . anw, today might jz be the last time i saw him . gosh....i cant take it okae, mayb i should just stay at home today . when i see him just now i reali reali feel like crying . i m holding bck my tears . reali . i just duno why ,seriously . i just cant bear the tot tt it might be the last time i see him . the last time the last time ....

anw, today got bck three exam paper .
english was okae , but still sux .
paper1 compo -> 19/30
letter writting -> 20/30
paper2 section a->36/60
summary -> 15/20

science sux like hell . haiis . okae i admit i cried for my result . x(( .
n u wont wanna knw how much i got . it sux .

maths was nice . i actuali improved .
paper1 -> 41/50
paper2 -> 42/50 xD

it's somehow the first time i got so high for maths test .other than those over 20-30 kind . xD

i m glad tt i improve lah . but still, tt doesnt makes me tt happi after all cos it happens to be today tt he leave too .

after sch saw him when waiting for ninnart outside the band room . i still dun tok to him tho .i mean like, how? okae, i duno . it was even more diff after tt day larh . then after tt went to opposite to eat with ninnart n lim yen . ninnart hav to go first cos there was band . so lim yen n i went bck later . n saw priya gg home . [ i was suppose to help them with their acting as in to see how it looks lar ] . then they say cant find adora n boh yi . so i look for them in the canteen . n then saw this grp of boys playing soccer . then i tot he might be there .so well, i walk tt side lah . then almost kena hit by the ball tt thomas was kicking . but in the end it hit lianyi not me . =x .

so i ask her if she was alright . n when i look up second floor i saw him . i was like...holy shit why he havent go home .cos i see him again then like damn wad lahs . but then , i was glad cos at least i saw him again . then he come down with his fren . and by then i walk ard look for adora le . then finali found them . so we went up . yea..

so i help adora they all with their acting a bit la . then after tt went up to library n help uncle lee do 'work' . the library feel damn sian without the sec4s . haiix... then at abt 6 plus ninnart come up from band . then we went home at abt 7 . omg the sky was so dark . and as i walk home, the image of him keep coming into my mind . it's...i duno . walking down the small alley ,his face keep on appearing in front of me . god..am i love sick? haiix . okae larh . it's getting late . n erm.. tt's it .

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