i dreamt of him last night..strange dream it was..he had never talk to fer my whole life alright..and in that dream..i duno how or why issit like that but everyone seems to know my feeling towards him.it was strange alright..just hope it will never happens..which makes me decide not to tell anyone else about how i feel towards him.just one person is enough to make me feel insecure..fine,enough of wad happen last night ok?


i m a failure,if i cant get my fren back together how am i gonna face more problem in the future?all these stuff is making me stressed!! i dont wanna lose a fren.i just cant afford to lose anymore fren okays?i have lost many best friends in the past just because i kept quiet when there's problems.tell me wad to do..tell me how can i solve this problem?it sux okay? it seriously sux..i talk to them abt it n since they r so stubborn as not to listen to me? fine.mayb the best way is to step out of their lifes altogether.rather than wasting my time and effort telling them about how should we change our friendship fer the better.i can just let them be.do as they wish.i can do that if i wan to,but i jz cant do that.i cant bring myself to do that.how?wad should i do? tell 'her' to leave us so that we can communicate better and our problem can be solved? i need someone to talk to!! but r there anyone free enough to listen to my crap? n-o no.i dun think there's anyone who will do that..it's like..oh puh-leaase..by listening to me will just downgrade them.sigh~


but i have good news here too..mi lu bing won!! fine i m still overjoyed altho it's like a few daes ago. by the fact tt my money dont go wasted..lol..and well..another good news is that shroom finally plucked up the courage to ask huril out!! hehex... glad that i m gonna succed matchmaking another couple..hahas....ok..erm....hope they will last longer unlike rexnlly..sad lar them..duno how to stead de lor...nvm...syahrum must jiayou in jioing huril..hahas..okaes...

♥ 9:11 PM